#oops oversharing

I am legally blind, I literally can’t read them hahahahaha. I can zoom on my phone and stuff to make tumblr easier to use, but books... I miss books. I know I can always get large print books, but I guess let me know if this is too personal lol, I have this... residual resentment for large print books. I was made fun of and bullied a lot because the kids thought I needed them because I was stupid, or that my bigger books some how let me cheat? A lot of rude words were used (r word) and I just.... I still feel the pangs from those words when I use them.

“...Actually, this is the first Valentine’s I’ve spent since my boyfriend disappeared. So it’s been... weird.” (”Well, he’s back, but. He has no idea who I am, so...”) “Not, catastrophically bad. Or at least, not because of that. So I guess that’s... progress.”

but I’m not and I hate myself for it

yes i am, little anon!!! i'm actually supposed to be getting dressed now to go have a biiiiiiig italian christmas dinner. my mom treated me to a pair of running tights i've been coveting for a few months now, so that was really cool, and my brother gave me a pair of these little bear slippers and amy poehler's book. my dog learned how to unwrap presents (probably not a good thing in the end) and found this squeaky snake toy that she literally will not stop squeaking. we don't really do a big christmas in my household, but we had pie for breakfast, so that was pretty nice.

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