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Character A is suddenly hugged by Character B, a teary-eyed stranger, who says I love you. A then finds out B has been stuck in a time loop and A was the only one who bothered to help them each time.
YOU FINISHED DBDA OMG!!! THOUGHTS? FAVORITE CHARACTER?? FAVORITE EPISODE????
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Spoilers ahead for Dead Boy Detectives
Okay, so I did run through the first seven straight and part of the eighth then ate dinner and went back to finish it so they really ran together into one long thing and it pry wasn't good for me to be in my room staring at a computer that long but we're fine.
Favorite episode I'd have to say either Lighthouse Leapers or Creeping Forest. Devlin House was also really good too.
Favorite character, oh gosh, uhhhhhhhhh, I love like, all of them really, minus Esther and Maxine but I really liked Charles and Niko. AND THE CATS. THEY WERE THE BEST PART. ESPECIALLY THE ONE WITH THE THICK ACCENT (I have no idea where it's from, a bit of new york maybe? I dunno)
AND WHY DID NIKO HAVE TO DIE WHAT THE FRICK NO AND WHAT AS THE DEAL WITH THE PROTECTION CHARM NETFLIX???
HER AFTERLIFE TOO (if it was that) LOOKED MISERABLE WHO'D WANNA BE STUCK IN THE COLD FOR THE REST OF ETERNITY
THERE WASN'T EVEN ANY YAOI FOR HER T-T
JUSTICE FOR NIKO
AND SIMON'S PUNISHMENT THO
I GET THE WHOLE NOT GLOATING THING AND THAT HE DIDN'T KNOW WHAT HE WAS DOING SO ON SO FORTH
BUT PAPER CUTS?!?!?!
WHILE EDWIN IS BEING CHASED BY A TERRIFYING SPIDER MADE OF BABY DOLLS THAT TEARS HIM APART OVER AND OVER
NO
NOT FAIR
AND DON'T EVEN START WITH FRICKING DAVID
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I feel kinda bad for Monty, though
Like, imagine your a familiar to a witch who turned you human and made you stalk these ghosts and then you get a crush on one of them but he doesn't even like you back, he actually loves his best friend, then the witch sends you to lure the ghosts into a forest cause of a mushroom that does something to them, you don't know what, but that mushroom actually erased them from existence and as much as your crush hurt you, you don't want him dead, but it's your fault and then the witch shows up and you get fricking ripped apart back into a crow, that's gotta hurt, THEN watch said ghosts get fricking tortured by your witch, before she gets dragged away by a goddess, like, just let my man read his astrology and trade books for goodness sake.
Also, I get that homophobia was really bad and it was like a crime to be gay in the early 1900's but you don't show your crush you like them by pretending to sacrifice them to a demon.
C'mon Simon. That seems like common sense
We're killing Charles' dad together
He's gonna have it worse than Edwin did and he was ripped apart by a doll spider for 70 years.
He's gonna be wishing for that when we're done with him
Anyways, this was really long and it's your turn. Thoughts? Fav Character + episode (I know you said you liked Lighthouse Leapers but other than that)? Anything else? Torture methods for Mr. Rowland?
Word count: 7,536 (I'd recommend reading this on Ao3 instead of on Tumblr)
It arrives on a raid like any otherâits distinct screech, as if the air was being sheared with its power and its purple blastsâunseen for so long.
The dragon with the wingspan which no one has ever seen before. The dragon which hunts with the night as its natural habitat. The son-of-Loki, the night-fury, the creature of the night which hunted not with relentless flames but precise, methodical attacks.
Has not been heard for many winters. It arrives on any other raid, perfectly unremarkable, and as the night at its back.
It strikes like a beast worthy of a sonnet. A story worthy of Beowulfâor any myth.
And no one expects the man that sits on its back, the cruel betrayal of the man who walks like a dragon, fluidly and with an unmistakable grace that would be beautiful if it were not connected to the creatures that tear through villages, and raining fire like a recurring nightmare.
The Dragon Master makes his appearance, and Berkâfor the first time in a long timeâreally does feel like it lies on the Meridian of Misery.
It arrives on a raid like any otherâits distinct screech, as if the air was being sheared with its power and its purple blastsâunseen for so long.
The dragon with the wingspan which no one has ever seen before. The dragon which hunts with the night as its natural habitat. The son-of-Loki, the night-fury, the creature of the night which hunted not with relentless flames but precise, methodical attacks.
Has not been heard for many winters. It arrives on any other raid, perfectly unremarkable, and as the night at its back.
It strikes like a beast worthy of a sonnet. A story worthy of Beowulfâor any myth.
And no one expects the man that sits on its back, the cruel betrayal of the man who walks like a dragon, fluidly and with an unmistakable grace that would be beautiful if it were not connected to the creatures that tear through villages, and raining fire like a recurring nightmare.
Another raid, another day. Astridâs axe flows like the wind in her veins. The fight, the feeling of adrenaline spikesânatural as she slices a dragon with her trusty axeâalways sharp, especially after she knows it was made by Hiccup.
Her axe slices through the air, as blood spills of the dragon she slew, its blood on the floor, bloody and with the musky taste of iron. Something by now she is used to, even accustomed to. It doesnât matter whether the blood is friend or foe, it is blood all the same. It doesnât make her puke, not anymore, not after sheâs seen so much of it.
She wields her axe with a careful precision, without the body mass of her peers, she wields it elegantly, with the mobility to boot. Rather than taking dragons by the horns, she wields her axe with a careful elegance, almost but somewhat both draconic and (but definitely more) Viking in nature.
As if she didnât peer over how to use a dragonâs movements to her advantage, as if she had not been training for the moment to slay a dragon for as long as she remembers. For as long as she remembers why she fights. The dragon is carefully beheaded with a few elegant slices, the blood is messy, but she simply wipes it off her skirt before moving onto the next target.
Stoick the Vastâstill Chief after all this time, though a few patches of gray hair have grown, especially after Hiccupâcommands the men. He is as much a strategist as he was before, though he has gotten more brutal, different from the feeling he exuded when she was younger. There was something desperate in it now, something clawing and she, like the rest of Berk, felt it running through their veins as they fought in each and every raid. It has took too much from them, and they feel it with every night a raid comes.
Astrid hits a dragon on the head, headstrong as ever, with the blunt side of her axe. It whines, but with a simple twist and twirl, it is grounded, bleeding out like so much of the battlefield has been painted in red.
It isnât anything personal to Astrid. It never has been, it never will be. Itâs always been a pragmatic choice, itâs them or us.
Even now, she is untainted by the pain of grief, as molten fire rips through buildings and burns houses, even as molten rock, solidifying under a Gronkleâs fire, falls onto one of the buildings, causing chaos in the village square.
She knows every moment matters, and that one singular moment can ruin you, like it did to her Uncle Finn, fearless until faced with a Flightmare.
So, Astrid simply wields her axe, strong and sure, elegant as a shieldmaiden should be, and as the movements go through herâa screech of air reaches her ears, splitting the air beneath them, as one of her kin screams âNight Fury!â before a pillar goes into flames.
A purple blast appears from the midnight sky, its power radiating off the shockwave of the Night Furyâs screech. And in an instant, one of the catapults is destroyed. A shockwave goes out from the catapult, striking out and raining down a small torrent of devastationâdistinct and powerful.
Bola launchers launch in the midnight sky, attempting to attack the dragon that lives in it. The namesake of the dragon, defined by how it lives in the sky, never seen, never heard. A phantom in all but name.
The dragon, so long unseen, appears like their worst nightmares. A life given by troubling times, an omenâdriven by the tyranny of dragons as they grow even more fearsome, even more gruesome.
And Astrid for a secondâfor one momentary solitary secondâis momentarily frozen in something akin to fear, though not quite, and nothing she would admit to herself. The screech of the Night Fury has been for so long unheard, she would be remiss to say that she forgot about the ear-splitting scream which brought an omen of destruction, as tides shifted within the battlefield.
The dragon she had only heard of during her younger years as she put out fires during Berkâs raids. A dragon that Hiccup once claimed to take down, a dragon that seemed to control the skies and the ground simultaneously, easily splitting the battle between Viking and Dragon in an instant. Divining its grace from the skies above, like a deadly predator that not even Bork the Bold saw of.
If Stoick was their captain, steering the ship and making sure they protected Berk with all theyâve got. The Night Fury was the one on the other end, the dragon of which some call the son-of-Loki, for its terrifying and coalescing power, with a power that never seemed to end, and if they did that no one had lived to see the tale.
But the dragon doesnât stop; instead of stopping as it used to, instead of facing a few decisive blasts, it strikes and haunts the air like it was home, like it was twisting the very skies to its whim, and the screechâits defining trait and the fear of so many children her age when they were younger, haunted by what creature, what mighty beast couldâve made that soundâbefore the dragon simply disappeared, and everyone forgot its presence, willing to forget to focus on the dragons and simply surviving a new day.
It proves that fear today, it proves the reason it should be feared. It proves it with every screech and every blast of purple raining from the sky.
Within a few minutes, another blast from the sky comes raining down, destroying the foundation for a catapult. The first blast destroys and crumbles a stack of rocks, breaking and making catapults fall over, and the chaos makes sure some dragons are able to take an escape. Astrid lets out a muffled exclamation under her lip, as she shifts strategies, while most Vikings shift closer to the catapults, and the dragons are able to take some sheep with them.
Astrid picks up an abandoned bola by the side, and remembers an early lesson, something she hasn't had to do in a long time. She wields the bola, and ties it in a certain way.
Astrid knows that one bola can't take care of an army of dragons. She holds it in one hand, while wielding her axe on the other, before using the bola as a makeshift noise machine as she disorients the dragons coming her way trying to take some of their sheep. Making noise is usually used for survival, when you're barely a wee lad and barely able to defend and kill and maim a dragon.
She wields both elegantly, one as a makeshift shield and the other as a defensive tool as she is able to protect most of the sheep in her self-assigned area, but the houses are aflame, even more so than they are usually, most of the new fire brigade hiding in fear of the Night Fury, of which they've never seen before.
Some of the adults pick up the slack, wield water buckets, larger than usual and throw towards the houses as some adults try to keep the children safe in the Great Hall, which has stood for as long as Vikings have settled on Berk.
The ever present fear of the Night Fury coursing through every Viking's veins. It calls to them like a broken tomeâthe death of their heir hanging straight on them like a noose.
A story that is told, and a lesson that is taught. Something that has taught them grief as it empowers and weakens them, changes them into something different, and it just screamsâbut the scream isnât theirs.
At the blood spilling at the battlefield filled with dragon bloodâthe sky-phantom rains a terrible scream as a blast destroys with a powerful blast, more powerful than theyâve seen beforeâa blast that echoes in their ears, almost splitting on pain for those who are near.
A shockwave at the Night Furyâs wail and the training arenaâs bars are broken, its chains that hold it together breaking into pieces as the interlocking chains fall apart, and the dragons that are held there escape.
The sound of the Night Fury is able to somehow call some of the dragons to retreat. As if acknowledging the dragon as powerful and one of their own, as if it were their general. As if they heard its scream and realized what it was calling them to.
Within another few minutes, daybreak comes and they realize they've suffered the biggest losses they've faced in the longest time.
The Great Hall is filled with silence. Within a few years, by adapting Hiccup's designs as well, they've been able to use their mead hall more as a place of refuge, especially for those who come from other villages.
No one really knows why the dragons have grown stronger, just that they started migrating away and landing in villages all across the archipelago. The Great Hall which is usually held in esteem and noise and mead, is strangely silent. Instead, all the Berkians stand in some kind of esteemed horror, maybe in the strange hope that this was all some bad dream.
But every second that counts down, every minute, and every hour simply screams the fact that it isnât, as they stay brutally awake.
âHow many did we lose?â The Great Chiefâs voiceâStoick the Vastâsounds small in the cacophony of silence that is their Mead Hall. Even the children are silent, even the children are either clinging to their mothers or sniffling under the trauma that was the Night Furyâs screech of absolute destruction.
âMore than we can count, Chief.â And a breath of air feels like it comes to them, confirming their worst fears. This has been the worst raid in a very long time.
The silence is jarring, even sad. Even Mildew doesnât make a sound, for all his horrendous ideas, despite his supposed Elder status. The first day after the raid is quiet, the normal day-to-day of Vikings not making even a meep of sound.
Gobber simply works in the forge, no Hiccup shadow by his side, not anymoreâand it is at times like these he really wants the lad to be here. His sarcastic comments would light up even this day, even his destruction and abject disregard for authority would not stop him. Gobber simply works alone, without an apprentice, and mends broken swords and all the broken equipment from that day.
The bola launchers especially, the ones that are useful for even the wee ones to wield are snapped, the equipment tied up all the wrong way, the gears in the wrong spot from all the chaosâeven dead, Hiccup brought this village life.
He brought them to a new age of dragon hunting. His creations, his numerous blueprints, enough to fill in the hole for both Stoick and Gobber.
His image, preserved in the village he died in. Gobber hasnât even touched the ladâs workshop in all this time, only going in to keep things in order, to make sure Hiccup is still there. Whatever left of him is there, that is.
When the Berk Council comes into session however, is the only excitement there is for the day. After everything, they have to discuss what to do after. Especially after all the lost supplies, taken from the dragons. A thread of discontent travels through the air, before disappearing in the darkness.
Despite the silence of the morning and afternoon, it seems like the raging discussion within the Great Hall is still loud, gossip and discussion and bickering like Lokiâs handiwork itself. The beast really did earn the name son-of-Loki, didnât it?
âThe beast came back, the Night Fury herself, what are we going to do?â
âFor the love of Thor, donât speak its name!â
Perhaps this was why they named the beast the son-of-Loki in the first place.
âIt ainât a god, we can speak its name, it wonât appear when we say it.â
âHow do you know that?â
Stoick the Vast, chief of Berk, stands on the first seat of the Mead Hall, somewhat taller than all the rest, with his lineage by his side, and even if he is weaker, maybe changed and tempered by the colors of grief, by his age mayhaps. He is still Chief.
âSilence!â
And silence enraptured the Great Hall at Stoickâs word. Even after all these years, even after losing Valka and Hiccup, he still holds his voice, and everyone respects him more for it. They know he has lost everything to the dragons. They know he will not lead them astray.
âWe will not get anywhere with this bickering.â
âStoick, the beasts have grown smarter! It is clear that whatever blight you have brought us through yourââ Spitelout.
âNow thatâs just wrong, the boy may haveââ Gobber.
âDon't think you donât notice it, Stoick. The beasts have grown stronger, fiercer ever since we started using some of HIccupâs designs.â
Every murmur silences at a halt at that comment. Not a whisper comes after that. Not a single one.
Even Snotlout, for all his blunt mind silencesâno one has talked of Hiccup since he died. Not in front of the Chief, and not in a Council meeting especially. Even the newcomers from other places quickly learn not to ask of what happened to the runt that was known to be Stoickâs son. They know itâs not a topic to brooch.
âJust because you have grown salty at the fact that Snotlout hasnât gotten the chiefdom yet, doesnât mean you get to disrespect Hiccupâs image, Jorgenson,â and Astrid says that with a particular disdain that comes with all Hoffersons when they speak with a Jorgenson. Their long standing family rivalry still holding.
âOh? As if you were ever fond of the boy, I heard of the rivalry you had with the dragon-whisperer, you never treated him fondly either, girl.â
His voice sprinkled with the spite of someone who believes they havenât gotten what they deserved.
A pang of hurt hits Astrid at that moment. Nothing too severe, just a little inkling. She knows she should've treated him better. He wouldâve been her Chief, and if how fast he improved in training was any indication. She knows at the very least that he wouldâve been a good chief.
âDo not attack my daughter, Spitelout. We need to focus on the Night Fury.â
A shiver crosses across the room at the dragonâs name. They hadnât seen the dragon in so long, they thought it was dead, or ran away. Maybe haunted some other Viking village.
Astrid personally thought it was a nightmare from when she was younger. She was so young then, it would be easy to mistake the Furyâs booming noise as something out of a nightmare.
A dragon that only existed in fables and her memories, especially after it disappeared and its signature sound was stolen from the skies, maybe Hiccup actually took the dragon down, but she shakes herself off at the thought. No matter how much Hiccup improved, he couldn't have taken down the dragon before all that.
âNo matter what you say, the beasts have grown smarter, Stoick. Spitelout has a point.â And as much Astrid hates to admit it, and maybe everyone in the room, the dragons have grown smarter. More fierce, something more desperate. Something that none of them have gone unnoticed, though the reasoning was also something they had never thought of before. They were Vikings, they didnât think, they fought every day to survive and that was all.
ââCourse I do! Spitelout, spitelout, oi, oi, oi!â The contemplation is obvious on every Vikingâs face, as unused to it as they are. The words may have been given as an item of spiteâbut they held merit, if nothing else.
âAnd what do ye expect us to do, brother? Lay down our weapons and hope the dragons have mercy?â Stoick says, like there wasnât any other choice in the first place. The Haddock stubbornness showing itself in all its glory.
âOf course nââ
âWe continue the hunt, like we search for the nest.â Stoick says to the rest of the room.
âAye!â one voice cheers, before âAye!â all of them say in unison.
But already, the inkling within Astrid had already grown. Something worth investigating. Why had the dragons grown more desperate, smarter, as Spitelout said, no matter how much she wanted to disagree.
Before the Council Session ends in the Great Hall, she slinks away, going in the background before anyone can notice, before searching for something she doesnât quite know the answer to.
âUh,ââpaper scramblingââuh, maybe we could ask Trader Johann for some food the next time he comes by!â
Astrid doesn't quite know what she's doing, or even where she's going. Something like suspicion, a suspicion she abandoned a long time ago with Hiccup, especially after Hiccup's death nags at her.
It drives her to walk somewhere and with no set destination, she walks towards the only place she's ever seen Hiccup frequentâno matter how brief their interactions were.
Before she even knows it, she's there and sees the almost homey feeling of the forge. She doesn't really know if Gobber has a house outside of the forge, but other than her taking care of her tools, she hasn't quite looked too hard at the environment for too long.
A pang hits her heartâthatâs getting quite common, honestly, as she thinks about the returned Night Fury and dreams of dragons destroying her home every raid. Alone, here at night, she dreams about her village and
The thing about people being gone is that you never get to meet them again.
Astrid wonders for a moment if Hiccup saw the Forge as homeâbefore shaking herself off and focusing on what she's here to do.
She looks around, and sees a room, somewhat darker than the rest of the forge. It seems untouchedâno, correction, less haphazard than the rest of the room, and right before she is able to investigate further.
âWhat do ya want, lassie?â
Astrid stops at the voiceâGobber.
âWhat, did ya really not expect me to see you hiding away during the council meeting, honestly lass, youâre just like Hiccup.â
âIââ Astridâs never acted like this before, going behind peopleâs back, and getting caught no less. She always tried to do the best for the village, and in her more formative years, that meant helping out as much as she could.
She stops before she realizes Gobber is inviting her in. âWell, you want answers, donât ya?â
She stops for a moment, contemplating, hesitating, before she takes his offer and goes inside, before one thing that passes her mind comes to surface. âWhat do you mean just like âHiccupâ?â
Gobber invites Astrid to sit a moment, the hot furnace of the forge calming her nerves a bit. âEverybody knew Hiccup was a bit-oâ-troublemaker. Iâm sure, the boyâs mind was extraordinary, always thinking, always pursuing.â
She really didnât think of it that way, from how she remembered Hiccup. He was a troublemaker, but there was an earnest thing about it, something completely innocent, even if it did make things worse.
âHe had the olâ Haddock stubbornness in him as well! You could never make Stoick change his mind once he set on something,â Gobber takes a sip of mead, before continuing on, âit got him a lot of places he shouldn't've been.â
âIâm not doing something like that,â she said as an inkling of doubt spread within her head.
âSecret plans behind the villageâs back? Moving around when everybodyâs too busy to notice what youâre doing?â
A pause.
âItâs not bad, lassie. Youâre doing the same thing Hiccup used to. This time youâre in his shoes, and I donât think youâre entirely wrong in this either. Hiccup sure wasnât wrong every time the village decided to prosecute him for his evâry mistake.â
Gobber looks pointably at her. âOf course, not everyone really noticed that, did they?â
âNo,â and if her voice was a little meek at that, sheâd never admit it to another living soul.
âHiccup was Hiccup,â and to Astrid it seemed like Gobber was trying to prove something to her, âalways hunting for things, you heard the big olâ speech Stoick gave after Hiccup made the mess that made him claim he got a Night Fury!â
âA Night Fury of all dragons!â
She did remember that little tidbit about the Night Fury, though albeit only in passing. She remembers stewing over that in her suspicion of whatever made Hiccup that good, even if now she recognized it as what she knew it was. Jealousy.
âThe lad may not have been entirely helpful,ââAstrid felt like that was understating it, even despite everything sheâs heardââbut he still had a good heart for the village.â
âAnd Iâm sure you do too, and if I knew the lad like I know you, Astrid. I know I wonât be able to stop you either.â
Wasnât that utterly terrifying? But before Astrid could say anything, a rebuttal at least, Gobber stands up, and Astrid doesnât know what heâs doing before he pulls out a key. The key to the room she was interested in.
âI know you may not have had the fondest memories of Hiccup, Astrid.â Gobber said matter-of-factly, something strangely divorced to the eccentric blacksmith she normally knows.
âBut I know he wouldâve wanted you to see this.â Gobber stands again, opening the door and showing her something she doesnât really know, something she came here for and something she has no idea what sheâs gonna do with.
She doesnât move an inch, she doesnât know what heâs giving her, and she doubts he knows either. She doesnât even know what sheâs looking for. It just felt like something she had to do for some reason.
âWell, youâre here for answers, arenât ya?â The door opens to Hiccupâs workshop, and something about it is just crucially beautiful. At a simple glance, it is filled with drawings of machinery, things she would have no hope in even trying to understand or comprehend.
âI havenât touched it since Hiccup, well, you know.â She does know, and now that it has come. The dragon, the Night Fury everyone suspected killed Hiccup.
Dragonscales that were found and they never understood. So many pieces and something that was a shut case after Stoick found it. The dagger at the bottom of the lake.
There wasnât any blood, but the haunted look on Stoick when he found the placeâit told all the story anyone needed to hear.
And to her, the dragon and the boy disappear at the same time. The everlasting shadow of the Night Fury growing over Berk disappearing for winters on end. Nothing matched up, except that. There were too many coincidences.
Gobber just goes silent as she silently inspects the room. Itâs beautiful, somehow. She doesnât know why, specifically, but she knows it is beautiful, in that kind of random things placed everywhere kind of way.
Drawings everywhere. Schematics, and a little sketch notebook that she doesnât dain to open yet. Feeling like it would reveal hidden secrets she didnât really want to see right now. The forge outside may have felt almost homey, but the inside felt positively lived in. Felt like it completed the ensemble.
Beyond that, there were a bunch of gears, metal creations that seemed to fit together in some unorthodox way, even a box of scrap metal underneath it all.
There was also a rag posted on top of something in the corner.
But before her investigation can continue further, something sparks, something just catches her eye, and she sees something that just calls to her.
âWhatâs that?â
Gobber sees what sheâs pointing at and gasps. âWell, Iâll be damned. I havenât seen that old piece of junk in a while.â Piece of junk?
âThe original bola launcher, not the ones we let the youngins use these days, this was the original, stronger, but more prone to malfunctions as in Hiccupâs original design.â Hiccup was brilliant, huh? Maybe that brilliance can get to work in a different way.
âWas this the one Hiccup claimed to take down the Night Fury with?â Astrid looks at it appraisingly, she doesnât really get the nuts and bolts, she doubts anyone else does, but she thinks itâll work. It has to.
For this, for Hiccup.
âI believe so, lassie. What are you gonna do with it?â A question she's never ever thought of in her life rings through her mind. What would Hiccup do? She may not have ever known him that well, but he knows heâd probably do something.. well, Hiccup.
âI dunno.â
And before Gobber can answer she adds, âsomething Hiccup, maybe.â
And maybe thatâll be enough, maybe they need to fight fire with fire. Intelligence with something completely random and totally not prepared for.
âCan I take it?â
âThe old thing wasnât doing anything, taking dust out here anyways, go ahead, lass.â
Within her mind, something forms, an inkling of something she doesnât quite understand yet, but she just knows, as she runs through the motions, she just has to do. The pieces fall together and something like a plan falls into place. Even if she thinks she won't like either outcome., and maybe something in her will feel like sheâs closed at least one book in her book of grievances.
Redemptionâand she wants to be redeemed.
Waiting for the next raid is agony. Of course Astrid doesnât like raids, but between all the bickering about supplies, and just all the Council meetings sheâs had to be a part of at this point. It grates on her nerves, and not even a good olâ training session with her trusty axe is able to relieve the frantic energy within her.
Especially the plan, she doesnât know what sheâs doing but anticipation just builds within her, something frantic and untempered and for the first time in a long time, she feels prepared and alive.
She wants to hunt that Night Fury right out of the sky and take it down. She doesnât know why, but excitement burns within her, at the potential of being able to take down a Night Fury.
Sheâs a Viking, after all. She thrives on the hunt.
Then the raid happens, and all thatâs been planned seems to come to fruition. Where the Night Fury, the dragon of which not even Bork the Bold dared to document, the one that has earned the ire of every Berkian and beyond even into the archipelago is sure to come.
She hoists her trusty axe before her, and prepares to do either the stupidest or smartest thing sheâll ever do in her Viking career.
Astrid never thought sheâd say it, but sheâs doing a Hiccup.
Every raid starts with lots and lots of dragons. Lava pours out of a Gronkleâs mouth as it flares a fireball edging right near her, and she dodges a bit inelegantly than she would prefer. It reminds her of what sheâs fighting for, that life is fleeting in a world of dragons.
As a wrong step could end her life faster than sheâd even be able to feel it.
Secretly, sheâs stationed the bola launcher near the training arena, knowing that it's barren and she will most likely avoid detection there, and that nobody has been there in a while because there arenât any dragons to train, and of course the frequent talks about the Night Fury distracting everyone from the fire.
Everybody is armed with a sense of cold despair, she feels it in the village. As she runs through, the villageâlively as it used to beâis stuck with the cold frantic energy of waiting like never before.
The Night Fury is frighteningâits presence a terrifying omen to any sane Viking in Berkâand every Viking is armed, their axes and swords holding tightly to their chest as they wait in bated breath for the dragon to arrive.
Dragon blood fills the air once more, and it seems it was this time to show for desperate Vikings areâwhat happens when a Viking is cornered.
The sheep are less now. Trader Johann hasnât docked in a while, but every slice is with purpose. They are rationing, close to starving, as the winds have not been favorable to them.
They will starve if the dragons get too many sheep. Something will have to give here, and they have sat on this land for generations, for many Chiefs to come and go.
They will not be the last to stand on this land. They will fight for every Viking, every child, to stay and survive against the relentless waves of dragons.
Itâs one of the bloodiest dragon raids sheâs seen in yearsâblood on both sides.
And yet, despite all of it, despite every measured strike she commits, every calm and precise maneuver to make sure she keeps close to the bola launcher, just in case the dragon dares appear itself in the sky and strike against her.
The Night Fury is completely absent from the sky. It does not appear, not even in the chaos of fire, as Monstrous Nightmares and Deadly Nadders come raining from the sky, lighting the roads with their fire, like birds of prey.
And one-by-one, she is able to fight and in habit or maybe some sort of trance, she forgets about the bola launcher and the Night Fury, and shifts to protecting her village once more. The fanciful notion of the Night Fury fades from her mind.
And one raid passes without the appearance of the Night Fury. The Berk populace are relieved somewhat, maybe fooling themselves with the saying that maybe the dragon was a one-time thing. Like the dragon that had haunted every Viking in her generationâs dreams could ever stay away for that long.
But every raid comes with a split moment of disappointment for Astrid. A moment of something that strikes at her heart, the fire that she first wielded a long time ago still yearning for something beyond the Archipelago. Like a young heart, it seeks and yearns for adventure, like the stories that sonnets are forged over, like stories that come into plays and are sung by bards in Mead Halls.
She knows she shouldnât feel this way, she knows that it shouldnât. And yet the call still returns, the call for something more lurking beneath her fingers. She practices with her axe, in precise fluid movements. Every moment like second nature, and with no contest, no possible enemy in the sky to take off, itâs perfectly iridescent, ever-changing, and yet something is intrinsically missing.
For a moment, she thinks that maybe the Night Fury was a trick of the sky, as if the decrepit village around them, the lack of supplies, and the current rationing was not evidence of the dragon that wielded the sky as its weapon.
But the days pass, and with every raid.. Well, the spark within Astrid, within any child, adult, or otherwise alive being who has not reached the climax of their lives just yet simply fades, a bright glistening torch of which slowly snuffs out from either the wind or the lack of wood.
Perfect iridescence fills Astrid, the movements, the appeal of being a protector forever feeling exhausting just for a moment, maybe the thought of years stretching on for eternity. Not particularly memorable under the midnight sky. Folklore to fade within less than a generation if even lesser than that.
Every child on Berk is regaled with stories of sonnets brought from bards from far away. Stories of Beowulf and strength and honor bounding them, bounding adults and children alike to keep fighting in the blaze of a predator that breathes fire and can destroy homes in an instant, incinerate their kin in seconds.
The need to prove herself, fire that burnt within her ever since the Hofferson pride was struck down, the need to prove herself that she was different, something so intrinsically tied to her being that it has twisted and turned into a part of her, no longer being able to be removed or changed.
Something that once created can never be let go of.
Self-imposed fire that changed her, made her into who she is, and gave her discipline, understanding which grasped her and let the boy who looked like he was about to fly like a dragon know that this was about allegiances, this was about survival and that this war was their livelihoods, and there wasnât any need to think about anything else because any moment of hesitation could get you turned into her Uncle, or maybe something closer to Hiccup himself.
As if sheâs never heard whispers beneath her very own village, the whispers that no one would dare to voice aloud, the whispers about Valka Haddock.
A warrior taken before she was able to see her son flourish and grow, a whisper that would never be said in public for fear of attracting the grief-stricken ire of the Chief that had protected them throughout it all.
Something that bounds them all in comradery, in shared loss.
Eventually, Trader Johann comes, giving them much needed supplies at dock, as a few Vikings regale tales of a dragon that has not been seen for a couple winters. He brings much needed supplies to Berk, food to last them at least for the rest of the dragon raids.
And yet, something inside Astrid isnât satisfied. Like thereâs something more about the dragon that meets the eye, and she knows sheâs playing with fireâboth physical and metaphorical.
As if she could forget the coincidences now that everythingâs been pointed out to her. Like the dominoes falling into place.
Hiccup disappearing before the fight with the Monstrous Nightmare.
Scales of an unknown dragon in the woods.
Blood.
The Night Fury disappearing from the skies.
Astrid Hofferson has never been one to accept defeat from a challenge, and she will get to the bottom of this.
Or if nothing at all, she will get revenge.
For Hiccup.
Because no one else will. The shieldmaiden rises and steels herself, and makes a promise to herself. If she can, she will kill the dragon in the skiesâthe Night Fury, the son-of-Lokiâand slay its reign on the stars.
She will get revengeâshe will get Hiccupâs revenge, even if she isnât the one who is supposed to be administering it.
Hiccup Horrendous Haddock the Third was never a boy of conflict. On his dragon, he sweeps upon planes with wings as dark as the night sky, but dragon blood is something that he holds particularly close to his heart.
He is not the boy he used to be, and how could he? When he has witnessed crimes committed against dragons all the time in the Archipelago, and even beyond it.
How could he say he has nothing else but a dragon heart, if not the fact that his human one is still beating beneath his chest, pounding with blood in its vessels?
How could he, when all he has ever wanted is to be accepted, to be wanted in the world of danger? How could he when all he was in his old village was ostracized and left to waste?
So, on a night of particularly bad judgment he goes back to the skies of his old village, of Berk and everything it entails, but this time on the back of his best buddy, his brother if not for their differing species and blood.
He sees the raid happening, and he remembers what he fights for. It's not even a certain moment of weakness, of running away.
He runs towards the fray and in a moment of unknown proportions, fires a plasma blast into Berk.
"Figure out what side you're on,â Astrid says to him in his memories. He laughs because he thinks he's finally found his own side.
And he doesn't think any of them would approve. They fire more plasma blasts as he watches the blood spill in the water. The dragons slowly being killed, and the weapons he made being used to imprison and hurt dragons.
It's not a moment he's proud of. It's a moment of rage and destruction, butâ
It does save dragons, and for that, he's happy for another day well done. He doesn't interfere anymore if he can.
He doesn't know why he stays there, in the backdrop of the night. Maybe out of some sense of mistaken nostalgia.
Maybe to protect the dragons from mistreatment, or maybe just to watch as his village gets torn to shreds.
Or maybe when he finds a shieldmaiden under the guise of night using one of his original designs (he still remembers making it, somewhere in the miasma of his memories).
He visits to see what she's doing, against everything he stands for. Everything he thought he would do.
Then it arrives, the Night Fury, son-of-Loki, sky-phantom, without even making a snippet of noise, its whistle not existent, as if it were only making the noise to warn them anyways. A clanking of gears and a rig?
She stands fearless against the dragon, against the Night Furyâbut it doesnât seem itâll matter, its wingspan, black and proud is larger than any dragon sheâs ever seen, its hide thicker and its strength palpable from even this far away.
Fearless Astrid Hoffersonâthe name echoes in her head, like her Uncle Finnâs epithet does too. It echoes, and she at least thinks that this time, her death will not be as a shame as her uncleâs was.
Not for the first time, Fearless Astrid Hofferson accepts her deathâand like every other moment sheâs ever thought about deathâs cold embrace and the gates of Valhalla. She thinks it's taking longer than expected.
The dragon looks positively terrifying in close rangeâits body is less lean, less like a bird, and has more mass than any other dragon. If the Monstrous Nightmare was a scaly beast with spikes all over meant to terrify, the Night Fury was something different, a different breed, a different kind that spoke of something unspeakable.
It had earned its name, the dragon of which her nightmares were once built on.
She doesnât know why it hasnât done anything yet. She doesnât, and every moment sends a spike of fear through her. Every second she doesnât do anything coursing a level of pure unadulterated adrenaline through her and she wonders if there ever was anything different.
Even if it were for nothing, she would be known as the Shieldmaiden who stood against a Night Fury.
And then, she sees it. Thereâs someone on the dragonâs back, and she doesnât know how none of them have seen it before. Then again, none of them have been able to see the dragon against the stark black sky, but one would think a human on the back of the dragon as it sweeps for catapults would be noticeable.
The dragon-man. A boy covered in dragon scales, and his eyesâpiercing as they areâstaring into her soul, if only for a moment.
Harsh green against calm yet furious blue as they stare at each other like compliments, like the Aurora Borealisâ green to the blue sky of Astridâs eyes and he moves around on the dragonâs back wrongly, at least not in a way that feels entirely human.
Itâs unnaturally fluid, tinted with a kind of odd elegance that she would never expect from a person who wears dragon scales as armor and as a shield. A Viking would wear the scales of a slayed dragon proudly, like a peacock showing its feathers. The dragon moves with him as well, as if they move like one, as if they were one and the same, and she wonders if this boy was ever human at all.
It calls out to her, the movements, elegant in the ways she never really noticed and in ways she imitated without knowing why, the need for ability to replace her lack of brute strength before the illusion falls apart and she takes up her axeâHiccupâs work, she whispers to herself as if it would cleanse her of a guilt sheâs moved past but never quite let go ofâand attempts to strike the dragon and his rider.
She tries to swing against the dragon, and for one foolish moment, she thinks she might just have the chance. To get revenge. To get maybe a mistaken sense of wergild for Hiccup. Before she remembers the dragon sheâs truly facing.
The night-fury, the son-of-Loki, the shadow-beast, the dragon that no one has ever seen before. A ghost in the sky and on the ground.
And the part that everyone always forgets. Speed unknown.
If the dragon is fast in the sky, itâs also fast on land. Maybe thatâs why no one quite survives to see the Night Fury.
Maybe she meets the same way Hiccup does, dead.
But in those fierce moments of life, the moments she decides to accept her fate, it doesn't do anything. It does not decide to strike and maim and kill like she has watched so many other dragons do.
It just stands there, eyes as sharp as slits, staring at her, completely tame under this master's hand.
It stares at her, and she can do nothing but stare back for every blink could be her last. She feels the pounding beneath her ribs, the beat of every heart.
She feels it, and for once, perhaps she might accept that she is afraid.
Death is something scary, but not unusual for a viking. Death is expected, surviving beyond death?
That's something else, that's something far more terrifying than she expected. But it doesn't do anything, it simply stares, and in a moment before she can do anything. It escapes into its homeâthe night.
It takes it like there was nothing elseâthe night of which all men stay away from, the time of predators, of wolves and creatures that can and will kill you.
It goes back to it like it is home. And before the day ends, she goes to Stoick the Vast, Viking Chief of Berk, and a story is set in stone.
The dragon-man, should he be found, shall be killed on sight.
They call him, "Dragon Master,â "Dragon Conqueror,â and yet all those names rub off wrong in the cold calculating expression of her mind.
She saw those eyes, as they relegate praises of the highest degree, stories of horror they may be to some, in a world where might makes right, the Dragon Master is the king of all.
But no, that dragon-man was no Dragon Master.
No, they looked like they were one. LIke somehow, this human was brought to the side of the dragons. Like he was one of themâlike as much as she saw her village as kin, that this dragon-man saw the dragons (as inexplicable as it may be) as kin.
They moved in a haunting rhythm.
But if she knows anything at allâshe knows thisâthose eyes, no matter how animalistic they may have been, were human.
And now that theyâve seen him on the ground, now that theyâve caught this dragon-master on board.
She holds back to the best part about dragons, when she was a mere child. Dragons, no matter how terrifying they may be, can be killed.
And so can humansâbecause no matter how those eyes, windows to the soul, may have been dragon-kin, those eyes were still terrifyingly human, no matter how much something within her says otherwise.
She will kill that dragon, and make sure it never takes another life again.
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Raven, have you ever needed help with your emotions and if so who do you go to for assistance?
Raven had a problem; her emotions were in a state of flux, which, in turn, was affecting her ability to perform as a hero. The turmoil began after she accidentally saw Starfire nude during a tumultuous meditation session. Now, the gothic witch kept seeing Starfire whenever she closed her eyes, her mind fixating on the strength and firmness of her sculpted muscles and the gravity-defying swells of her ripe and perfectly round curves. The sorceress sighed as she felt the storm of noise and voices echo within her head.
âWe should praise her for all her good work, she is looking amazing~!â Happy cheered.
âNo! We need to get into the gym and become just as amazing, so we can totally wrestle Star!â Bravery grinned as she enthusiastically flexed.
âIt would be nice to deepen our physical and mental bond; after all, sheâs been us and weâve been her.â Knowledge sagely remarked, head buried in her hood to hide her blush.
âSheâs making us feel so⊠so⊠WEIRD! SHE HAS TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY!!!â Rage howled as she stomped on the ground.
âOh, I can think of several ways she can⊠take responsibility,â Love remarked with a twinkle in her eye.
âEnough!â Raven hissed out loud as she tried to blot her fractured internal psyche out and get a moment of calm. Seriously, why is that memory stuck on a loop? A-a-and why do I keep getting all these ... DEBAUCHED dreams!? Raven bemoaned as she internally anguished over her unbidden wet dreams. Why are you all like this? Usually, you're all quiet!
"Well, have you considered talking to Starfire? Maybe, just maybe you'll find the answer in the last place you'd ever think to look." Wisdom cryptically answered.
With that, Raven just gave a grumble of defeat and got up to leave her room to speak to Starfire and ask for her help untangling the messes her emotions were creating for her. Did she feel silly approaching the very catalyst of her lurid unconscious fantasies and daytime fixations? Yes, yes, she did; but without some kind of epiphany or revelation, she'd be stuck at the whims of her internal selves and their wild and petty demands. That silliness didnât fade as she stood at Starfireâs door, her face flush and her heart beating fast. Nervousness pulsed and pumped through her, Clearly Timidâs work, but I can't be dissuaded. With Star's help, I'll understand why I feel so hot and shaky! Raven thought as she took a steadying breath and knocked on the door.
There was a soft pneumatic hiss as the steel door slid open, revealing Starfire in a set of pastel pyjamas that hugged and clung to her frame as tightly as any piece of leather or spandex would. The image of Starfireâs wet, nude body flashed in Ravenâs mind, her lips parted as a soft moan spilled from them as hot, steamy water crashed against her vibrant orange skin. Raven was entirely oblivious to Starfire looming over her, looking down at the grey-skinned demi-human with a bright smile. "Friend Raven! What a surprise! I take it you've come to talk about strategy for our upcoming mission?" Starfire beamed as she planted her hands on her hips.
"I-I..." Raven stuttered before her eyes turned black, and the floor around her was encased in shadows until it cracked. Her heart beat like mad, sounding like a war drum thundering in her ears. The gothic witch weakly unclenched her fists and took an unsteady breath as she felt her emotions, those thrice-damned emotions, whirl and storm up inside her, leaving her feeling like lightning was crackling across every last nerve she had. Raven closed her eyes and squealed out. "Ineededtotalktoyouaboutsomething!" Before forcing herself to look at Starfire and her beautifully innocent smile.
"Oh!" Starfire gasped at the outburst of power. "Well, come on in, I doubt this is a conversation for the hallway." The alien pulled Raven into her arms, leaving her flush against her warm and welcoming body before Raven could think or even utter a protest. The witch's world spun, and before she knew it, Raven was on her bed with Starfire lying before her as if she were posing to be painted. âWhat is on your mind?â Starfire softly asked. âI know your powers only act out like that if there is something deeply unsettling you.â Starfire gave Raven a knowing look.
There is! You and all of my damned emotions! Raven mentally shouted as she kept her eyes fixed firmly on Starfireâs eyes. The last thing I want is another Wicked Scary Incident! E-especially with the dreams that someone keeps giving me! Raven pointedly thought as she imagined the face of Love in her mind. âI⊠I have been experiencing some blockages with my emotions⊠I have begun to feel things that I canât quite⊠identify.â Raven finally verbally answered Starfireâs inquiry. âAnd as you saw, it is beginning to deeply affect my control over my powers, which is very important.â
âIndeed. I still remember all those crushed parking meters from when we had our bodies swapped by the Puppet King. Emotionality leaves you feeling overwhelmed and becoming overwhelming.â Starfire confidently added, remembering their time experiencing things from each otherâs perspectives. âBut why seek my counsel? Surely Beastboy would be more apt for a conversation about control.â
Raven felt her face burn cherry-red as she forced herself to speak. âB-because⊠the reason for all these new sensations and disorder⊠is you.â
Starfire looked shocked to hear those words. âMe? What have I done to cause such a powerful change within you?â
âBe adorable!â âBe incredible!â âFulfil our curiosities.â âStun us with beauty!â âProtect us!â âPush us to be better!â Raven felt the echoing chorus of her emotions as the memory and the dreams thrummed and pounded inside her mind. She shook the noise away as she tried to focus on her answer. âDuring an unconscious meditation, my soul wandered from my body and I⊠encountered you as you umm⊠as you were bathing. S-since that moment⊠I have struggled to⊠not think or⊠dream of you, and it is beginning to affect me.â
The shock and confusion on Starfireâs face quickly melted away into one of sage understanding. "Attraction." Starfire's response was simple and blunt. âA part of you, or parts of you, have found me attractive, and now youâre experiencing desire, attraction, and romantic love. Your inner self is reflecting all the things that you love and desire about me.â
âH-how do I regain control? I am afraid of being a liability on the mission.â Raven softly whimpered.
There are two solutions, one I support, and the other would break my heart.â Starfire said as she moved, crawling from her leisurely spot until once more, she loomed over Raven, pinning the witch between the alien amazon and her plush quilt cover. "Option one, you act on those feelings. Confess and I'll shower you with love." Starfire purred as she leaned down, their lips almost touching before pulling away. "Option two, you request a new teammate for the mission and wait for your love for me to die and return to normal. Which option do you want, Raven?"
Raven couldn't think; her mind was clouded by her emotions, her inner confusion and the sharp clarity of just how beautiful Starfireâs lips looked. Her heartbeat thundered deep within her as her body pulsed with tingling warmth; an ache, a need began to settle within her as she felt the firmness and heat pour off Starfire. The more she stared, the greater the ache within became. "O-option one," Raven answered in a tiny voice as she covered a red face in her hands, entirely too embarrassed to be able to look up at Starfire.
Starfire grinned as she leaned down, capturing Ravenâs lips with hers, the Tamraneanâs hands gently and effortlessly undid the ties and silk knots of Ravenâs black robe before she peeled herself free of her own sleepwear. Orange pressed down onto grey with a heady mix of tenderness and all-consuming desire; Raven could feel it, could taste it on her tongue, Starfire yearned for her like she had for Starfire. What had started slowly and gently had quickly and rapidly evolved into something wild and passionate. Raven groped at Starfireâs breasts, tenderly biting at her nipples as she lavished the gorgeous tear-drop breasts with kisses while Starfire eagerly rolled her hips to press her slit deep into Ravenâs quivering fold, powerfully riding the grey witch until they were both on the verge of climax.
Raven pulled away from Starfireâs breasts and reclaimed her lips as her eyes turned black and her chakra crackled with energy. The entire room became encased in umbral power as the two heroines passionately kissed. As the energy dispersed, it ripped open cabinets, threw things across the room, and caused things to fall off the walls. At the epicentre of the chaos, Starfire and Raven were lost to their lusts and sensations, humping, and suckling on one another as their minds were turned to mush from searing white-hot bliss. Every touch and kiss, every spank and grinding hump sent them gushing and squirting.
They only stopped when they couldn't find the strength to move anymore. Raven winched as she saw the devastation her powers had wrought and was about to apologise when Starfire pressed a finger to her lips. "My sweet Raven," Starfire purred. "I knew exactly what I was getting into when I kissed you, and there's nothing your powers can do that will ever make me not want to kiss you."
So I read an analysis about Leona and his overblot and it has gotten me to thinking and, only just realizing that talent is a bit of a theme for Twisted Wonderland. Or rather, talent in a more negative lighting than it is often portrayed in.Â
Simply put, everyone who has overblotted is also talented and said talents (+ the side effects of being talented) really seem to be a large part of their trauma, stress, and varying issues that culminate in their overblot. Iâm going to put the rest of the analysis under the cut for fear of any spoilers and due to length (and it is long), but this is something that is incredibly fascinating to me since this portrayal of talent is so wildly different from what is typically seen.
Starting with Overblot #1, Riddle is obviously talented. He became a housewarden in his first year, has an incredibly powerful signature spell, knows all the rules of Heartslabyul, and is a top student in a school filled to the brim with geniuses. We know from his overblot backstory that his mom held him to strict rules and pushed him too far, always demanding he be better than the best. Talented wasnât enough. He had to be perfect. And that is, quite simply, what led to his overblot. He was holding others to that same horrifying strict regime. Talent isnât enough, you must be perfect. But Riddleâs talent(s) is what made this drive for perfection truly frightening. That talent of his is what helped to lead to the pedestal that he (and others) placed himself on. And then his view was an incredibly simplistic, and even relatable one. If I can do it, so can they. But that viewpoint is what led to him pushing too far and breaking down when he realized exactly what heâd done. Ace quite possibly put it best when he informed Riddle that he was, âAn extension of her.â Her, being Riddleâs mother. Realizing that heâd become that same tyrant, constantly pushing that talent wasnât enough and you had to be perfect, was a big part of Riddleâs overblot. Because what is worse than becoming the very thing youâve feared and toiled under since you were a child?
Leona is obviously talented. He is one of NRCâs geniuses, implied to be a very physically strong beastman, possessing an incredibly powerful signature spell, and has the cleverness to think his way out of any situation on top of the fact that he can power his way out of most problems due to his incredible persistence. But those talents were little more than weights around his neck when nothing he did mattered. He would never be king no matter what he did. But how much of Leonaâs overblot was ever really being about king, or was the crown just the image that stuck with him? After all, the crown was the first thing that he was probably told he could never have no matter how talented he was. So kingship became a symbol of all he could never succeed in, despite his many talents. In the Savanaclaw chapter, story vignettes, and even in events people are constantly telling Leona that if he just tried he could do it. He is talented after all. And how much must that sting? Youâre talented, and you have tried, but no matter what anyone tells you, it doesnât seem to matter. The words of encouragement others give him are just like a slap in the face because failure keeps rearing its head. Thoughts like that can easily lead to or worsen depression and self-loathing. Especially since even when he does get his hope up once more that maybe he can do something, he keeps getting dragged back down, either by lifeâs machinations or his own occasionally self-destructive behavior. As a culmination of this, we find Leona exactly where he was in the Savanaclaw chapter. Failing once more and finally breaking apart as it occurs in front of those who have placed him as their head, the leader of their Pride. Not only has he failed himself, he has failed those who place their faith in him. To Leona, it no doubt looked like his greatest fears were true. Even with all of those talents, Leona feels worthless because he canât succeed even once.
Azul is talented even if he himself doesnât see it. Not many can say they have a successful restaurant business, and have hoodooed both the headmage and a good number of oneâs fellow students at his age. Azulâs talent isnât the one he wants though. He wants something more flashy and easily seen. Something that will make others not bother him. He never wants to be a silly little octotwerp who gets made fun of again. And, at this point, Azul canât seem to see his knack for business for what it is. A talent. Being surrounded by so many obvious talents at NRC is bound to crush him, because everywhere he looks there is someone better than him in some way. So Azul gets greedy. He wonât let them make fun of him and look down on him like his previous classmates did. He canât take that again. But then all of his carefully calculated actions come crashing down around him. Leona destroys his contracts and asserts, no less, that Azul has been beaten by a magicless prefect. And that is when Azul truly starts to crumble to pieces. He canât even beat someone that he no doubt viewed, at that point, as a nobody. His actions turn desperate as he fears that Jade and Floyd, the two whoâd actually taken a look at young Azul and saw talent there, are abandoning him because heâs been beaten at his own game. In Azulâs eyes, he has no talents, so why would they stay? All those feelings come racing back and Azul really does feel like a nobody. Just a silly little octotwerp even despite all his efforts. And so he overblots. Because obviously if you arenât talented, then no one wants you and it doesnât matter.
Jamil is talented in numerous ways and, unlike Azul, he knows it. But Jamilâs talents consistently get ignored or downplayed by everyone, even his own family. And itâs all because of the fact he works under another family. So in the eyes of those around him, Jamil canât and shouldnât be better than Kalim. So he blames Kalim, even though he knows it isnât Kalimâs fault that they were born in the positions they are in. Even though Kalim is someone who has always lavished praise on Jamilâs talents and never downplayed them. Even though Kalim is his friend. And itâs too much. Because each time Kalim, the source of Jamilâs woe (at least in his eyes), praises him, itâs like a slap in the face. A reminder that even though youâre talented, you arenât allowed to reach the full height of your abilities. All because of this guy, who just happens to be your friend and greatest supporter while simultaneously also being the one person in your way. And when Jamilâs grand scheme is foiled, it breaks him. Itâs a hard hit to his ego and probably feels like yet another reminder that he canât outdo Kalim. Plus, to top it all off, thereâs the guilt. Because like it or not, Jamil knows itâs not Kalimâs fault because Kalim, for all that he doesnât understand or realize about their situation, would never put Jamil in the situation that he has found himself in. And so Jamil overblots. His talents donât matter because he isnât allowed to show them. Heâs restrained, and all of that frustration is suddenly coming out.
Next is Vil, whose troubles are so curiously (and perhaps amusingly) similar to Leonaâs. Because for all of Vilâs talent as an actor, he canât get the role he so desperately longs for. To be the hero, standing on stage till the very end where people will notice him. And that role could be argued to be the symbol of all of Vil's trouble, since that's where all of Vil's troubles started. Because it is Vilâs talent (and beauty) that weighs him down and makes people speak of how special he is. And isnât being special so similar to being unrelatable? So talented is he, so special is he, so unrelatable is he, that he must be the villain. Because no one wants a hero that seems so otherworldly, perfectly beautiful, and talented. No, they want a hero they understand. A more relatable type of attractiveness, a more mundane level of skill. A villain is, as Vilâs dad asserts in the overblot flashback, a hard role to play. But Vil knows that itâs also the role everyone hates. No one wants to be the bad guy. And how often do people actually pay attention to the villain? Everyoneâs eyes are on the star of the show, the good guy. Getting typecast because of his talents is a big part of what leads to Vilâs overblot. He is so weighed down by how inescapable the role of villain seems that he quite literally becomes a villain. And, mirroring Riddle, the realization that he has become that thing he so loathes, and maybe even fears, is what causes his complete and total overblot. The golden child that he was has finally fallen and become mired in the hideous filth that remains when oneâs talent becomes a set of shackles that makes you âspecial.â
Idia is, like the others, talented. But interestingly he seems to loathe his talent just as much as he loathes a crowd. Despite his amazing technological achievements, Idia doesnât want the recognition and fame that comes from his talents. In many ways, he almost behaves like he wants to be free of his talents. As if that talent is a chain. And perhaps it is, since these talents that make him so well-suited to the position he was born into is yet another chain that binds him to the Island of Woe. His wishes donât matter. Idia is doomed to his position by both his family name and his talents. The stress of such a truth, paired his past involvement with Orthoâs death, and the constant reminder that he is at fault for it (or so he constantly tells himself) is what causes his overblot. Because at least this way, maybe Idia can use his talents once more to do something he wants. To save his brother, and atone for what he has done.
Finally, there is Malleus. Another individual with undeniable talent. Someone who is already listed amongst the most powerful of magicians and who comes from a long line of talented people. But Malleusâs talent, skill, and power for magic is what causes others to fear him, worship him, and avoid him. No one wishes to approach someone so fearsome and talented, because how could they? He is a royal who seems so far beyond them, they cannot comprehend such talent and power. Surely he is beyond them. And when they canât understand him, perhaps it is better to fear him. Itâs only natural to fear that which we canât understand, so that is what happens to Malleus and his incomprehensible power. The isolation that stems from otherâs fear and misunderstandings leads Malleus to do what is only natural. To cling to those few people that remain near him. Those who donât fear him and instead accept him. And that isolation, paired with the need to cling onto those precious few while all others continue to stare at him in awed horror, is what contributes so greatly to his overblot. Because if those few leave him, what does he have left in his ivory tower of talent?
Anyway, I just find it fascinating that Twisted Wonderland has portrayed the darker side of talent and how it can lead to so many issues for those that hold it. Talent is a blessing in many ways, but there are two sides to every coin and it appears that talent can just as easily be a curse in the wrong situation.