#more tba

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▷ prologue

▷ fucking great

▷ i would rather die

▷ wife

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SO CALL OUT MY NAME WHEN I KISS YOU SO GENTLY, I WANT YOU TO STAY. I WANT YOU TO STAY EVEN THOUGH YOU DON'T WANT ME GIRL, WHY CAN'T YOU WAIT? GIRL, WHY CAN'T YOU WAIT 'TIL I FALL OUT OF LOVIN', BABE, CALL OUT MY NAME.

ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ : Mar 8, 2024

taeoh was born on february 12, 1999 in ilsan, and before kh got to him he was a regional competitive sprinter in middle school. he liked the structure of it -- i think the part where effort actually translated into results and the only thing demanding more from him was a stopwatch (arguably.. the beginning of his “if i just push harder it'll work out” disease. unfortunately this did not age well)

he got scouted at 15 after a regional meet and adapted to trainee life way too well, which probably should've worried somebody. he was never the loudest kid in the room or the easiest to approach, but he was disciplined, hard to rattle, and very good at making himself useful. kh saw one competent teenager and said perfect, let's make that everyone else's problem too (deeply evil of them if you ask me)

he has never met a problem he didn't immediately try to make his responsibility. if something is wrong, his first instinct is to fix it himself before anyone else can get involved. if someone else is struggling, he's already halfway through figuring out what he can take off their plate. he doesn't really know how to stop being useful long enough to just be a person, which is great for origin and significantly less great for literally every other part of his life (including his own, to be clear)

personality wise, he's quiet, observant, stubborn, and a little too good at pretending he doesn't care as much as he actually does. not unfriendly, just not expressive at first. most of his affection gets filtered into practical things instead, which means he's one of those people who will remember your coffee order, send you home with medicine, and solve a problem before you even mention it, then act like he wasn't doing anything at all (acts of service final boss, basically ahsh)

he's also not very touchy by default. the people who get casual affection out of him had to earn it through repeated exposure and probably a lot of patience. (force him into enough backhugs and eventually stockholm syndrome takes over) i don't think he'd enjoy me saying this, but he actually gets embarrassingly easy to read once you've known him long enough

taeoh is a lot quieter than the public expects in private. he's good at cameras and interviews because he's been doing this for a decade and kh has polished him into something expensive-looking and media trained, but if he has the choice he'd take a dim recording studio over any event where he has to stand around holding a champagne flute and pretending to enjoy small talk

his hiatus permanently changed how he sees his body, his career, and kh as a whole. he's “fine” now in the way veteran athletes are fine, which is to say there are air quotes around it. (and everybody in the room knows he is, IN FACT, not fine)

for all of his cynicism, the easiest way to understand him is that origin comes first, every. single. time. taeoh is loyal to his members to a fault and most of his worst decisions can probably be traced back to trying to keep the group safe and functioning under a company he doesn't trust (which is noble of him, sureee but also maybe somebody should hit him every time he tries to martyr himself again)

outside of origin, he's really into songwriting and producing (a lil bit but he's getting there) and is probably at his most tolerable when he's in a studio early in the morning with an iced americano and nobody trying to ask him personal questions. so like if your muse writes, records, produces, or just wants someone annoyingly meticulous hovering over a demo, i am looking directly at you. (respectfully. but also not that respectfully because i do want the plot)

other random things: he's bisexual (not disclosed to the public), his sense of humor is dry enough to be mistaken for genuine disdain. he also gets embarrassed more easily than he'd ever admit, but in a “he'll think about one awkward interaction for the next six business days” kind of way rather than a cute one

⋆˚꩜｡ I'm Lizzie, I'm 18, and I love to write and do roleplay!! ⋆˚꩜｡

I am currently college studying for my degree in Criminology & Sociology, which is what I hope to do later in life :)

Some of my hobbies (other than writing) include:  🎮 Gaming (Red Dead Redemption 2 and The Last of Us my beloveds) 📖 Reading - I'm currently reading 'The Goodbye Process' by Mary Jones, and I definitely recommend it; it's nice to be able to read one of her short stories right before bed 🎨Art - Very general statement, but that's only because I like a lot of different forms of art: sketching, gouache, photography, and more :)

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