I am discovering that I might be alterhuman/otherhearted, and oh my god it couldn't have been more clear.
My favourite animal was a fox, not because foxes were my favourite animal but because I thought I felt the most like a fox, because I couldn’t figure out if I was more of a cat type person or a dog type of person
I would make nests and dens on my bed, curl up the best I could like a cat, and fall asleep, EVEN if it felt uncomfortable to my body.
When I first discovered therians, I spent my entire christmas in my ants house practicing quads and walking on all 4 on her carpet, like a cat.
I always had intense urges to make animal noises but never did because It wasnt the "norm"
I felt intense urges to go out into the woods to explore, to act like an animal.
I loved, and STILL love the idea of getting cat fangs,
We have 3 dogs, and I always felt like I had a more deeper tie to them then I thought others did, like I could understand their struggles because it was like I struggled like how they did aswell.
like they should have been signs that SOMETHING was different with how I felt
these are usually things younger children experience, but I STILL experience feeling like this
the idea of having a tail and ears was so damn appealing to me, But I thought that I was just weird and cringe
This is probably not a big deal to others but like this is crazy and eye-opening and life-changing, like it feels like decades of time and repression and embarrassment being lifted off my shoulders
I know I feel more then just some animals, like being concepthearted for certain places and aesthetic pictures of places on earth, they feel like where im meant to be, what my life is supposed to be.
This is still a discovery and a big new thing for me, but it feels so relieving its unreal.