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I wish someone could notice me
Maybe i should just be erased
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Tw death/si implied
I wish someone could notice me
Maybe i should just be erased

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i wonder if there'll ever be a place where i like existing with others
i like the online name- nebulaheart
Thank you to everyone who responded to my plural thoughts post. Obviously there's a lot to think about, but I really appreciate everyone's reassurance and helpful advice. I'm going to try out a few things and see if I can build some kind of relationship with my various selves.
Also, River recognises that she gets tired easily, and that's probably why I don't feel like "her" when I have stressful times or a fatigue crash.
Was gonna make a shitpost and got the feeling of dread that we forgot to post some stuff. This was correct. So here have these
Various (very late) updates. But anyways so everybody was gone for like a really long time, they're mostly back now but not as steady as they used to be (slowly getting better so hopefully it's temporary), I don't know what the hell was going on with that Sylveon post but there does seem to be somebody new (unrelated to the Pokémon, though), Jack had been very active lately and we uh. We also suspect he might be... idk what the word would be. Plural too? But still also a part of the whole being plural? Plural to the second power? I don't know
We've talked about the grief that comes from not having a core on our blog before, of feeling like you've replaced the little one that once was in the body, stolen a child's chance at a normal life, but something recently happened that has brought a strange sense of comfort to us.
The little one had two games she absolutely adored when she was younger. She couldn't actually play them, but would love to watch gameplays over and over again, and even before syscovery we'd always say they were some of our favorites.
So, isn't it sweet that when we find a game that seems like it encompasses traits of both of those games, that became our number one favorite game in the first ten minutes of playing it, and continuously, strongly reminds us of those two games, a headmate forms based of off it not even three days after first playing?
I'm not sure if I'm making any sense right now, but god, something about this is just so incredibly comforting to us. I guess it's like a reminder that, at the end of the day, we're parts of her, we came into existence to save her, and that the little one that once was here will always exist in someway.

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someday i'll act like an authority on myself and not just a witness.
"your voice is very dominant all of a-"
"Dominant, you say?"
"Of course you'd laugh at that"
eva
juzt watched an ep. (actually two) oph neon genesis evangelion with boss' dad. itz really weird seeing other media. anywayz asuka iz cool. we ztan asuka here.