it’s weird having opps here, but i honestly love the attention. i love that some bitch hearing my name still leaves the most bitter taste in their mouth. always see their little minions out in public. like they are watching me. could always be a coincidence of course. but it lowkey gives…omg she’s here don’t come lol. i at least i keep the block button on standby. the truth is i hold no animosity. cause i know how great my life is what i have they never will. i could never hate over a bitch who doesn’t even compare.

I really don’t know how people who have been in love are able to move past that in their lives. I haven’t seen this person in 6 months and I still think about him everyday, still ache from his absence in my life. It’s not as painful anymore, but I would go back in an instant. I feel content knowing that I would want the best for him and I’m so happy that he is happy where he is now, but I think every day about what I could’ve done differently, if I’ll ever see him again, if he’d ever want to see me again. I think about how he didn’t want my college years ruined because my long-distance boyfriend would be thousands of miles away and I wouldn’t get to see him more than once or twice a year. But I feel that same way regardless.