#narcicist

8/13/20 I do not feel okay, and I understand now that I have to fix this without you. Your opinion of how you view us together is not my truth. You often choose not to agree with my approach or view on situations. We are not in a balanced relationship.  I feel spent, drained, and compromised. This is not how love should feel. You rarely ask how I feel unless I ask to tell you. You make me feel that talking too much, or too often is the source of the issue, instead of realizing we are just not working out. This relationship is between you and I, but I feel that what you feel and need is the most important thing to you. This is not an “us” relationship, this is a “you” relationship built around what I make you feel. I am not here to please only you, we are meant to pleasure and nurture each other with love and confidence, not painful words and selfishness. I will not allow words to fix how I feel because it is a temporary resolution. Each time the comfort fades quicker and I realize now the truth. We are not going to work out together and that is okay.

Gabriël Grupello (1644-1730) "Narcissus" Marble Located in the Musées Royaux des Beaux-Arts, Brussels, Belgium

id rather see yall die than pass me