#moansmisha

Oh gosh, yeah. I mean, even Dean’s description of what Cas is up to kinda underscores the irony of it:

Dean: Great so we got Cas in Syria dodging bullets trying to find fruit from the tree of life.

In a war zone, trying to find this symbolic fruit of life? Yeah, I’m gonna go with that being a relevant.

He decides to ask his roommates Charlie (a beta) and Cas (an alpha) if they would want to have a platonic baby together. Charlie is on board immediately, she’s always wanted kids (as long as she isn’t the one to carry them). Cas is a little more hesitant but sees how excited Dean and Charlie are and agrees. Dean is over the moon.

Fast forward a couple of weeks when Dean has exhausted every sperm donor profile he can find at all of the available banks. He’s getting frustrated. Until the most brilliant idea pops into his head.

He’s barreling through Cas’s door at 1:30 am with “Will you be my sperm donor” the first thing out of his mouth.

Cas is dumbfounded and surprised. But Dean laments to him about the trouble he’s been having finding a viable sample and Cas reluctantly, but genuinely agrees.

Then it gets a little awkward a few days and conversations later when when dean asks “So Baby Daddy how do you want to do this? natural or unnatural?” meaning it as a joke. But it hangs in the air like an elephant.

After about a week of fumbling around with the answer. Cas says “unnatural” as an answer but it looks like it’s tearing him apart. Which prompts Dean to get in his face, tantalizingly close and asked “You sure Cas?” And Cas doesn’t answer So Dean takes his face and leans in close saying “if you’re gonna help me with a baby, might as well have fun doing it.” And that’s all folks.

They start having regular REALLY GOOD romps in the bedroom to try and get pregnant. It’s all under the flags of “platonic” and “casual” and “necessary” but both men start to feel something a little bit more.

Both of them confess to Charlie in confidence and Charlie’s just about near throwing things in exasperation. She convinces Dean to tell Cas the truth first. And he was going to, he swears, but then one morning he’s looking down at two pink lines and he’s running into the living room shouting “I’M PREGNANT!!!”

It’s fantastic, it’s great, but Cas and Dean stop sleeping together because the deeds been done right? No need to keep sharing each other’s bed right? Right.

Except not right. Because Dean misses everything. He misses waking up in Cas’s room. He misses his blankets and his early morning kisses. He misses Cas kissing the back of his neck and just…. everything.

It takes until he’s in labor to really making him see things truly clear. And he’s pushing and pushing and pushing, with Cas’s hand crushed in his, with Charlie on his other side. He’s shouting at a particularly hard push and screams “I love you!”

Cas squeezes his hand and kisses the top of his head and whispers “I love you too”

And when Charlie, Cas, and Dean are falling in love with their newborn son, Dean looks up into Cas’s eyes and spills his guts out.

They name their son Jack, and when Dean gets home, he moves into Cas’s room, his old one being converted into a proper nursery for Jack.

Dean falls asleep in Cas’s Arms that night, with Charlie squished platonically behind him. Cas kisses his forehead and falls promptly behind his roommates.

mutuals, +f

@honeybeedestiel

nice header art!! and your url is so cute*-* good posts, your fandoms are awesome:)

@smauge

pretty posts and a nice multifandom blog too! i like the whole black and white thing your theme has going on:)

@shoutingdean​

GREAT destiel blog and little cockles never hurt anybody. i just ugh??? YOUR BLOG IS EVERYTHING, it has misha, cas, jensen, dean, destiel, cockles, what else do you need in life? not much in my opinion. 

@moansmisha​

ah, the blog ive been following years and i dont think i will ever unfollow! i just love your blog so much emily!!! full of cas and destiel and cockles ♥ holy trinity right there

@blueskysammy

great tfw blog, you dont see those kinda blogs a lot anymore! i like the simplicity in your mobile theme!

@galaxystiel​

His plumage finally grew in

You’re talking about moansmisha’s post right?  Emily blocked me so I can’t add my highly intellectual response to her Bull Shit attempt to twist Jared’s words into supporting her Fetish ship.  In Emily’s own words, blocking someone is an act of cowardance.

Emily is another example of Desperate Deluded Destiel shippers looking for valiations for her Fetish Kink from actors who don’t give a shit.  This is a PSA, high tier actors borderline hate ships, especially non-canon ships.  Actors barely tolerate canon ships and think ships take away from their character.  If an actor appears to be encouraging your fanfiction shipping, that means he is a low tier actor with dim future job prospects.