𝐈'𝐦 𝐍𝐨𝐭 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬 ~ 𝐀𝐥𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐃𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐮 𝐱 𝐆𝐍!𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

Summary: Everyone makes falling in love seem as though it is the answer to the world's greatest problems, that it can overcome even the greatest of odds. And yet here you are with a love that burns you from the inside out, yet those honeyed eyes drag you further into their trap despite all else.

Pairing: Alcina Dimitrescu x Reader, with a very quick appearance from the daughters.

Warnings: Heavy angst! Unrequited feelings and canon-typical violence and death. Please tread carefully if you could be affected by these topics!

Author's Note: Finally I'm finishing this request. I'm so sorry for the anon who requested it, I swear I started it the day of, but life escaped me. But here it finally is! As someone who is a fan of Conan Gray, this was a pleasure to write. What's your favourite song from his new album? I would love to know~ Other than that, happy reading everyone!

There was an allure to things you knew you could never have. An inexplicable yearning for something that is so far out of reach, and yet your heart calls out for it all the same. It pulls you close and stretches you thin, a whisper of possibility just inches from your fingertips. And what more out of reach was a Countess? A Lord of a village who carried the ethereality and power of a divine being, who with a single step makes known her confidence and strength, yet still had the grace and fluidity of someone who was raised in nobility.

She was nothing like you, a mere mortal snatched away from their home as payment for the right to survive in the village, not live, survive. What a hefty price to pay in return for such a feeble thing, yet surviving was the first step to living, was it not? So your parents paid the price happily, clinging to the selfishness of protecting their own lives in return for their child’s. One child for a generation of protection from the horrors of their home, not accounting for famine and sickness that could kill them off otherwise; it was a small price indeed.

It hurt you to know your parents had given you up so easily, but it hurt you even more to know that this had always been your fate. The cost of being the eldest child in the Village of Shadows. Perhaps had you not been so sheltered would you have accepted your fate far earlier than the moment you were shoved into a carriage and off to the castle. Perhaps had you been a bit braver would you have crept away as their backs were turned the evening they told you that you were to be sent away, braving the monsters that roamed in the dark of night. But what was life if not without regrets? So on the eve of your 21st birthday you were hauled off with nothing more than the clothes on your back and a bitter taste lingering in your mouth.

I will put this in multiple parts

I copy-pasted this from a Google doc

Things that'll be different

Grizz

Since the firefighters didn't rescue him, he actually tries to get himself down from the tree, causing him to accidentally hurt himself in the process

His sees his mom's dead body, and he asks her to wake up and it's sad and very angsty cause I want ppl to cry while reading it because I crave for angst

He will learn how to survive by himself know a bit more bear language

He will never meet Panda and Ice Bear, but Panda and Ice Bear will meet each other. Yes Ice Bear and Panda will be in this AU

I still haven't thought of a name for the AU, any suggestions

Trick, actually!

The color orange hurts

The prologue for Keeper of Time will post on Friday at 1 pm EST

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She has a dream which is not all a dream.

There is an endless forest, spruces and cedars stretching on and on and on beyond her sight. She walks, and walks, and walks through eternity, but finds nothing.

“The winds were withered in the stagnant air,” she recites, a stilted whisper, even though she can’t remember where the words come from. They don’t mean anything to her. “And the clouds perished –”

You couldn’t stand this feeling. You knew you never had a chance with him. But, he led you on. All of the glances and flirting. You knew he was a player. But, you couldn’t help, but love him. You remember the time you tried to confess. ‘You waited for him to finish practice. When everyone started to pick up. You walked into the gym and took a deep breath. You went over to him. He turned and smiled at you. Your breath hitched, and you tried to form words. “Atsumu... I like you!” You said. He just looked at you and bluntly said, “I’m already dating someone” Your eyes widened and you started to stutter. “I-I’m sorry I didn’t know.” You turned and ran out of the gym, super embarrassed.’ It was about two weeks after the confession. You were walking to class when you saw him. You did everything in your power to avoid him. Yet, you failed at doing so, since he was in front of you. You tried to turn and walk in a different direction, but then you heard a voice. ”[Y/n]!” You dreaded to see him. You forced yourself to turn and fake a smile.  “Yes, Atsumu?” He just said, “I haven’t seen you around. Are you okay?”  You laughed, “of course I’m okay!” He nodded and opened his mouth to say something, but then he closed it and just let out an,” ok...see ya!” You sighed, and shook your head, before walking into class. You tried to pay attention to the board, but something took your attention away. Someone behind you was talking to their friend. You weren’t the type to eavesdrop, but their conversation was about Atsumu.  “Did you hear that Atsumu is single now?” “Omg! Yeah!" They whispered to each other.  You shook your head. This was just a rumor.  But, you had that little bit of hope that it was true. Once, school ended you ran to the gym. You wanted Atsumu to know the rumor that was being spread. Well, technically you wanted to know if it was true. So, you entered and looked around a bit. But, you didn't see him. You were about to talk to Kita when you heard a voice.  "Obsessed much?" You turned and saw Atsumu smirked.  "Cocky much?" you replied. He just scoffed. You sighed and decided to ask him if he knew about the rumor.  "Hey! Um... do you know that there is a rumor about you," You asked him. He looked at you confused, so you continued. "Well, people are saying that you are single and I wanted to tell you, so you could debunk them!" Atsumu then said," It's true though." You smiled, but what he said next made you frown. "Look [Y/n], I get it. You like me and the only reason you told me this was because you wanted to see if you had a shot with me." He started to walk closer to you, "But, the thing is it's never gonna happen, so just give up." He walked away and you were left speechless. You clenched your fists and ran out of the gym. It stung, but you forced yourself to smile. As you ran, you looked at the ground. Then, you saw light in the corner of your eye. And a loud honk. You looked and saw a car coming towards you. You tried to run, but it was to late. You felt the impact on your ribs and the air was knocked out of you lungs. Then, you closed your eyes. ————————Time skip to 8 years later—————–– Atsumu’s POV When Atsumu first heard the news about you getting into a car accident, he didn’t believe it. He had just seen you a couple minutes before. So, when the school announcements had informed everyone of your death, he was in denial. He felt his heart sink and regret overcame him. Later that day everyone gathered in the auditorium for a memorial. He felt numb remembering his last words to you. 

Currently, it had been 8 years since you died and Atsumu went to your grave every day. Today, he brought some flowers and sat down. Tears running down his cheeks as he remembered everything that led up to the event. He just wanted to see you one last time. “I-I’m sorry...I was being stupid an-and I shouldn’t have said all those things. Because the truth is I-I-“ he couldn’t finish his sentence. He started to choke up and his eyes got blurry. Still he mustered up courage and spoke.”I liked you...but my pride got in the way. I know that’s a shitty reasons to be mean to you, and I know there is nothing I can do to make up for it...” He put the flowers down and spoke for the last time. "I love you and I always will!" He smiled and walked back to the car watching the leaves fall and the birds chirp.