man why does nobody tell you how lonely being a 'narcissist' is
if i feel like i dont have someone's full attention and priority i feel like they just hate me and are a waste of time because what's the point of being around someone if they just hate me
what's the point of making friends if i'm not their number 1? if they'll just have romantic partners or put others before me despite everything. i could have a relationship a person for 4 years and all that could be undone by them finding someone else more enjoyable




















