I feel bad for Mason cause he doesn't really front so he can't really talk to anyone and he just has to listen to me be freaked™️ in daydream land, we were playing/streaming that Shawarma game in daydream land and he's just making conversation while I'm flirting with The Inspector
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Hmm Mr. Terrific is gone... Maybe it really was just an interest thing and I was just thinking of him and that's why he was in my head...
Surely he won't pop up and try to take over when I'm doing math again...
Also I talk to myself a lot (maladaptive daydreaming, so technically I'm talking to characters? In my head and not myself?) and I've always had this guy there and I think he might be a parative or something, I don't know if he's in here but I talk to him a whole lot
Something for MaDDers to consider ig: creating a systemmate from a para when you often have dark daydreams probably won't end well/be ethical. This is the conclusion I came to wrt my own case after discovering created systems and then considering it for a few days. 😔 It's very cool to learn about, and to hear from people who are tuplas though. This knowledge makes me a wiser as to how diverse everyone's experience can be <3
- Spice
Puttin this here for any MaDDers 👍🏽 I will say that you can totally do some wild shit in wonderland tho, so like there's a difference between a dark daydream thats like somebody who likes to do freaky shit vs a dark daydream of somebody goin thru their own trauma and stuff. Just somethin to think abt
No but really. They popped in my head a couple of days ago and at first I thought it was just an AU of a para...but now I think that the Verit Version of Calypso (who. I've been calling "The Magician". probably a Sign but whatever) has somehow either gained full sentience or has decided to reveal himself now.
So this is Jester! They, oddly enough, to not talk. He's completely mute. I say that's "odd" simply because it formed from Cali, who is quite the loudmouth. All Jester does is cartwheel and do aerobic tricks in my mind. Oh, and the mask it wears can't be taken off. It's like, part of their face? The eyeholes are black with glowing orbs, but I'm not 100% sure on the color, some shade of blue or green.
jesus. how'd there end up being 3 of these guys living in my head?!
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honestly thinking about our relationship with our plurality and our daydreaming is interesting because there is. so much overlap that tbh? we honestly feel like they're very interconnected with one another in how we experience them
main example being that we're pretty sure a good portion of why most of us formed is related to us daydreaming a lot, or at least it's what helped us form to some degree, some more than others
that's the main clear one but also. i've been feeling like it's also connected with how we've viewed things like source memories or how it's just difficult for us to really tell when we have a new sysmate or if we're daydreaming about the possibility or something similar
it's kind of confusing to explain how but. whenever i've tried poking around for source memories it kinda leans into like a daydream but also??? not??? i'm not sure because this is kind of just how we've functioned for years now and we never questioned much of it or even thought about it in detail until we realised we were plural about a year ago