Soobin x college!reader

I just wrote this because I wanted to post something, it’s not my best work. but I hope you still enjoy it.

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You and Soobin haven’t been dating for long, and him being an worldwide known idol has taken some of your confidence away. Together with your upcoming exam, you haven’t been in the best mood all week long. This bad mood let to you accidentally ignoring Soobin, because you didn’t want to show him that side of you. So when he finally calls you on Friday, you are supposed to be happy but that is not the case. You are in the midst of a mental breakdown about your exam, so without hesitation you decline his call. What you don’t know is that Soobin is already outside of your dorm.

‘y/n! I can hear you, why aren’t you opening the door?’ He asks through the door. You are still bawling out your eyes due to the stress. ‘I know where the spare key is, but I would like you to open up the door yourself.’ He continues, giving you the option to let him in. You start to realize he will do anything he can do to see you, even if you don’t want to see him right now. So you give in, walking towards the door and opening it. The moment he looks at your face he puts his arms around you. You put your head to his chest, being able to really relax for the first time this week.

‘I am sorry for not answering, but I was very busy,’ you apologize after letting go. Soobin just shakes his head and tells you it’s no problem. He walks towards your couch, the only place that isn’t a complete mess, and sits down gesturing you to sit down next to him. ‘Maybe for you it isn’t a problem, but I do feel really bad-‘ you start again, but Soobin interrupts you.

‘y/n, you don’t have to be sorry for working on your dream. I showed up at the wrong time, so I should be the one apologizing,’ He tells you, but you just shake your head. Not agreeing with anything he says.

‘No, you did nothing wrong Soob. Like I said, I am the one in the wrong,’ you told him. While you put your head on his shoulder, staring in front of you. The two of you just sit there on the couch, in silence. Your hand in his, while he plays with your fingers.

‘Can I ask you a question?’ Soobin asks after a few minutes of silence, you nod. ‘Are you willing to tell me what happened before I called?’ He ask curious, wondering if he could help you.

‘I was working on an assignment that is due Monday, when I realized half of the day already passed. So I started feeling stressed out and then I started having a mental breakdown about not being good enough for my major, for you, for my bartending job and sorts of stuff,’ you tell Soobin, talking faster with every word. Soobin then suddenly grabbed your hips and made you sit on his lap facing each other.

‘You are good enough y/n,’ He tells you with a stern voice, you almost start to believe him. ‘I know you are probably still over thinking everything, but you are good enough. You work so hard, planning everything in detail. Making sure you spent enough time studying, but also working enough to pay your dorms and most of all, even making time for me. I admire the way you balance everything in your life. I adore your passion to make everything work,’ Soobin tells you and this time you start believing him. You may not be there completely, but you are working on it.

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thanks @tuanzie @allofmylovelove @mauloveskpop @yeonbins @xvshinki @eternal-bangtan @gyunies for tagging me to record my giffing process. i recorded my voice in this video to explain what i’m doing, but if you don’t wanna listen to me, feel free to mute the video. and special shout out to @yuqi-s for sharing the psd i used. 

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