I have noticed feelings of bitterness/resentment when I encounter anything related to Oxbridge, so I am needing to remind myself: 1. Cambridge approved/accepted me! and 2. I can't go carry out my project because of a small group of people from random institutions across North America gathered by the Canadian government Tri-Council arbitrarily chose based on their preferences who they wanted to give funding to after PM Carney cut the budget.
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(I will be disheartened by this for a while still...)












