#mitsubasousukekin

Me when a persecutor attacks me: this is fine I can handle it

self care is adding a ten thousand dollar camera to your Amazon wishlist despite knowing there's only one left in stock and its 10k and lord knows I cannot afford that :)

Mitsuba Sousuke demi-fictive here to sob about cameras again!!! I HATE capitalism. Obviously I wanna be a photographer growing up, and I have plans to go to art colleges around me to major in photography, and that alone!! Is going to be VERY expensive. Because im not the best student so I can't get in on a scholarship. So again, student loan debt here I come! If that wasn't bad enough, I get excited over a notification on my phone saying "the fujifilm gfx 100s camera has been released!!" So obviously I get excited about that. I already know its gonna be pricey but hey maybe I can save up for it?? I check the prices and its TEN THOUSAND US DOLLARS. I!! Am going to cry!!!! I am very poor i can't afford this!! I just want a camera *loud crying*

Mitsuba kins only have two moods, Sad and Yearning

Brain tried to replace "mitsuba sousuke and izuru kamukura co-shift" with "kou-shift" and if that doesn't say something about me yearning,

Ah hello sudden panic and urge to cry because I realized I'm a ghost! I'm,, dead. I'm not gonna age. I'm not gonna leave the school. But Kou will. Everyone will. They're all gonna grow up eventually, especially Kou, and then they're gonna leave me. I dont. Want them to leave,, I want them to stay forever I dont want them to grow up and I dont want to think about the future I just wanna be happy with kou I dont. I dont want to be left alone. I dont want things to turn out bad I don't want to have to deal with problems I,,

Not to gay post but I think its pretty unfair that I can't just manifest a giant bed in my domain and fall asleep cuddling Kou

*vibrating*