#ruyu

A lotta people write imagines where your f/o is insanely dedicated to you, where they're a perfect vessel of love just for you,

But isn't that robotic? Unrealistic?

Sometimes I read them for comfort so no hate to ppl here, there is worth in those types of imagines. I know ppl have their f/o's for different reasons, and I do respect that. Some people only want that side of it.

But when I don't need to hear those words on a particular day, just being told your f/o is akin to nothing but a worshipper you also happen to love, doesn't feel like you're talking about a person with their own personality. It's talking about a servant.

They drop everything for you. They do everything for you. They love every single piece of your behaviours no matter how hard it is or how stressful it might be to them.

Idk if its just me lol. Me and Yugi have had tonnes of fights and stuff in our decade together. And moments where maybe we didn't feel that dedication. But that made us pull together more.

He has flaws. He has things he might not like about me. But the love in that is that he can love me anyway and always come back. Maybe some days I'm too needy. Or he needs time alone. Or he's stressed about work and doesn't want to be smothered in hugs.

And maybe it's the same my way. Maybe things are so hard for him, that he can't handle a meltdown or panic attack from me. Maybe everyone's tired.

But we're still together. Because those moments of anger and sadness and pain make us human. I'd love to see someone write about that. Maybe I will someday.

Your f/o doesn't have to worship every piece of you to still be love. You don't have to worship every piece of them to be love. You both will still be there in the morning.

Sorry for the ramble! Idk if anyone else relates to this or if it's something I should work on, haha

Welcome to our blog!

My name is Ruru/Lu and this is me and my fiancé Yugi's blog! It also acts as a personal and vent blog. 🌟

I identify as fictoromantic/fictosexual, and Yugi is my exclusive partner. While I do refer to him as an f/o and we do have a 'ship name' (as given to us by people on discord who enjoy our relationship) because it is much easier for people to understand, I don't see him that way, as our relationship is real and not a hobby. To me he is a real person to me, a real husband.

Yugi is extremely, 100% real to me, and anyone who doubts this to my face will sadly be blocked! Because they're wrong :)

We are Nonsharing, strictly Nonsharing. We will block any Yugi doubles or anyone who makes us uncomfortable! Thank you for understanding.

I'm always looking for mutuals. Feel free to message or ask box me and I'll support you! 🦴

If its me or Yugi posting something said or smthin, we both use different colours. So, if it's written in the chat font with yellow/orange text, its me talking. And blue/purple text is Yugi.

These are some common questions asked to me when I share my relationship on discord.

" Is it just Yugi, or is Yami / Atem a part of the relationship? "

I consider Yami // Atem alters of Yugi, so they are a part of the relationship. We include them though he is usually seen in a less/nonromantic way compared to Yugi. < This has been changed, I now see them all in the same light as eachother though Atem alone is seen less romantically as Yami // Yugi. I consider Atem and DM Yami to be seperate entities as well as other forms of them.

" Isn't Yugi a child/teenager? "

Let me start off by saying: I've been with Yugi since I was 14. (so.. We've been dating for. 5years now though I have known him for 10 years, since I was 9-10.). Back then, I was dating the Yugi from season, 0, first year of hs.

Then, as I grew to 16, that changed to DM Yugi, who 16-17 years old.

Now, I exclusively see Yugi from DSOD plus. I am 19, and he is 18 then. Yugi is seen to grow up to like 30 in GX. Therefore, not only have I grown up with him, but I do not see him as a child, and do not see his child self in a sexual or romantic way and find anyone who does who is an adult kinda gross.

Please do not interact if you think of him that way.

" What does it mean when you say 'I do not consider him fictional / I consider him real? "

While he does come from Yu-Gi-Oh - the show and manga - I consider the relationship I have with him to be a very, very real one. A nonfictional real one.

So while a lot of people have a self insert, and ship that and their oc. Or while they see their relationship as an interest, hobby or coping mechanism, I don't.

It's not any of those things.

He's just my fiancé. Think of him like a human being rather than a character okie doke?

" Are you autistic? "

Yeah. That doesn't mean anything tho.

I have diagnosed high functioning autism, and diagnosed OCD. But, as stated, this has no affect on my relationship with Yugi. If I wasn't he'd still be my fiancé.

Obviously, common DNI's aren't welcome on this blog!

I and Yugi are sensitive individuals. We don't appreciate people trying to intrude on our very little space.

Also DNI / TW:

> I get extremely panicky, in a dangerous state and sick, with mentions of Yami / Atem's passing / the afterlife, and Yugi's passing. It can bring me to an extremely bad place. Do not mention it around me. This includes any of the last manga chapters, and season 5 to a certain point.

> I do not appreciate mentions of intrusive thoughts. This is because it can trigger my OCD to acting up.

> Any doubles of Yugi, and doubles of Yami / Atem.

> Anyone who looks at this blog and thinks the owner of it is nuts or crazy or weird /negative

I will not hesitate to block you if you harrass or upset me.

Thanks for stopping by!

This may be updated with new information as I find new things to add to it!

I know I've posted this before on another spot but looking at this makes me feel stuff 💙💛

His giggles when he sees all my merch makes my heart warm.