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Extreme memory gaps and forgetfulness, crafting false memories or events in replacement

Horrible time management reverting to a couple weeks, years before they were born or non-existent dates

Lack of emotional response, misunderstanding social cues such as body language or sarcasm

Derealization, surroundings feel wrong or distorted or dream-like

Depersonalization, feeling detached from one's own body and often zoning out

Feeling no need for relationships, withdrawal from crowds or friend groups, and an often need for quiet with some sort of background noise, often the individual is a blend of anti and asocial

Extreme sensory issues, with sound, texture and sight, also feeling a constant need to touch almost anything new or having meltdowns when it upsets them or feels wrong

The individual holding this disorder is likely to hallucinate extremely real hallucinations, most commonly with both sound, voice and even feeling or scent, lasting their whole life, they will also have vivid imagery paired with this

The disorder usually overlaps with maladaptive daydreaming, hyperlexia, misophonia, tetrachromacy and less commonly, the eating disorder, pica

Despite disassociation, hatred//fear of social interactions and bad time management, the individual will have better cognitive processing when it comes to things such as mathematics, science, writing, creative arts and would have ingenious solutions to their own problems

One will also deal with heavy sexual and/or violent intrusive thoughts, commonly act on impulse and homi/regi/geno/suicidal ideation, often being amoral or immoral

The individual will have compulsive and complex lies, gaslight, manipulate and fool others in order to protect themselves, often going as far as to craft multiple personalities to stay in plain sight

The individual also struggles with severe panic, anxiety and paranoia

Individual often fails to maintain eye contact and doesn't know when it's their turn to speak

Random chronic headaches, stomach aches or urges to throw up, more internal temperature than external, this can cause (more likely) temporary paralyzation in the legs

Obsessive perfectionism, often lining up things in color, creative play, creative writing, picking out certain handwriting for certain subjects or materials, planning and structuring things out in their head to go their way through their methods, needing certain things to be certain scents, urges to wash their hands or deep clean something every few minutes especially when uncomfortable, creating intense but achievable ways to reach things often considered impossible, often bothered when something minor goes wrong

Whenever their gut feels something off they'll by instinct attempt to protect themselves and those around them like a parent or identify routes they can use to get to safety

Hypervigilance

The disorder is paired with echolalia and/or echopraxia

This disorder is not one you are usually born with though it can be, but it's usually one that is caused by long-term parentification or trauma typically before the age of 12

Hyperfixations will also occur lasting often from 1 week - 1 year+

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Sleeping problems, most commonly insomnia or hypersomnia

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