So I have some thoughts about Jily. Obviously, it has some problems. Such as coercion. But we in the Harry Potter fandom are quite adept at explaining away or flat out ignoring whatever doesn't suit our narrative.
That said, this post is about the sex life of James and Lily Potter.
So in my narrative, James is more simp than stalker. Just wants his redheaded queen to step on him.
They seem like a couple that primarily has vanilla sex. But I firmly believe that Lily is on top.
They probably do roleplay and sexy costumes and dirty talk and stuff like that.
They giggle in the bedroom when they try new things, and even when they do practiced things.
I am also a firm believer in Pansexual James Potter.
Lily may not have always been aware of this, but one day walks into their bedroom to find James fucking himself on her dildo.
They've shared sex toys before. But she bought that for herself. So she's a little annoyed that her husband, who she assumed was straight, is fucking himself on her new toy before she had the chance to use it.
"James. What the actual fuck."
James startles and topples sideways from his perched position on the bed.
"Lily! You're back!" :D
"James."
"Right right. I'm sorry I used your thing without asking. It's just that it's been a minute and I was feeling randy."
"What do you mean, it's been a minute? We had sex yesterday."
James, who has started to lightly bounce on the dildo again, "yeah, but I haven't fucked myself in ages."
"You've done this before?" Lily doesn't know why she's confused. Clearly, he knows what he's doing if he got this far. But she could've sworn she asked him about kinks, and anal wasn't one of them.
"Course. We went boarding school Lils. You really think I didn't hear what Padfoot and Moony got up to and didn't experiment?"
"What are you talking about‽" Lily says, utterly lost in the conversation and becoming distracted by James's continued bouncing.
"I'm talking about figuring out I was pan after a year of fingering myself to the thought of you, darling."
"James. I love you."
A quiet gasping breath. "Love you too, Lils."
"But why've you never mentioned this before?"
"I-" a shutter "haven't?" He's losing focus. "Could've sworn it came up."
"No, James. It didn't. I asked you about kinks and you never mentioned you liked to take it up the arse!"
"Well, it's not a kink really, is it? If you were a bloke and had a knob, wanting to get nailed with it wouldn't really be much of anything."
Lily takes a deep breath. "James. I-"
"Will you stop that‽ I'm trying to have a conversation with you."
James had started bouncing harder, lifting up higher before dropping back down. Little moans and grunts escaping his lips as he chased his prostate.
"Sorry I- ah!" he bites his lip, slowing down to circling his hips with the toy deep up his arse "It just feels so good. And it's been so long." A whine escapes him as the dildo nudges right next to where he wants it.
Thoroughly done with this conversation, Lily lets out an exasperated sigh, before lifting off her tank top and unhooking her bra with deft fingers.
James inhales sharply and wiggles up the bed a bit to see better.
Lily climbs up the bed and pins James to the mattress with a hand to his chest. He's still trying to fuck himself with her toy.
She grabs his hands and wrenches them up above his head. Leaning over him, she grabs the toy and starts fucking her husband with it in earnest.
This is their first time doing anal, and they both love it.
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june 28 - lawyer - @jegulus-microfic - word count: 201
The black brothers were a pain in the neck to play games with. Whether it was a simply story game, to one where you had to eliminate the others, they would emphasize everything.
“You’ll be hearing from my lawyer!” Regulus screamed, pointing a finger at James’s chest with an overly dramatic expression.
James gasped loudly in response, clearly amused and joking. “Love, its just Candyland.”
“To hell with the land of candy! Fuck this!”
Sirius stuck his tongue out at his younger brother, shaking his head. “You’re just upset because you’re losing to me. Admit it, you are ass at this game.”
Regulus immediately wriggled out of James’s grip, going to yank on a strand of Sirius’s hair, who grasped the Slytherin’s shirt and pulled on it. They rolled away from their two board game players, wrestling and arguing in French.
Remus rubbed the space between his eyes with his fingers, sighing tiredly. “James, why did you do this to us? You know we can’t play board games anymore.”
“It’s bloody Candyland. How can they hate this game when it’s all candy!” James tried, moving his hands accusingly to the board. “Whatever.. let’s finish the game then, Moony.”
Ashes - Sirius Black - @taylorswiftmicrofic - 397 words - AO3
Both James and Sirius had a hard time believing Regulus when he rose from the ashes, so to speak–there was never a body found to be cremated, though their family would rather him be buried anyways. There was never a body found, he was presumed dead, along with Dorcas. So, when the pair of them strolled into the Burrow that has only just become the Order’s headquarters after the Mckinnon’s were killed, there were a lot of questions. But they were by Dumbledore’s side himself, though they were adamant they would never work with a guy who allowed eighteen-year-olds to fight a war for him while he sat comfortably in his office in the most intensely protected place in the UK. They had no choice but to believe the story of the Horcruxes, how they destroyed Salazar Slytherin’s locket, Rowena Ravenclaw’s lost diadem, Helga Hufflepuff’s, a ring and a diary–the last one with the help of his brother’s unsavoury Death Eater friends. There were believed to potentially be two more, one of which is Voldemort’s snake. Despite everything they have accomplished the last year together, even they know going after that alone would be a suicide mission. But they couldn’t figure out what the last one is, if he even made a seventh, but it’s too risky to kill the snake and its owner without knowing for sure if he would never be able to come back.Â
Looking around the cosy living room, warmed by the fireplace and hot chocolate, surrounded by his friend’s–no family’s–joy and laughter, watching little Harry run around the room and bumping into almost everything after having too much chocolate, Sirius is eternally grateful for the majority vote a few years ago that lead them to winning the war. Obviously, there were plenty of friends they have lost along the way, people he wishes he could share this moment with. But he survived. These people all survived. He got his brother back and the life he has wanted ever since Remus made him realise that he wasn’t as unlovable and uncaring as his parents convinced him he was. This is what made all the pain and trauma and grief worth it. And he will never take anything as simple as playing muggle card games and laughing as a toddler falls over for the umpteenth time for granted, not ever.Â
"Ha! I told you you'd look good in gold Mr. "I look better in silver" Black! See how much cooler gold rings are?"
Gold.
Why is he wearing gold?
Sirius never wore gold before he left, he only ever wore silver. Any time it came up he went on and on about how silver looked better with his complexion, how gold washes him out. What could have possibly changed about that? Why is he wearing it now? Just because the Potters wear gold? Or was it because of him?Â
Regulus doesn't wear rings. He doesn't like wearing them, they're annoying and uncomfortable and they get caught in his clothes and make it hard to write properly or do anything with his hands and most of the time they slip around on his fingers.
But Sirius left so many in his room when he ran away, and Regulus misses his brother doesn't want them to go to waste so he might as well wear them and-
Who is he kidding? Regulus wore Sirius's rings because he missed him. He couldn't reach out -his parents would find out, and they would be furious if he didn't shut out his brother "the blood traitor"- but he could wear his rings. He could tell him he still loves him and that he's still his brother, maybe not with words or actions, but he could wear the one with a subtle engraving of the Canis Major on his index finger like Sirius used to wear the one with the Leo on his, he could bear the discomfort and wear rings every single day if it meant his brother knew he still loves him.
"You know," Remus had started tentatively, "Sirius was surprised to see you wearing rings the other day." Regulus had been shocked; he and Remus rarely talked about anything other than the time on their prefect rounds, and they certainly never discussed Sirius. "He was very confused, said he thought you hated them, and that you hated wearing silver because it's hard to maintain" Remus was obviously fishing for information, maybe on behalf of his brother but Regulus wasn't going to tell him anything he didn't know how to explain it without sounding pathetic if Sirius wanted to confront him about it fine, but he couldn't be a coward and go through his boyfriend. So Regulus just hummed in acknowledgement and continued on his way.
That acknowledgement made it so much more painful when Regulus realised that Sirius had switched to gold.
That acknowledgement meant that Regulus couldn't just pretend that Sirius had changed metals without knowing that Regulus now wore silver rings too.
That acknowledgement meant that Sirius had changed metals as a message to Regulus, that he wanted absolutely no connection to him, that he'd seen Regulus wearing his old rings and wanted to put as much distance between them as he could without giving up his favourite type of jewellery.Â
Sirius "I’ll never wear gold" Black was telling Regulus that he was just like the rest of their family: dead to him.Â
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Regulus Black/James Potter, mentioned, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Past/Mentioned Regulus Black/Barty Crouch Jr.
Characters: James Potter, Regulus Black, Sirius Black, Peter Pettigrew, Remus Lupin, Barty Crouch Jr., Pandora Lovegood
Additional Tags: now how tf do I tag this, reddit, reddit user james potter, this is a reddit post, Getting Together, kind of, Feelings Realization, Fluff, Unrequited Love, Not Actually Unrequited Love, au: reddit, Social Media, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, this is literally fanfiction in the form of a reddit post, no beta we die like my motivation to become a better student
Summary:
James doesn't know what to do after Regulus re-enters his life as do his feelings for him so he turns to reddit for emotional support.
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JILY CHALLENGE | @booksarelife-stuff vs @alittlebitofeverything23 First War with Voldemort +Â "i heard some rattling in the kitchen of our safehouse and opened the door with my wand raised and ready to fight but wait - what are yOU doing down here at 4am?"
Word Count: 2,612
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Lily wakes with a jump, hyperventilating and covered in a cold sweat.
She took stock of her surroundings. Her lumpy mattress, her sheets tangled around her, the dull throb in her head. She was home, in her cheap Muggle apartment in East London.
Lily let out a loud sigh and swung her legs down, touching the old carpet. She pulled herself up, grabbed her wand, and dragged herself to the kitchen, ignoring how the clock said it was four in the morning.
Somedays, she wondered what it would be like to not be in the middle of a war or if she was a Muggle. She’d be in uni right now, Lily knew. Probably with a large group of friends that weren’t dwindling in numbers by the day. She supposed she’d probably have a boyfriend, too, someone funny and bright and makes all her cares melt away.
Well, she could have had that now, she thinks until the crushing realization that actually, she wouldn’t have that now.
Because James was gone.
Two months. He had been missing for two months. He would have been declared dead by now, but Sirius in all his anger refused.
“Show me a body! Then, I’ll declare him dead,” Sirius had spat in Dumbledore’s face.
Lily filled her kettle and placed it on the stove before sinking down to the cold kitchen floor, placing her head between her knees.
Sometimes, her dreams had taken her back to the moment she lost him. A clearing in the countryside, curses whizzing around like mad throughout the air, the Dark Mark bright in the sky. Lily could feel the ghost of the memory of James squeezing her hand, right before they parted. It was normally a renewal of their promise, at least that is what it meant to Lily.
He broke their promise that day.
It was a stupid fucking promise. One that makes Lily almost double over in regret when she thinks about it.
At 18, Lily had thought there was no way love could bloom in the middle of a war. She thought that it would be a way of protecting each other, that way if something did happen, it wouldn’t hurt as much.
At 21, she realised that love didn’t bloom for her, it settled roots. Roots that grew strong in every nook and cranny, wrapping them around everything, covering her from the inside out.
And it certainly didn’t hurt less. In fact, it hurt worse.
When she closed her eyes, Lily almost see James’s brown eyes glowing in the sunset on the beach of the black lake as they graduated Hogwarts and made the promise. She could his warm cheek in her hand when he leaned into it, nodding reluctantly at her words.
“I don’t want them to use you against me,” Lily had said. “Or use me against you.”
“When this is over,” James had whispered, grabbing her wrist and pressing a kiss to the palm of her hand. “I’ll meet you right back here, okay?”
It hurt worse because the little time they had together was now wasted.
But those dreams of her last moments with him were nothing compared to the hurt of things that hadn’t happened.
Sometimes she wouldn’t see him, but she could feel or hear him. A hand on her back, the echo of his laugh. Other times, she would be back a Hogwarts, and James would just be there, in her orbit while the weird things that dreams do happen around them.
Other times, they were face to face, a warm smile on his face with hands holding her face there, James whispering that he loved her and she would say it back.
Those were the dreams that made Lily sob until her throat was sore and made her never want to sleep again.
Lily counted her breaths, trying to steady herself. She fisted her shirt, no his shirt that she had stolen from her and Sirius’s week of locking themselves in James’s room, willing him to come while Dumbledore refused to let them search for James.
Remus had returned from his mission to Sirius laying on James’s floor, listening to James’s favourite record, while Lily was on James’s bed, sobbing into his pillow. Remus didn’t even need words to understand. Instead, he had laid next to Lily, eyes shining.
Lily had made it with a lot of his clothes. Somethings were in boxes with strong preservation charms and moth repellents; like his old Gryffindor clothes and his favorite jumper. Others she wore, hoping they would give her some sort of comfort.
They were looking, Lily didn’t know if she would ever stop, but it came in waves for her. One week, it was like she couldn’t bear to do anything but look. Other weeks, it was like her grief immobilised her.
The kettle started to whistle, making Lily push herself up on unsteady legs and move it with a flick of her wand. She opened her bare cabinets and looked at her two tea options, earl grey or English breakfast.
She sighed deeply, grabbing the earl grey. She reached for her favourite mug, filling it until there was just enough space at the top that she didn’t have to worry about it sloshing everywhere.
She set her mug down on her stained coffee table before going to her old cassette player. It was already loaded; there hadn’t been in new tape in there for almost three months now. She ran her hands over the buttons, remembering that James had been the only other person to touch these.
She pressed, the satisfying clicks easing her a bit.
“Don't wish it away…Don't look at it like it's forever…Between you and me I can honestly say…That things will only get better.”
She flopped down on her lumpy couch, head resting on the arm of the couch. She grabbed her tea and took a sip, not caring that her tongue burned.
James loved Elton John. The cassette was a mixtape of his favorite Elton John songs that Sirius had made him for his birthday. He had left it there the last time he visited.
She listened to it often now, in times when she couldn’t sleep. It was like creating a safe space for herself deep in her memories. Of James twirling her around her cramped living room, only to pull her back to whisper the lyrics into her ear.
“And I guess that's why they call it the blues…Time on my hands should be time spent with you…Laughing like children, living like lovers…Rolling like thunder under the covers…And I guess that's why they call it the blues.”
How hard would it have been to kiss him then? Or just tell him that she loved him?
Those were only for her dreams now.
Lily took another sip. There were footsteps in the hallway she could hear over the soft music. Her Muggle neighbours often came and went at odd hours.
“Wait on me girl…Cry in the night if it helps…But more than ever I simply love you…More than I love life itself.”
A knock on Lily’s door jarred her, making her spill a little tea.
Fear gripped her as she quickly shot a spell at the cassette player, willing it to stop. She held her breath, waiting to see if maybe it was actually her neighbour’s door that was getting knocked on.
A few ticks later, there was another knock on her door.
Slowly, she sat up, soundlessly placing her mug back on the coffee table and raising to her feet. She pushed her long hair behind her shoulders as she quickly padded across the floor, avoiding the areas that she knew creaked even though her silencing charm was still up.
She ran through a list of people of who it could be, every friendly face she could think of have sent a Patronus over before they came. A death eater would have just blown the door open and walked right in.
There was another knock just as she stood at the door, two interruptions visible in the crack between the door and floor. She gripped her wand tightly in her right hand as her left reached the knob. Lily cast a protection spell right before she pulled the door open and—
No.
No.
James was standing there, leaning against the frame, like he couldn’t stand on his own. That wasn’t James, covered in dirt and ashes, dried blood down the side of his face with glasses crooked on his face.
All the breath was knocked out of her but she stayed standing, her wand pointed directly at him. She couldn’t control the tears that sprung into the corners of her eyes, but she kept her eyes still and stared at the imposter before her.
The imposter went to speak, but Lily shot a disarming spell and then a body bind, forcing them to unable to move. Before the stiff imposter could fall flat on their face, Lily quickly cast a levitating charm on them, keeping them upright.
She pulled them into her flat, not wanting Muggles to get hurt or see. She shut her door and flipped on the switch on the wall, bathing the room in a warm yellow glow as she floated the imposter against the wall.
No wand flew out when she disarmed him, but she still kept her distance. She knew she would have to check their person but the thought of doing it while this person was polyjuiced as James was too much. She had to blink back more tears as they welled up the longer she looked at his face. Her chest felt like it was getting tighter and tighter.
Lily knew she needed to alert The Order, but she felt just as paralyzed as the imposter.
“I’m going to ask you this once…” Lily’s voice shook. “Who are you?”
James’s brown eyes blinked—no, the imposter’s eyes blinked at her in response. Lily swished her wand, canceling the floating charm before rapidly undoing the body bind. The imposter fell to their knees and doubled over, coughing before Lily sent ropes to wrap around their arms and legs.
“Lily, it’s me.”
His voice cut her right through her because it was the voice she had only heard in her dreams for the last two months. The dangerous feeling of hope started in her chest, taking all the room that she needed to breathe.
For a minute, she almost lowered her wand. For a minute, she forgot that there was even a war.
“My question,” James said. “Ask me a question”
It took her a second to find her voice.
“What’s James’s favorite flower?” she asked.
“Corncockle,” he replied, easily.
She remembered his mother's laugh, the first time she had the late Euphemia, telling her that James would ruin her corncockle bush on the side of their cottage to impress a Muggle girl that lived down the lane. It was even funnier when James had returned and handed Lily a flower from that same bush, a shy smile on his face.
That flower was still pressed in between the pages of her old arthimacy textbook.
Lily sank to her knees, tears rolling down her cheeks. The rope charm canceled and James caught himself by his hands before he face-planted into the floor.
She didn’t know if she crawled to him, or he did, but soon Lily was sobbing into his neck, her arms wrapped tightly around him, whispering that he was alive.
At moments, she thought that this maybe was a dream because that’s what it felt like. It felt surreal to feel his hands gently rubbing her back, to hear his own soft sobs in her ear, to feel him cling onto her.
It was a dream, then she hoped she didn’t wake up.
“Where have you been?” she sobbed into his neck, wrapping her legs around him as they sat on the floor. “How are you alive?”
It took a few seconds for James to find his ability to speak.
“I—Regulus—,” he managed to get out. “Voldemort’s gone. It’s over, Lils.”
She pulled away, moving to look at his face, tear tracks showing just how much grime he was covered in. She didn’t care as she cupped his face.
“What?”
“R-Regulus broke me out of where they were holding me,” he stumbled over the name. “He told me that he knew how to kill Voldemort but he needed help. We did it.”
Just then, a slivery glow burst appeared in her living room, a big mastiff dog. Sirius.
“Lily. Hogwarts NOW! Dumbledore said Voldemort is gone,” Sirius's voice said before dissipating.
“I just needed to see you,” James whispered, his head resting on her shoulder. “I needed to know you made it out of this.”
Lily decided Hogwarts and The Order could wait. They could all wait.
~~~
Lily thought the sun now shone a little brighter. The world certainly felt warmer than the typical chilly April surrounding her as she stood on the shores of the Black Lake.
Maybe the warmth was coming from the person beside her. James, his arms wrapped around her, her back against his chest.
James had explained what happened. He had been stunned on the battlefield and then woke up in some dingy cell. He was tortured, a bit of cruico but the most damning evidence was Snape’s signature severing curse, small marks up and down his back that only got healed when he was on the brink of bleeding to death. James thinks he was only in captivity for a few days before Regulus broke him out.
Regulus and James had spent a month and a half destroying the Horcruxes. Regulus had died killing the final one, the nasty little snake Nagini. And then James killed Voldemort.
There was still work to be done. Death Eaters that needed to be rounded up, having proper funerals for those they lost, and rebuilding the ministry.
But Lily decided there were more important things to focus on. She would help, of course. But her priority was her friends and family. And more importantly, making up for lost time with the love of her life.
“James,” she whispered, getting his attention. He hummed in acknowledgment, but stayed behind her, swaying them gently side to side. “I think there’s something you need to do.”
It had been the first time since he came to her apartment that they were alone, and while she loved Sirius and Remus, this was something she didn’t want to do in their company. Especially if ended in the way she wanted it to.
It took him a second before she heard his breath catch.
“Ah, the promise?” he asked, his voice low in her ear.
She turned around, pressing them chest to chest. She cupped his face in her hands, her thumbs brushing across his jawline and the prickly stubble that was dusted there.
Warm brown eyes met hers before he bent down and pressed their foreheads together. She threw her arms around his neck and closed her eyes, relishing the way she could feel his breath against her. Alive, she reminded herself.
“I don’t want to waste any more time,” Lily whispered. She tried not to think about the wasted time and wanted to focus on the future. James and her’s future.
“I love you, Lily,” James said, his voice full of emotion. “I love you. I’ve loved you the whole time.”
“I love you, James,” Lily replied. “So much.”
As James pressed his lips to hers for the first time, she felt like she bloomed.
An @lcdrarry fic written by Dexiha (me), inspired by the movie Sleeping Beauty (1959).
Word count: 15670
Rating: Teen and up
Tags/Warnings: Sleeping Curse, Blood, Imprisonment, Sleeping Beauty AU, Lights Camera Drarry 2022, Various POVs, Not Canon Compliant, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Arranged Marriage, Fairytale AU, Devious Bellatrix Lestrange, Lucius Malfoy Being an Asshole, Good Parent Narcissa Black Malfoy, Regulus Black Lives, Sirius Black Lives, Happy Ending, Other Ships Not Mentioned in the Tags: Wolfstar
Summary:
It was prophesied that before the sun set on Draco’s eighteenth birthday, he’d fall victim to a curse which would send him into a deep sleep from which he’d never wake. At least, that’s what his father had told him for as long as he could remember. And it was the reason his parents kept him locked inside of his rooms.
Prompted by @missfreefairy
Link to Ao3: Here
Excerpt:
His favourite time to be outside, though, was in the evenings at the end of August. With the sun warming during the day, the temperature was always perfect all through the night, and leftover aroma of summer hung in the air, but Draco could still smell the hints of the dawning autumn. It felt like change, and every year, he wished that his confinement would pass with the summer.
It never did, and having his hopes crushed hurt increasingly much each time.
Thank you to everyone who have already read this fic and who have left kudos and comments.
Thank you to missfreefairy for prompting this. I hope I did it justice.
Thank you to the mods for running this year's fest. You did amazingly well!
Thank you to my betas and alphas, @ladderofyears @ununquadius and @all-drarry-to-me
And I'd also like to say thank you to myself, for actually giving myself the chance to write this, and to pull through until I got this finished piece.
june 8 - ration - @jegulus-microfic - word count: 114
“THAT’S NOT HOW YOU PLAY!” Regulus yelled, pointing a finger accusingly toward Sirius, who dramatically gasped in response.
Peter whimpered, scampering back to his dorm shaking his head. Remus sighed, holding his boyfriend back while reading the rules. James comfortingly patted his boyfriend on the back, “Love, let’s just leave it-”
Regulus turned toward James, livid. “But he’s doing it wrong!”
Remus cleared his throat, “Sirius is right, Regulus. You lose twenty percent of your ration here.”
Sirius stuck his tongue out, making his fingers form the letter L. “Loser.”
“Shut up you twat. You’re gonna lose this game.”
James shared a look with Remus. Why must the black brothers always be so dramatic?