#panic attack m

gone without food for over three days     |   gone without sleep for over three days   |    been tortured / questioned   |   been shot  |   been stabbed |   been poisoned   |   been held prisoner    |   been trapped   |     been buried alive   |     been held hostage   |   held someone hostage   |     been stuck in a different world / universe / time |   been abused by someone who should have loved / appreciated / valued you  |   had a panic attack     |    had night terrors    |     been in a car accident    |     lost your job    |    lost a fight    |    had sex with a stranger     |     been divorced     |     been abandoned    |     passed out from pain    |    cried yourself to sleep   |     spent a whole day in bed    |   hurt yourself  |   taken your anger out on yourself   |   taken your anger out on someone you love |   been used  |   been manipulated   |   felt used    |   manipulated someone else   |   had your memories / mind wiped / stolen or tampered with    |   been taken over by a hostile force     |   been terrified  |     played a cruel game on someone    |     been forced to smile   |    felt too many things at once |    laughed when you felt like crying    |   been in denial |   been denied   |   faced your demons

Tagged by: @/lake-lilac-goth

I do remember this one time when I saw my younger cousin suddenly go missing, and I saw his hands hanging onto the wooden platform my family was walking around on, so I ran over and grabbed onto his arms and asked for help from everyone else so we could get him back up on the platform. Probably more scary for him than me, though. I was a child, which is why it was difficult for me to pull him up, so I was scared I was going to lose my grip and he was going to fall down. The platform wasn’t super high, but it was high enough that a small kid like him might have gotten hurt if he had fallen down.