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Stoned selfies are the best selfies.

The night was draped in velvet shadows, cold and unyielding, as he stepped into the ruin.

For the first time the darkness, that had always claimed me as its own had finally met its equal.

Our love lives in the depths of shadows far from the rules of the ordinary world.

You are a beautiful curse I can never resist.

I crave the parts of you that you hide, because even your deepest shadows feel like home to me.

We exist between desire and danger, and in your arms, I have never felt more alive.

We do not need the light to see how perfectly we fit together. Your quiet stares and heavy secrets pull me in deeper every single day.

A devotion unwavering, no matter the waves.

A love unending, no matter the shadows that surround it.

I drown in the pieces you've never given anyone but me, and soak in the waters of our pasts to learn one another.

Im haunted by how easily you've seeped into my bones, day in and day out.

More than just an equal, more than just my completion.

just a little ask about journalin together, if i may. im not much of a wrter but how does it work? isn't writing about the relationship rather than living it missing the point? do you use rituals to avoid reality like some mumbojumbo over-mediated escape? at what stage reflection becomes a substitute for experience?

forgive the interruption, sweethearts. pls return to whatever it was you were documenting.

#if you are reading this, reality is elsewhere.

It helps us understand each other on a deeper level.

Touching his body, mind, and soul with my words before my hands ever could is beautiful. He is not braille, I do not need to touch him to know him or love him.

Journaling together is also healthy not just for your own mental by yourself but together as a unit doode :) they even teach you that in therapy!

It’s a level of intimacy sex can’t even reach.

We get to provide a lot of things for one another in our poems and writings like:

Safe private spaces for processing emotions (we love an emotionally regulated couple)

Reducing stress levels

Exploring our personal identities together

Self reflection

Creative release

Building severe emotional intimacy

Always improving communication

Journaling gives me such a better, deeper understanding of bear, his feelings, and thoughts. Writing gives me the chance to express my thoughts, emotions, and brain to him more calmly and intentionally. I am also really shy, so writing gives me the chance to say or write things I am too scared to do out loud a lot of the times. I love being able to give that to bear and be this stability for him, and I’m glad he can be the same for me.

I’m truly sorry you haven’t experienced a healthy relationship before. This isn’t abnormal, writing for and to eachother.

Also avoiding reality? Actually what are you even on about? Haha you don’t know me or bear, we’re very much present in reality. Besides our tumblrs, I think some of you forget you don’t actually really know us. What we do. Anything. You see what we’ve curated and allowed people to see, just like anyone else does.

but um.. thanks for sharing your perspective.

I think our world is great.

You should come visit sometime, lol.

We learn more than just emotions through it. We bond deeper, express our love and gratitude harder, spill it all onto pages that only the other will see.

Your opinion is noted. And immediately discarded.

We are going to last, also I don’t have to prove that to anyone and neither does he.

Let alone to some scared ass fucker on anon.

Also, It's called optimism, not naivety.

It's called seeing the good, and not being clueless.

I'd explain my positive worldview to you, but I don't have crayons. 🖍️

Night shift chronicles.

I write this to you not by the flicker of a mortal lamp, but by the light of your own sun as it paints the sky. Ever since you first turned your gaze toward me, my life has been illuminated by a brilliance I cannot fully comprehend, yet cannot live without.

You are the melody that lingers in my mind when I wake and the comforting warmth upon my skin as the day turns to dusk. When I see the shadows fleeing from the dawn, I see you—chasing away the dark, bringing truth, healing, and undeniable grace.

To love you is to love the arts themselves. You inspire the music in my heart and the poetry on my tongue. I offer you my thoughts, my creations, and my quietest moments, knowing they are but humble reflections of your boundless light. I vow to wear your sacred laurel, not merely as a crown, but as a silent promise of my devotion to you.

May my love burn as bright and constant as your chariot across the heavens. Be with me, hold me in your golden rays, and let our connection resonate through the ages.

⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖

Rays of light can only be truly seen after a long period of shadow. The morning after the night. The dark being chased away by the light. To ignite in your sky and shine onto you is more than a blessing. Its my privilege.

To feel you bask in me, just as I bask in you. The melody of your words, the calm sea of your heart and the forest that sprawls your mind are gifts. To give you all of my love and receive yours is like exploring every wave and tree, just to find my name carved. The markings of a home I have always longed for but never found, until I found it in you.

You feed the golden sun back to me. You ignite the flames that light the earth. You are the straps that steady the chariot and the winds from which it flies. The ichor of my veins is now yours and there is no longer me without you.

Through all of the ages, echoing into eternity. Only us and our love.

You're the only one that I get like

Get like this for

It’s all you, all yours,

I choose you, fully and completely, every single day.

You don't ever have to worry about my heart or my loyalty—it belongs to you, and I am not going anywhere.