i cant tell people im ruv from fnf bc theyll assume im talking about the canon one but im Actually talking about the fanfic version i made up in my head. like its so different to the point that seeing the canon bothers me a little bit - not enough to make me act stupid or bother people, but enough to be a little uncomfortable. and like seeing me be portrayed as cishet also makes me so ridiculously uncomfortable bc in my memories me being queer and growing to accept that was such a huge struggle for me; i get that like its technically just a "headcanon" and not everyone is gonna follow it or find it appealing but aghhhhghgjkfdhg PLEASE i am queer i am arospec i am genderqueer
in other news, been fleshing out another fic idea thats a royal au and got surprised when i got memories from it despite this id being the one that tends to give me the most clear memories and i KNOW i tend to relate to royal aus because i Already have ids from royal aus. someone stop my brain from doing this every time i cant even interact with anyone outside of my companion when it comes to this id bc they wont GET IT
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