#letitpass

Some things are just not fitting right, they mess up with your thoughts and emotions, and the imprint of the effect stays for long.... it wrecks you down in a second instantaneously without letting you know... I just know they just happen may be that’s how they are born...

I don’t know whether I am making sense, but I need to spit it out from my system, otherwise it will take control over my intentions and actions....

If not anything, I guess you get the idea of limiting to comfort and getting suffocated in that breeding relationship which makes you so addicted that you know you are getting trapped , but your fear is so powerful that it restricts your freedom....

I think , the problem doesn’t lie in the present or future, but it lies in our past,,, our past that conditions us to act and think in a certain way. A very important element of the past lies in people surrounding us, especially our parents , our well wishers and so called loved society. Society of standards, litigations ,, customs , principle and innumerable abbreviations that wrecks you gradually ..... People term the word as depression and the point of contact as psychotic or mental or suicidal and what not, Things become blank in between ,,,no ray of light,,, no ray of hope. darkness all around.............  these gaps are like thoughts in between incomplete, exaggerating, frustrating, painful that want to flee out of its shells...not remaining ties to its inhabitation of futile desires and countless expectations ... that restricts peace and happiness...

Fixing things take time, patience, desire and a lot of self-belief. This is not a motivational doc where I would ask you to keep going...... because its really difficult....its really taxing to take that stand......and you may push yourself enough for no genuine good. 

I would just ask you to stay , and look after your thoughts as different from yourself. Our thoughts are the contexts of the situations we are facing day and night, sometimes they are good, sometimes they are suffocating and the moment it becomes negative, one thinks themselves as the representation of that thought, which is not true...

This is the most sensitive moment.... this is the test of one’s emotional stability when everything doesn’t happen according to your plan....there is nothing going as per your control... the easiest thing to do might look giving up.

But, I would say don’t take a single piece of action....let it just pass through you... the moment you react , you give the power to it to control your vulnerabilities and insecurities... just don’t overthink on your actions for any reason... Just remember to let it pass...................................................................................