[1] OKAY anon talking about Mc running off before they find out they're innocent. Okay Mc just wanted to cool down so they skip class and leave campus for the day for self care. BUT THEN they get caught up in app conflict bs like they do when game events happen bc its mc. Maybe helping out the outlaws or somethin- Mc sends the summoner group chat the fyi, that they'll be back. But three days later and the teachers are fucking panicking bc of the situation and they don't know shit AND now the-
OKAY ONCE AGAIN IâM GOING A LIL OFF ON THIS BECAUSE THIS IDEA IS JUSTÂ đđđđđ so as you can probably tell in some parts I definitely rambled lmao. I do hope I do it justice~!
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Things had gotten too much. You were so fed up with all the stares, all the sympathetic glances burning holes into the back of your head and all of the whispered words of gossip and speculation like you were some hot topic or reckless wild child who couldnât be trusted. Everyone was acting like you couldnât see or hear them, which somehow just made it feel even worse; it was driving you up the wall, even with all of your friends standing by your side the moment you were accused it was hard to ignore everything that came with it. You were pissed, hurt, but the betrayal stung the worst out of everything that had happened so far - youâd put your complete trust in your teachers, looking up to them oh so confident that theyâd believe and protect you should the need ever arise, because you genuinely believed that they saw the best in you, even in spite of your faults and encounter track record. You guess that just wasnât the case though, as that encounter in the staff room still makes you feel sick to your stomach, thinking about the way those same teachers you trusted looked at you with pity and still deemed you guilty of something you so viciously denied.Â
They still look at you with pity - Mr. Triton and Mr. Jinn donât even try to hide it, maybe not even realizing that youâre looking at their expressions when theyâd tried to start up a conversation with you. It frustrates you, because it feels like they have no right to pity you when they were the ones there in that meeting and they didnât try to vouch for you. They didnât even listen when you told them you were innocent! Surely they have enough faith in you to believe in you, right?!...right? Whatever the case the whole situation has you dreading coming into school everyday, and as the days pass youâre more and more convinced that things would be better if you could just get out of going at all - thereâs plenty of other things you could be doing where you wouldnât have eyes watching your every move, nor the weight that comes with them.
You donât know if itâs luck or sheer irony that the teacher responsible for picking you up from class is late one day, but itâs the final nail in the coffin before you decide âfuck it, Iâm out of hereâ and skip class. For the past few days youâd felt pinned, suffocated with eyes constantly on you from the moment you step onto school grounds to the moment youâre out of sight, which makes it oddly freeing to be able to run around without those disapproving gazes - but you donât want to waste time and risk getting caught, not when youâre so close to skipping and being free for at least a single day. Consequences be damned, you donât care anymore. Even though everything is still weighing heavy on your mind stepping out of the grounds feels...liberating, and you only dare a glance back once youâre out of the school gates, catching sight of students still in their classroom completely oblivious that youâve disappeared from their ranks. Telling the teachers where you were going was the last thing on your mind, but you at least have the foresight to send a message to the Summonerâs group chat before you turn off your phone and bolt from the premises, letting them know that you were going out for a day to clear your head.Â
It was only supposed to be that one day, you swear, but things have never really had a penchant for going your way. If you had stayed just a few hours longer youâd have learned about the person clearing your name; youâd have seen the teachersâ mad dash through the school when theyâd realized you werenât in any of your classes; youâd have watched the outroar as the Summonerâs learned of the truth in your stead. But youâd missed it all, and spent the day wandering anywhere and everywhere instead - wherever you could go where you wouldnât risk running into any faculty you went, stewing in thoughts and trying to forget just about everything that had happened for as long as you could before you were inevitably brought back to the school.Â
Only that didnât happen; you were able to crash at a friendâs house on the first night, called in a favor with a nearby guild for a place to sleep on the second night, and the hours in between were spent either wandering or getting dragged into fights - how ironic that even now you couldnât avoid getting involved in other peopleâs problems even if you tried - it was seriously getting old. In the meantime, the Summoners are the only ones who get word about whatâs happening, but even then you keep it vague so that you donât worry them, not to mention you donât want them to needlessly lie if they get questioned by the teachers concerning your whereabouts. Which is exactly what happens; the teachers are all worrying themselves sick by the time the third day rolls around without hide or hair of you, and itâs clear that thereâs regrets voer what had transpired over the whole week. Jinnâs rolling your last encounter over and over in his head, wondering if there was something that he could have said that would have made you decide to stay put - maybe letting you know you had someone on your side - but the what-ifs wonât change the fact that you left. Tritonâs still cursing how long it took for the news of your innocence to come to life, the thought of how you must have felt being looked at with such suspicion making guilt crawl up his spine and settle in his mind. And Mononobe doesnât stop looking for you for a second - even if you scream at him or scold him or ignore him completely he needs to see that youâre okay and doesnât want your last conversation with him being left on such bad terms. One thing is for certain though; they need to find you, and soon.
Things finally come to a head on the third day. Usually during after school hours youâd try to make yourself scarce in the area, but this time you werenât so lucky. All too quickly youâre dragged into a spat with someone itching to boost their ego with an app battle, and though it was clear theyâre all bark and no bite itâs tedious and you want it over with quickly. You just wish it was that simple, as the moment you ready your sacred artifact, watching your opponents prep to set up a battle zone, two figures block your view, standing almost protectively in front of you as they activate their respective sacred artifacts. You donât even have to see them to recognize them - Mr. Triton and Mr. Jinn are both loud as they declare their presence, stepping into the fight in your stead. Before this week you would have laughed seeing the two of them standing side by side talking big about protecting you; but now? You feel your heart sink into your stomach - this could not have been the worse time to see them.
Mercifully, the battle staves off the inevitable conversation for a little while longer, as the three of you have to focus back on the fight at hand; your teachers are skilled, or at least driven by something to end the battle, and you arenât willing to play around just to avoid what comes next, so it isnât long before the person who challenged you and his friends to all back off, releasing the battle zone as they flee back into the crowds to nurse their mental wounds. You almost want to disappear into those crowds with them before you can get caught again, however the moment you turn youâre immediately accosted by Jinn and Triton, the two teachers fighting over each other to get the most concerned word in - where have you been? Why did you run away? Are you hurt?! Their concern is sincere, you can tell as much from their faces since hiding their emotions isnât exactly their strong suit. And right over their shoulders you can see Mr. Mononobe too as he approaches to join the three of you, having not been involved in the battle zone for obvious reasons; but the sight of all three of them in the same place reminds you so much of that day youâd been accused and the emotions burn in your throat like poison.
Thereâs venom laced in your tone as you ask them why they stepped in, effectively silencing the two teachers as they share a brief glance and answer simultaneously. Hearing them talk about teachers protecting their students you have to bite your tongue because surely they know how hypocritical that sounds, right? But they keep talking, rambling on about making sure youâre safe and protecting you when you need it and itâs like a trigger, sending everything frothing to the surface. You laugh, bitter and sarcastic before asking if theyâre serious - they've gotta be kidding - but you donât even give them a chance to respond before your words claw their way out into the open and you just about lose it.
You donât care about mincing your words as you practically bare your soul, everything thatâs been welling up finally boiling over. You yell and scream and shout until your voice is hoarse because youâre so pissed that they have the audacity to talk about protecting you when they couldnât even protect you from those accusations, from all those people thinking you destroyed something just because you could. They have no fucking right to even consider themselves your protectors when they looked at you with those same eyes full of pity, now turned to guilt in light of the truth that had come far too late, and youâre gonna make damn well that they know that you arenât someone to be pitied - youâre vindicated, seething, and feeling so betrayed by the few adults that you were so sure that you could trust. But that trust was shattered - and thatâs exactly why you left, because why would you want to be surrounded by people who couldnât trust you?!
The emotion behind your voice is raw, and Jinn, Triton and even Mononobe seem to be at a loss for words - no words of reassurance, no advice, no words of wisdom - and that just twisted the knife in deeper when youâre met with no resistance whatsoever. You honestly donât know what you expected - some kind of fight or rebuttal would justify these feelings that you have - but when you receive nothing of the sort in response you lose the wind in your sails and you choke on your shouts. Your words fail you, turning into sputtering and sharp gasps when you finally buckle and sink to your knees, wiping uselessly at your face as your eyes burn with the sting of tears - a feeling youâve gotten so familiar with this past week it makes you loathe the feeling. If you could youâd still be yelling, but you just canât bring yourself to do it - youâre tired, whittled down to your bare bones and you donât even have the energy to be angry or care that youâre having what youâre pretty sure is a breakdown that wasnât in the safety of your dorm room. You want to just curl up and disappear - just for a few days, that would be okay, right? Just until you can feel something in your chest that didnât hurt like hell. The Summoners would understand, you think, they always did - theyâd trusted you at least, when it felt like most didnât. Why could they have been the ones to swoop in and help you? Itâs a silly thought, but you feel like you at least wouldnât be bawling like you are now if it had been them instead of the teachers; you can just imagine how they must be watching you cry in front of them.
Damn, this whole thing really was just a mess....
A hand touches your arm and another touches your back - youâd kick away if you could, but itâs like the touch saps you of all of your energy. Those hands have no right to be so warm, no right to feel so comforting, and yet they are and you want to cry all over again. You have no idea which teacher is the one who helps you to your feet as all three surround you with growing concern once your sobs filter off into broken sniffles, gaze torn between screwing shut to avoid looking at any of their faces and staring right at them so they can see all the emotions in your eyes that your words have failed to convey. When they talk about bringing you somewhere safe, back to the dorms or to the school to discuss everything that had happened, youâre in the right mind to run away all over again, but you canât bring yourself to do it. Instead, you allow those hands on your back and shoulder and arm to guide your steps, ignoring the concern and grave expressions that the teachers share as the reality of whatâs just transpired sets in. You donât know whatâs coming next, but you honestly donât think you care anymore - all you can think about is how tired you are of everything, and this was apparently the last straw that you could handle.