#ocd probably

Yes, brain, let me go and look up how to spell the word "crayfish" so you won't get an anxiety attack about writing it. Sure, this isnt a bother to me at all. No, I'm not annoyed at all when i find out ive spelled it correct the first time. Of course im not. You are a very normal brain and this is something that every other person does. Do not worry. Yey!

surely THIS time I pick at the Bad Skin Texture it will go away

Ive been looping the same upsetting thoughts in my head for at least an hour now and its like angry at the world instead of scared of myself so thats new

I sometimes wish I had the ability to ignore text messages even for a few hours without the unread notification bothering me. Sometimes I just need a break from talking but if the notification is there on my phone then it’s there in my mind too

Sometimes I’m scared of doing or saying something because I think it somehow never actually happened and I’ll look like an idiot in front of everyone and have to explain it like the dumbass I think I am

weeeee

It’s 9am: imagine in aggressive detail what you would do if a car crash happened on your street rn and debate the morality of every decision you could possibly make.