#ladyminiuit

It's been quite a while since my last update! I'm not a student anymore but I just wanted to give a quick little update on things. I stated in my last post that I was okay where I was and that I didn't have any true plans set into place and, to be honest, I'm still unemployed since that post. I've been doing research voluntarily for a lab and it's somewhat working out for me. I've been balancing between taking care of family and the household but it's been a bit rough for me mentally in the sense that I want to be a career-driven woman striving for success and progression in life. But with this time I've come to a realization that my undiagnosed ADHD and some lack in self-discipline isn't helping me go much further. There's pressure from life around me and societal pressure pushing onto me and I feel like it's not okay to feel okay with where I am now. If that makes any sense to anyone.

My current goal though is to pursue getting accepted into graduate school but I need to really shape myself up and battle my ADHD and gather up all the self-discipline I can to achieve that goal. It's a bit rough right now but maybe I can get a system going for me to truly pursue those goals.

Went on a tangent there but whoever you are, wherever you are, and in whatever time you're in; I hope you're looking out for yourself too! Eat well, hydrate, and stay healthy!

It's been a while! Once again! It's basically finals season and I'm stressed out of my mind. I have a presentation to give tomorrow and I know nothing or have nothing for it right now as well as paper that determines my grade that's basically done, it just needs a lot of work. Struggling at the moment with motivation and the ability to get up and do stuff but I know I need to get it done and I know that it's not motivation I need right now but self-discipline that needs to kick me back into reality. I'm going to get to everything today because I absolutely need to but I'll update again on how many breakdowns I have from the end of this semester.

Anywho, stay healthy, wear your masks and stay hydrated! Make sure to eat, sleep and maybe indulge in a slice of cake. Much love.

Haven't updated in a bit but I ended up finishing my summer classes with all A's! My fall classes for this semester are looking quite interesting but I'll update more about it as I go. Been feeling really productive lately with my roommate and I feel like we've been closer than before but my new roommates are still a work in progress. We've tried inviting them to things we do but it doesn't seem like they're too interested. Hoping things will be okay though.

I'm also taking a peek at my last post and I said I wanted to go walking and start running but I never ended up doing so. Though my roommate and I did walk over 11k steps today and it's making me want to walk/try and run again. Feeling quite good today!

I hope everyone's doing well, stay hydrated, eat well and sleep tight!

It's been a whole 4 months since I last wrote! It's been a rough time, especially in this last month. When I'm ready to speak on it, I might speak on it in the future but for now I'll do a small update! My undergraduate experience is coming to an end (if all things go well) in about 4 weeks. Actually, my commencement will be going on around that time and it's a little crazy to think about. I don't have anything lined up if I'm being quite honest, I've been in a massive slump and it's a little difficult to be motivated. After seeing some friends come in for the weekend though, I must say, I feel a little more refreshed and a little bit more motivated to see things through.

I'd like to eventually get into a PhD program, I may have to try and go for a masters program beforehand but it'd be a dream (that I'd like to try and attempt sometime) to get in.

That's all I really have at the moment, I hope all else is well and hopefully, I'll check in sometime soon!

It's October! It's been a while since anyone's heard from me, but hello! I've just been really busy with the fall semester. I'm in four organizations now and my classes are basically senior-level courses. It's kicking my butt right now and my first round of exams just finished. I honestly don't know how I did on two of them but the other two I was pretty confident in. Either I failed all of them horrendously or I passed those two and failed horrendously at the other two. I'll figure it out soon.

I hope everyone else's exams are going well compared to mine! I at least know for future reference what I need to focus on and how my professor's exams are structured. Anywho, I'll be heading off to bed!

Good night! Sleep well and stay hydrated!

It's been a while since I checked in! Having a hard time focusing on my summer classes as I don't feel like I'm still in school. I actually have one last exam for one of my classes tomorrow before I move on and to be completely honest, I'm not quite prepared for it. I was going to work on the review today but here I am with only the first few questions filled in. I'm just having a hard time focusing and my health hasn't been doing too hot. I've been feeling a little lightheaded today and I really just sit at the same spot for hours on end, eat badly, and sleep.

I'm going to try and start taking walks in the morning, really want to start running, but I'll see if I even do end up walking in the mornings. I want to start doing at-home workouts too but I really am suffering from how unhealthy I am and I tend to make empty promises with myself but I need to hold myself accountable.

Anywho, that's my quick update. I need to work on this review. Hopefully, I can come back with good news about myself or my studies.

Stay hydrated, eat well, and get some sleep!

Them: *asks about the difference between a resume and CV*

Me: *actually answers their question*

Them: Yikes why’d you actually take the time to answer it.