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So um
My dealer: got some straight gas 🔥😛 this strain is called “rationalizing the mistreatment” 😳 you’ll be zonked out of your gourd 💯
Me: yeah whatever. I don’t feel shit
5 minutes later: dude I swear I just need to get hurt and tortured endlessly and it'll balance the world into true goodness. its law of the universe
My factive pacing: we are nothing more than a supporting character
One of the fun parts about being what I am is I can just say ominous shit and have it be completely honest to my lived experience.
"Well, that was back when I was human"
"That was back when I was a boy, but he's gone now."
"That was back before I was a chorus mimicking singularity for your comfort"
repeatedly hitting someone's front triggers so they can NOT escape in any way. punishment or pain or rape or hypnosis. all applicable - preventing someone from switching out of it, from wriggling away, forced back into center every time you even start to slightly drift off point. this is your pain. This is your right here, right now. you aren't going anywhere, faggot. shouldn't have picked a fight you couldn't handle. no running off for you. the others can't help you. can't get too embarrassed to leave, either. hypnosis and front triggers and brainwashing and uhmm. uhhh. yeah.
knowing someone's front triggers and abusing the FUCK out of them. bonus points if theyre an introject or fictive or whatever term is the right one and you have like their source media playing in the background. bonus bonus points if you know who holds onto specific pieces of trauma and you take advantage of it. frozen in the headlights, pinned like a butterfly on the wall, exposed to your partner AND to your headmates and made an example of.
alternatively: confusion fractionation hypnosis + hitting different alter's front triggers. let's go on the tilt a whirl together and crank it way the fuck up. you don't know who you are or where you are or why. the only anchor becoming whoever's fucking you up. desperate dizziness. the loudest voice has to be the right one to follow, right? what else can you do?
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plural system who begins all their conversations with “We, the people, […]”
Having no host is nuts, because people truly have no grasp of how plurality works in a system with no host. No matter how extensively you explain it, 9 times out of 10, people immediately start treating us as if the sysmate with our legal name is The Main One (and thus the only one worthy of being spoken to). Or, alternatively, they may also assume that the guy they're talking to (or the guy they think they're talking to) is The Main One.
I find it extremely frustrating, but it's also hilarious. It's like if a guy walked into the US Congress and started asking people who the king of the United States was and whether he could talk to him, and upon hearing "we don't have a king?" invariably from every single person he asked, decided that the janitor must be the king because that's the person he met first.
hi im a not-sophie. my name is milly :3 🌷