#ptsduh

Make-up & that’s #DIOR. Dude, like really. When you over pile, the world gets dark so think glue. A dab [of abnormal personality] will do ya. You can always add more so #THINK. You told me what you were going to do... prior knowledge & I’m really sad for #people because they’ve been TAUGHT THE WRONG THING. What people are worth. What family is worth. What matters most. They should’ve asked the one who DIDN’T HAVE TO SHOW UP & DID. I had to & did & it’s fine but I’m not going to live w the 13 examples of someone saying exactly what I suspected—beyond #ptsDUH—it’s mean. It’s #BULLYING & why from year #ONE to year #SIX, for her to email me when she was not at.... let me see if I can paraphrase... I’m so sorry to hear & I just have to #LOL. You’re sorry. You’re in it big tits. Done. That’s what’s bothering me??? It’s going to a #STRIPCLUB for your... let’s have #FUN before our #WEDDING & that’s the talk they have about #marriage... downhill so yea... let’s do it “differently.” This seems v ICK so step one. Get it OUT #HOWL #WOOLF #writers are #theBest since we get to dance around their thinking & life in safe ways. What is #theWorst? People that write emails w “superficial” weirdness when you’re not nice #SJP. I actually met her & she does this “Ohhh I don’t know... tee hee...” thing & I don’t think her dream of giving people affordable fashion worked because I wanted to see the quality. This is #carriebradshaw FOR GOODNESS SAKES. I believe the culture was “mean” because that’s what this #wedding was, serioUSly & I had this injury, so I needed special accommodations & INSTEAD I got to #experience what “he” claimed to go thru—just not PRESENT & a FAKE MOMENT because there’s nothing beyond that... until you get an email & it’s too obvious what is wrong w everyone who has no ADVERSITY. They’re just words. Try not to #bully the person you already put down every time... that’s WHO THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT... try not to gossip. It’s all coming up... https://www.instagram.com/p/Bx6HnNshJD9/?igshid=q64lchravkne

New audience & this is #writing course & I just realized 💥 I don’t know what I’m doing. I need to get out in #Nature & natural sun like now—wow & then ka-Pow!!! There is nothing that I cannot do without someone being super duper untrue: wait that’s untrue so going to act dumb & explain #ptsDUH #bunny since it’s like bragging & then jealousy being a fuel amongst friends. Seen it 4x from 1998 to 2001 to 2015 & they all involve omg, really ___ —— ___ —- I feel sick https://www.instagram.com/p/Bw5X24QBOzQ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=14psu4xkqxxt7

#ptsDONE battles #ptsDUH & I’m preparing for #FRIDAY on #MONDAY knowing it’ll just “appear.” It’s 5 days away so that’s _________.... “enough” to prepare... 🤺 #OFFENSE & #DEFENSE since if i trigger, I have this system. It’s both #AUDIO & #VISUAL & I’m trying to explain #TOUCHES for #ptsd because it’s #sensory DISSordered & the system is designed to “blame the patient.” That’s the bridge between #education & #healthcare. Their “clients” who get scrEWed over & over don’t change... https://www.instagram.com/p/BuC5BHIBhIP/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=664bk3672f47