when I’m “here”
it’s not like there’s really a choice.
regression isn’t something we just think about and it happens.
at least not for me and Ashira (that’s what I call big me. It’s not her real name, but she uses it to write under.)
I used to have a different name a long time ago, but i don’t remember what it was. I’ve only been called Shiri for about a year or so.
Sometimes I kind of know what’s going on in Ashira’s life, sometimes not.
She doesn’t always remember things I do. Dunno why.
When she was in university she had a doctor who helped her with the bad stuff from childhood. i think that’s when she first started regressing.
Then she got better and joined the navy and more bad stuff happened and she forgot about it for a long time.
Then something happened that made her start remembering and she got back into seeing someone to help her with that.
Sometimee after that is when i started showing up. For a long time it was like i was just watching a show on tv or a movie.
then one day, Ashira went to sleep and and i was able to do stuff instead of just watching.
lately, it’s been me more than her.
her therapy doctors don’t know anything about age regression. she asked them.
i don’t know what to do. i’m just a kid and i’m scared. and i don’t have anyone i know to talk to about it.
