I did read your ror fics and i love them a whole lot, i also didn't know if you're requests are open or not but i had an idea and i wanted to share it ^^
It's also the first time for me to ask since i was just admiring your fanfics and too shy to ask
So, imagine, fem goddess reader that belongs to the greek pantheon married shiva and was pregnant after a long time. When the reader was spending some time with ganesha (shiva's son) he pushed her and she fell from the balcony which led to her losing her child. The reader who was the goddess of love and peace lost her happiness and unlocked herself in her chambers, refusing to talk or to communicate with anyone and she even used her divine powers to stop anyone from entering her chambers and she abandoned her duties due to her grief. She avoided everyone even her siblings and father (zeus) which they tried to take her to stay with the greek gods
I think of romance with quite angst and fluff, like how would shiva and the other wives try to coax the reader out of her solitude
Hello, my dear, you sure love angst donât you? Iâm happy to write this for you, but Iâm not going to make my baby Ganesha be so cruel, so I will change that part at least. I hope you like it!
-Shiva was pouting deeply, arms, all four of them, crossed across his chest like a child, pouting because Parvati, Kali, and Durga were hogging you, taking turns listening to your tummy.
-You were the only one of his wives that wasnât from the Hindu pantheon, you were from the Greek pantheon, Zeusâ daughter and goddess of love and peace, which is one of the reasons they had all been drawn to you.
-You actually joined not because of Shiva, but his wives who became quickly enamored with you when they visited the Greek pantheon and became fast friends. They were the ones to bring you to Shiva, wanting him to marry you as well.
-While stunned at their boldness, which also led to a laughing fit, Shiva agreed, courting you properly first and he was quick to realize why his wives had fallen so quickly for you.
-Zeus gave his blessings, telling you that you always had a home in the Greek pantheon, and your big brothers, Hercules, Ares, and Hermes told you that if you needed help, they would be right over.
-There was never a reason for you to call them, you visited your family often, sometimes by yourself, other times with your husband or one of your co-wives.
-It took several years of being married and lots of trying, but you had finally gotten pregnant, something you had begged Shiva for, a child, and your co-wives were beside your decision.
-When you announced you were pregnant there was a lot of crying and hugs with everyone, including Ganesha who was beside himself with joy when you told him that he was going to be a big brother.
-This is where you were today, at the end of your second trimester and you were round and glowing, you were so radiant while pregnant. Shiva was fiercely protective of you, something that didnât surprise Parvati, as he was the same when she was pregnant, and your co-wives were there every step of the way, helping wherever they could with morning sickness, cravings, and exercises, keeping you limber and healthy.
-You showered each of them in affection, grateful for their help with your pregnancy and they only seemed to fall more in love with you, each of the four of them basking in your love.
-You were with Ganesha, heading upstairs to a verandah, as he wanted to show you the maze he had made in the garden, which could be viewed from above and your eyes were sparkling, praising him, âShould we go down and try to make our way through it?â he beamed at your praise before he spoke, confused, âWho are you?â
-You turned to see an unknown woman who looked furious, seething with rage before she shoved you hard. You couldnât scream, you felt like you couldnât breathe as you were sent over the balcony.
-Ganesha scream rang through the pantheon, coupled with the sound of his trunk sounding out as he screamed out your name. Ganesha was quick to turn on the woman who then tried to run, grabbing onto her hand to keep her from running.
-She turned with a screech, slapping at the child, demanding to be set free, but he held tightly, wincing at the blows.
-Shiva ran in to see this woman, a suitor of his from his past that he refused, striking his child and instantly he charged forward, grabbing her arms with two of his hands while a third went around her neck, pulling her back, âHow dare you strike my son?!â
-Parvatiâs scream was heard next and Shiva shifted quickly over to the edge of the balcony, hearing the screams of Kali and Durga as well and his eyes went wide, seeing you down there, bleeding out as Ganesha was peeking over, âShe shoved her! She shoved Mama Y/N over the edge when we came up here to look at the maze!!â
-Rudra and Indra arrived, taking the woman from him as Shiva leapt down, not bothering with the stairs, kneeling down beside you, you were bleeding from wounds all over, unconscious as Durga shouted for the doctors to hurry up.
-You lost your baby, you realized that when you finally woke up, almost two weeks later, all of your wounds had mostly healed, but when you saw that your tummy was flat, you knew your baby had been lost.
-Your screams of anguish could be heard all over as Shiva held you tightly, sobbing into his chest, clutching at your stomach, âMy baby!!â nothing he said could help, nothing could make this better, not even Ganesha or your co-wives could help.
-Your father and brothers had been made aware of the attack the day of and had rushed over, and when Shiva told them, told everyone, that you had lost the baby, their grief and rage couldnât be quelled.
-You hid away, locking yourself in your room, barely leaving your bed and refusing to talk to everyone, even your brothers and father, telling them to not bother you. They knew you were hurting; they knew you were in anguish, but they didnât want you wasting away either.
-You used your own powers to keep everyone out, forgoing your duties to lament your lost child, holding the booties you had knitted with Durgaâs help, as she wanted to help you make them. They would never be used now; they would always remain empty.
-Zeus had offered the idea to your husband to bring you back to the Greek pantheon, so you could heal at home, but you refused to talk to even him, which broke his heart.
-It was three months later when you finally stepped out of your bedroom, and you had immediately been plowed down by Shiva, who hugged you tightly.
-You were stiff for a moment before you sighed, relaxing into his embrace, it was so warm, so gentle.
-You were very fragile, only willing to be around your husband, co-wives, and Ganesha, until your brothers and dad came to visit, and you let Ares hug you while he sobbed loudly for more than an hour, happy to see you finally out.
-You didnât want to bring up the memory, but you bit the bullet, âWhatâŠwho wasâŠâ your voice was weak, soft, but they all heard your question.
-Kali spoke, her tone cold while speaking about this other woman, âA woman who has long wanted to be Shivaâs wife, but unlike you, who can get along with us, she wanted to keep Shiva all to herself.â
-Parvati nodded, agreeing as you held Ganesha, hugging him close, âSheâs insanely jealous and cruel, she sent us threats all the time, but this was the first and only time that she did something like this.â
-You nodded softly, not answering verbally before Shiva spoke, âI know you wouldnât want it, but I had her executed. I wasnât going to risk anyone else.â You remained silent but your tears were quick to well in your eyes.
-Parvati took you out to the gardens, showing you the grave of your child, they had all worked together on it, even Zeus and your brothers, it was beautiful, covered with stone flowers, so it would always have flowers.
-You broke down again, crying into your husbands chest, missing your child. He had thought about offering to have another one, but he knew it was way too soon, he would wait for you to bring that up.
-With your family and loved ones by your side, you healed, you grew, but you never forgot the memories of the baby you never got the chance to meet, and you never would, but thatâs okay. Some memories hurt, and some will never stop hurting, but thatâs why you remember them, because they were so meaningful to you, both good and bad.