#love problem

I finally stopped worrying about this guy's feelings or replies, It feels indescribable good, I don't remember feeling so good in over 5 months, I let go SO much weight, I feel at peace! I hope everybody is able to reach this stage even if it's for some days, there really is a place of calmness in you.

So he's been messaging me being really cold these days or not even answering all messages, now I woke up with 5 deleted texts he sent me early in the morning; I can tell he's struggling but I can't just wait for him to decide to talk to me and face what he's feeling, I'd be crying all over the place when I have a life and little things to do too.

Kaito is like: 

I've had several crushes Some last for days Some also for months And the one, years

The people we like Don't like us back That is true For the most part

I dream of her I miss her I love her And I hate myself because of that

I've been crushing on her for years And I'm still counting A crush turns to love A love I can't have

I still love her Even when I haven't seen her I have every detail of her in my mind And I still see it every day