#not necessary

for some fuckass reason, whenever i read, whether it be anxiety inducing or not, i tear at my lips like a starving dog and/or rip at the skin around my nails till i bleed. i genuinely have no idea why and I constantly forget to stop myself before its too late lol. god forbid i read for more than 2 hrs.

anyways. rant over. shen qingqiu.

i can actually see both jiu and yuan doing this, just with jiu being more discreet about it. no way in hell anyone's witnessing any sign of weakness from him. but all the peak lords notice the scabs around his lips. they assume its from his frequent brothel visits. he never corrects them.