#lovekin

Tempted to go back out, sit on my deck with a coffee and just hang out for a couple hours. Rotting outside on a half dead deck bench is better than rotting in bed all day I suppose. My stepmom will probably interrupt me though, which is unfortunate, but that's life I suppose

pt: love verincarnate (link). end pt.

DEFiNiTiON ・❥・when one's true form is a love / love-like.

pt: definition, when one's true form is a love / love-like. end pt.

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☆⠀⠀⠀⠀coined by: PAUL / BEAU.

––⠀⠀⠀love purecore.

an alterhuman term for when one feels ones love alterhumanity so intensely/strongly that it becomes a core part of ones being and ones soul, and cannot be separated from who one is.

––⠀⠀⠀template used.

coined self indulgently, not as a request. do not reupload to pinterest.

––⠀⠀⠀tagging @radiomogai , @funnyyqueer , @operasnuff , @mogaiqueued , @mooniiecake , @poppiesong , @moremarriott , @narcpolar ( ask to be added ).

Love conceptkin Eddie Gluskin icons!! ^-^

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Basically, during the school day, my English teacher announced that once my class is done reading our current book, we're going to be writing a personal anonymous letter to our classmates. It doesn't have to overly deep, but it can be. Everyone will be given the same amount of points so long as they turn something in, but no one, not even the teacher, is supposed to know who wrote what. I've decided that I want to write an informal essay type of project about what it's been like for me growing up "uncanny valley", as I'd put it, AKA as someone who has always unintentionally rubbed people the wrong way due to my being unable to conform to certain societal status quos (mainly due to my undiagnosed autism and being nonbinary, but also just my weirdness in general). I want it to be separated into multiple chunks; one about my nuerodivergency, one about my gender, and one about how hard my middle school experience was due to these things and how healing high school has been for me.

Alright, that's a strange and seemingly unrelated exposition, I know, but bear with me here because it's about to get strange. I plan to end that last chunk off with a sappy but serious message to all of classmates about how much I love them, even those of them I hardly know. I was at home (hours after class and everything) brainstorming exactly how I would want to word this letter, when suddenly, upon fixating on my ideas for the last paragraph, I was hit with this really strong unwarranted/involuntary thought: "I am a hollow wooden doll bursting from the inside with love."

It wasn't like any other unprecedented thought I'd had before; it wasn't intrusive, nor was it unintentionally funny. It didn't come from my own brain at all, it felt like it came from someone or somewhere else entirely. The second it entered my mind I suddenly felt like every joint in my body was a wooden ball joint, and like my skin was replaced with smooth sanded down wood, and like my organs and blood were replaced by this warm gelatinous sensation that could only be described as pure love; not a specific kind, not romantic or platonic or familial or anything else, just love in general. For everyone and everything. Perhaps philanthropy would be a decent way to put it?

I know that this was a phantom shift, because I've had them before. I'm an otherlinker, after about six months of being such a thing this isn't entirely new to me. But my linktype related shifts are always voluntary or semi voluntary, and they only focus on one limb or area of my body and dont typically come with any particularly strong emotional, psychological, or spiritual responses. But this was fully involuntary, and it effected me inside and out. And I've never considered linking to dolls OR the concept of love. This was something I was and quite frankly still am completely unprepared for, hence why I think its a kin thing.

I'm not 100% certain that I know where this is coming from or what it means, or why I've just been awakened to it now. My best guess is that it has something to do with the fact that with the end of junior year I'm coming up on some major changes in my life, and my soul and body and conscious mind are finally hitting a breaking point where they need to be able to able to accept a part of me that's been hidden away for so long, because if I'm right about being a nonhuman in this sense, it has to be something I've been all my life without realizing it; I know, because it's only been something I've been thinking about for a few hours, and I already feel like it explains so much.

I know, this is a lot of word vomit (granted, it will probably quicker to read than it was for me to type), I'm honestly putting it out there for me more than anything else, so that I can look back on it in the future and reevaluate it however I need to, whatever that may mean depending on what the future holds. But as long as I'm taking my time to ramble about all of this, I may as well ask that any dollkins and/or lovekins who see this post share their experiences with me, if they're comfortable. Just so I can see if there's any aspects of it that I relate to and if it will help me narrow this stuff down at all.

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🪀 Hello Everybeing, Welcome To My Blog! 🪀

☆You can call me Acey, Paradrizzles, or some nickname for one of the two! This is my sideblog where I exclusively post about my experiences as an otherkin!

☆The main tag that I will be using on this blog will be "#drizzles kins".

🪀 A Bit Of Basic Info 🪀

☆I primarily use they/it pronouns, but I am a xenohoarder, so if you feel like getting funky with it my neos are the following - star/rain/cake/song/splash/sun/mango/tea/bead/plushie/cozy/sweet/soft/paw/pop/cream/cookie/lamp/core/fluff/silly/eepy

☆I use human vivterms interchangeably with vivterms related to my kintypes and linktypes (more info about the latter can be found on another sideblog tagged at the bottom of the post).

☆I like to spend most of my free time being outside, listening to music, drawing, making kandi, and playing my instruments!

☆I've been a furry for 4+ years and an alterhuman for 6+ months!

🪀 My Experience With Otherkinnity 🪀

☆As of writing this post, I was only awakened as an otherkin two weeks ago. While I have identified as an alterhuman for longer than that - I started otherlinking in late 2025 - involuntary alterhumanity is fairly new to me.

☆I am both a dollkin and a love conceptkin. I do not see these identities as separate from each other, but rather as intrinsic to each other. Externally, I am a doll, a wooden ball jointed doll to be specific, but internally, I am filled with a gelatinous substance that acts as a physical manifestation of pan-attractional love.

☆I kin all forms of love, but the one I feel most connected to is philanthropy (love for all humans). You will not find misanthropic behavior on this blog. While I respect and sympathize with alterhumans and nonhumans who have humanity related trauma and are misanthropic as a result of it, I kindly ask that you keep anti-human sentiment away from me, as I find it to be incredibly triggering and invalidating of my own experience. You're more than welcome to interact with me if you are a misanthropist, I just ask that you not directly discuss your hatred for humanity with me.

☆I consider my kinnity to be semi physical. I have the body of a hollow doll, but it has been supernaturally shaped and manipulated to allow me to survive as a human, extra layers of fat, muscle, flesh, and blood having been added on top of my wooden form. The love substance has done the same thing on my inside, reshaping itself to provide me with the organs that I need to live. I do not see this change as a negative thing, nor do I resent it; I believe that the ability to integrate into human society is necessary for me to be able to spread my love.

☆I suspect that I may have had a past life as a doll before being destroyed somehow and reborn as a human. I don't have any strong convincing memories of one, but during my kinsidering journey I had vague flashes of "false" memory of being in of what I think was the dollhouse I lived in and for whatever reason felt a strong notion that I was a doll that was intended to be modeled after a circus performer of some kind. I have concluded the possibility that the children who played with me during this life loved me so deeply that I developed a reciprocal love for humans, thus also becoming a lovekin when I was reborn. I hope to gain more recollection about my past as I continue to learn more about my kin identity.

🪀 I Suppose That's It! 🪀

☆That should be all I have to say for now! If you have questions about my altehumanity, please do feel free to ask them! Answers may be fuzzy since I'm still so new to kinhood and trying to figure many aspects of my identity out for myself.

☆If you want to see posts about my fandoms, other interests, or personal life, you can follow my main blog @drizzles-in-paradise

☆If you want to see posts about my otherlinking and learn about my linktypes, you can follow my other sideblog @paradrizzles-pawpads

☆Have a great day or night! Enjoy your stay in my dollhouse :)