#pyschotic

"You won't touch anyone but me either, or we'll have a very serious, very bloody problem."

"Stop being so psychotic."

ive had to app for a while but im new to using it!

looking for anyone thatd wanna be friends.. or more.

" we pay for your water, we pay for you food, we pay for your electricity you stupid bludging bitch"

That's called being a parent and looking after you kid that's what that's called you brain dead idiot. If you can't look after your kids then you shouldn't have gotten up off your knees you complete wank. You chose to have kids, damn you have THREE surely after the first baby daddy left you you should have gotten the fucking hint that your a narcissistic, manipulative psychotic person. And nobody likes to be around you. Your youngest is 11 and never wants to be home because you yell at him and call him names all the time. Your oldest moved 9 hours away to uni to be away from you, after she moved to Nan's because she couldn't handle living with you because you fucked up her mental health as well, so now she has major anxiety amongst other things. I never want to be home because I've had to deal with your manipulative shit for years and I'm so done.

"where are you moving too? When are you moving? Why are you moving?"

Firstly why are you going through my computer, you needed it for one thing and it wasn't looking at those word docs saved on there. It was for a subject at school goddamn, were doing a 'moving out of home' thing this term.

"your so secretive about everything, where your going, who your friends are, who your talking to on the phone"

I'm not secretive, your just nosey and don't feel in complete control when you don't know absolutely everything. I tell you where I'm going and when I'll be back. You know who my friends are yet you still try and pick and choose who I talk to and who I hang out with, you can't do that in a small town like this. That's why I've made so many good friends put of town bc when I go to see them at least I'll be away from you. And who I talk to on the phone with is none of your business, it's a private phone call for a reason if I wanted you to ears drop I would put it on speaker or I'd ask you to listen in but I don't so therefore none of your concern. You do it to dad all the time and his phone is the business phone.

I don't like to leave my room as that's my 'safe place' but mostly because I don't want you to go through my room, I have nothing to hide I just feel violated, my privacy invaded. And when I do leave it all you do is tell at me and put me down for your insecurities and you point out my flaws, you can do that when YOUR PERFECT but your not so you can kindly shut your stupid face please and thanks, much appreciated. You blame me for your poor mental health that you had wayyy before you even had me. Maybe it's your poor life choices, poor food choices, or that you never leave the house, or that you've driven away all your "friends" (more like people you know bc dad's friends with them). But I know my mental health is on you. Do I blame you and point it out to you everyday? No I dont. I try and avoid you. I try not to speak to you unless it's necessary. You've pushed me to nearly commiting suicide, I'm only here because of my sister bc if she didn't ring the ambulance/police then I wouldn't be here :)

Anyway that's enough from me at the moment, Peace out