#obsessive core

" Stalking. "

God forbid I have access to public information and know how to utilise my resources.

pathetic genius yandere! "Well, I love my wife, and I love the name she was born with, and so why wouldn't I take her name?" . No one can really say much about it.

Of course, it makes headlines, but what are they going to do, argue with a billionaire? You know how people say that it's not about the money and that they don't care about the money? Well, he does. Not in the sense of how it relates to him, but in the way of how it relates to you:

- how he can buy you more

- how he can give you more

- how he can commission a half-a-billion-dollar yacht named after you

- how he can buy you the heritage jewels and gemstones of the world so that your family name can live on with a grand legacy

Pathetic genius yandere! He doesn't care about the name he was born with. That means nothing. He's built his entire life trying to be someone, to mean something. He didn't realize that the entire life he was building was meant to be given over to you entirely, completely, unabashedly.

Pathetic genius yandere! He's rich enough to fuck the patriarchy, and that's why he devotes himself to you. He has sit-down interviews with all of the top news networks, interviewers, et cetera. He has a sense of almost being ephemeral because he can exist in a realm above societal standards and expectations.

Pathetic genius yandere! He always considered himself agnostic on a good day, atheist as norm. He never believed in the concept or the theory or the doctrine that there's a man in the sky. Why would there be? He believed in science, and science said that women were the bearers of life, unless, of course, you were a seahorse.

Why would he subscribe to a notion as silly as the one that man created all life in the universe and was the judge of all life?

Pathetic genius yandere! When he met you, for the first time in his life, he felt his sense of religious enlightenment, zealotry, a need to be committed to something outside and above himself. When he met you, he knew that you were the altar at which he would bear himself, completely and render all of his resources to.

1. make a mug of tea, try to appreciate the silence. you can hear every bubble in the kettle if you really try. hold your cup gently, press it against your body. feel the warmth spreading. graze your knuckles against it, feel them sting. forget about it until its cold. sometimes tea isnt even about drinking it, it's just about having something to keep you company.

2. go out to lunch, because you decided you were going to. you dont need a reason to get your favourite food, youre allowed to do it! when the waitress asks you if you are waiting for someone, try not to cry.

3. realise how quiet lunch is when it's just you. you didnt bring anything to do, that was stupid. what was the plan? just eat too quickly, leave even faster. maybe next time bring a book or something, you know one of the ones youre always pretending you will read? yeah that one.

4. go see a movie! movies are a great way to pass the time. try not to look at the couples and friend groups. noone cares that youre alone, they probably dont even notice. try not to think about it. theyre not laughing at you just stop thinking about it.

5. take up a hobby, tumblr blogging or journaling or knitting or hoarding. it helps fill the time. arent the days just so long? its crazy how much time you have. youre looking at the clock too often, stop doing that! seriously, it just makes time go slower. why cant you just enjoy yourself? do you even like knitting? what do you like then? whatever i guess you can just go to sleep early.

I'm gonna cut you so much

Nobody will look at you

I need to cut you so much

So much so that people know who owns you

Nobody will cross your path anymore

And if they're foolish enough to still try

Then I'll remove them from your way

With the very same knife

I'll brand you with 🔪♥️

my toxic trait is believing that you shouldn't even smile if it's not because of me.