#lady fluff

As I looked outside the window to all of the city lights. I sighed. I tried so hard all throughout this week not to cry for multiple reasons. My emotions were always getting the best of me, they just never stopped. Like how old Victorian was still standing, or how we got to see Ian again. This time with a wife and child on the way. Yet as those three days turned into a week I once again understood why we couldn’t stay. It had only been 5 years and Detroit had already changed so much. From the shops to the dinners. Take for instance the one that I worked at. That changed too. It went from being a little hole in the wall to some fancy inn/ restaurant. Guess that owner got a raise after all. That’s still not what got me though. What got me was yesterday. 

Adam wanted me to be able to see my family. How they were and who was still among the living. Every year or so my family has a reunion. I remember each one vividly, even after all the things that I went through this past couple of years. They were the memories I decided to keep. To not let fade into the black. I had my aunt to thank for. She was always there to make sure that I was there at every family event. To not feel left out. Little did she know that that was gonna happen whether she liked it or not. I was an outcast now that I was ‘dead’. I saw her sitting in her old rocking chair. She had some gray hairs but she didn’t look any less beautiful. She told me that if a person is able to wake up in the morning every day then there isn’t any reason to look at how you feel. That’s no one's business but yours. That comment stuck with me throughout my life and even to this day. I wanted to run up and hug her and tell her how much I thought about her and hoped that she was okay. That I’m sorry I hurt her so much. Adam caught me before I could move another inch. I ripped my arm away from his grip. 

For a split second, I was happy. For that split second, I was overwhelmed with so much emotion that I forgot all about what we even agreed on. 

“I’m so sorry Y/N, but you know the life you chose.”

Eve’s soft words didn’t make the reality sting any less. It made it feel as though I were a child being what to and not to do. It felt disgusting and like I was worthless. It wasn’t her fault though. It was mine. For even being so naive to come here and think that everything would be how it was. Of course, things changed. No matter if it was for better or worse I knew better. I knew that I could never see my family again but like an idiot I forgot. At least I still got to see her smile. Play around with the babies in my family that no longer looked like the cute little chubby babies I last saw them as. All throughout the night, I couldn’t sleep. My mind plagued me with the thoughts of my aunt. ‘Did she still think I was out there still? Somewhere? Or has she given up?’ ‘Can she still feel my spirit? Even if it’s technically gone?’ Question after fucking question never stopped.

I hadn’t slept since last night. That’s why I sat in front of the window in the attic. The view wasn’t really much but it was something. Everything was silent until that said silence was broken by footsteps that sound heavy. It belonged to none other than the man I loved. Could ever love. He knelt beside my chair and took my hand in his, patted it a few times. My gaze never steered from the city’s starry lights.

“What’s going on in that beautiful head of yours?”

“Nothing.”

“Darling, by now I know you. Even if I didn’t know you I at; east knows that you’re sitting in my thinking spot, in my thinking chair. So, you must be thinking about something.”

“Please just, let’s not talk about this Adam.”

He didn’t like that. I could tell. Adam doesn’t scream or shout if he doesn't have to. For the most part, he will say nothing and let his actions speak for him. This time I think I pissed him off. Taking in another huge gulp of air and letting it out I head down one level to where the bedroom would be and see him packing some bags. Eve heard the commotion and of course went upstairs. It’s safe to say that she knew that Adam was made the way he packed all of the clothes and books into two suitcases. She was just in the same boat as I was though as we both questioned why he was packing. It kinda made me nervous until I saw my clothing being smoothed into the huge white and black case.

“Adam what are you-”

“If there is any book, any electronics or instruments that you would like to have while we are driving get it now. We’re leaving. Don’t ask me where cause I won’t tell you. So get your things and let’s go.”

Like clockwork, we all packed our things into a large duffel bag and booked it for the car. Adam’s old beauty had not failed us yet. It’s honestly no wonder as to why he loved it so much. I saw that he was driving out of town I got really confused. He didn’t seem mad anymore just in a rush rather. Not even about the sun really it was another thought. Something that I couldn’t pinpoint. Once we were in the countryside and far away from anything or anyone he stopped and parked his car in the middle of a grassy field. All was quiet except for the humming of the car and the radio that played some guitar in the background. Adam turned in his seat to be able to look at me in the back and Eve that was to his left. 

“Let’s get out. I need to show you both something that I should have a long time ago.”

Once we were all out Adam hoisted me up onto the car and Eve as well. Even though she could have climbed up on her own. I think it was because of the fact that he just loved being romantic like that towards us. Our own rock and roll gentlemen. 

He pointed to the moon and told us to look right.

“Right there. That’s my star.”

“How do you even know that’s your star? There are billions of stars out here Adam.”

“Cause my love. That star right there has been a very bright one throughout my years. When I first came to America that was the time that I had lost everything. You included when I couldn’t get in touch with you. I felt all alone and hated it. So I became a nomad. Following wherever the night took me. Along my way. I found a man. Honestly, if we had more time I would have made him one of my legends. He listened to my troubles and told me that right there. IS my star. Normally people look down upon life when they're sad. So much that they don’t look up because what’s the point if your life is in a spiraling mess. So he gave me something to look at. While it didn’t stop the depression. Nothing ever really will. He was right. It made me want to wait. To see if the sky would fall or change in some way. And over time it has.”

Adam finally got on top of the car with me and Eve. Sitting on my right he wrapped his arm around me and kissed my cheek and forehead. Pulling me closer he wasted his head on top of mine.

“Things change. While the feelings might not life will always, change.”

“I Know that.”

“I know you know that. That’s not my point though.”

“As you also know love bug. Adam is a man if art. He explains visually rather than orally and to the script. What he’s trying to say is that this is the time where you must let go of not letting go. Until the final person is dead and gone- even your acquaintances that you never thought you would care about. They will all die. You will feel pain, anger, sadness. We all have. Yet no matter what life you chose. You would have had to do that anyways.”

“Can’t this cycle just stop? For once.”

“Afraid not love. I too wish it did.”

“So have I. unfortunately. Those who go against nature tend to hurt the most, and so, here we are. Doomed to feel such torture for all eternity.”

“At least it’s not so bad when you have someone to share it with. Or some people. I love you both.”

“We love you more, more than time itself.”

“When can we be bold, I’m werrie of waiting each and every sentury my darling.”

“It’s unlike you to be so impatient Eve, She wouldn’t understand. Even with time what then? What if she doesn’t want to live with us forever?”

Even didn’t want to say that Adam was right but she knew that he was. That there sweet one wouldn’t like the idea of living forever, to never change or get sick. To always be the same.

Yet Eve couldn’t take it any longer. She longed to hold their darling with her hands. To touch her while all three of them bare and naked in bed. To be completely and utterly vulnerable with love.

They could see that their lover was still heavily introverted and like to be to themselves. She wasn’t much of a person who liked the outside world. That was unless she needed to. She of course had a job at the local dinner. The two immortal lovers could only talk to her that way. Nothing more then small talk. All hellos and the regular conversations between a waiter and her customers. Eve was like a book though, she could be read loud and clear just by one look or tone of her voice, with this Adam knew that Eve wanted more than small talk this time around. He wanted the same but was afraid of how their little one would react to who they really were.

“And yet isn’t it better to have loved, to have held, or kiss. Then to have not at all?”

Adam was gentle to comfort Eve in these moments. Kissing the top of her head and rubbing her left arm to snuggle her even closer in their tree. While it wasn’t right to stalk. There was no other way to see Y/N, she stayed on the computer most of the time doing heaven knows what really. Most of the time they couldn’t see her due to her habit of having her thick velvet blinds drawn. In there hiding spot  they would be able to at least get good glimpses of her.

“I still get fragments of the past. When all three of us first meet. Just last night I had that horrible memory.”

“Eve we’ve talked about this, Please.”

“You know that I have no control over what little glimpses of those times I get. Besides, I find that any time spent with her in any way is a way better way then to not at all.”

“As always my darling wife you are correct. Yet I know the memory that you recall and it’s not a pleasant one..especially when it’s the last one of them all. I could never forgive myself for that night.”

“At some point you must Adam. There was nothing that we could have done..”

Adam sighed. He could still remember the memory, Yet unlike Eve he remembered it a little too often. Always thinking how he could have changed that day or how if he wasn't such a crowd everything wouldn’t be the way it was now. The two lovers stalking outside of her window. And she not even having a clue about it, nore them in general. They lived in London before Detroit, were they all first meet. Adam had to move due to the memories and the pain of it all. Eve decided to move to Tangier. They kept in contact all the while mourning. When Adam found their lover again he was overjoyed and called Eve immidientally to bask once more in their beautiful jem’s sent. Sweet red wine with a hint of vanilla. Surprisingly she stayed the same. Even her accent.

“Still, I wonder what took her so long to be reborn. For us to find her again, rather.”

“Now you're the one who’s not sounding like themselves.”

“What forever does thout mean?”

“Don’t rush perfection Adam. The song never sounds right when you do.”

Adam chuckled and Looked towards Y/N window. She had gotten up to turn out the lights, leaving the fairy lights in her room the only thing to  illuminate the scene. Indicating that it was now there time to leave. Morning would soon arise and with mourning came the lovers one and only enemy. Y/N had lived not too far from them, But if they chose not to take the car the only option was on foot and that almost took forever to get back to the victorian manner.

Hopping down from their hiding spot once Y/N had finally fallen to peace. They walked..

“I love you my Starman”

“Same to you Major Tom.”

Eve couldn’t sleep. She tossed and turned all day long while she held onto Adam. cuddling and kissing every now and then to distract from worry. As she looked upon her husband she didn’t hold back the thought of how beautiful his smile would be if they were complete. Eve didn't only want Y/N for her. She wanted it for Adam as well. She saw how happy he was and how peaceful it made him when they were all at the diner. It was like they had never even let her slip out of their hands. She hated to see him in pain or in his head too too much. So as she turned to see if the time was right enough to leave the safe haven of their bed, she turned back to Adam and held him and pulled him closer to her chest to kiss his lips. He groaned putting his long, nibble but strong arms around her waist. Deepening the kiss. Eve mummified in delight and satisfaction of the euphoric feeling they shared .

“I’ll be back. I’m going for a walk.”

“Please stay with me..Just a little bit longer my Eve, I miss you when you leave.”

Adam mumbled through the crook of her arm

“I promise I won’t be gone for long.”

A few more minutes of trying to pry off adam’s loving hold and eve got on her clothes and headed out the door. Like her leather jacket her told a little white lie to her darling. While she was going to go on a walk she didn’t mention where.

The bell above the door rang as Eve stepped into the diner. Sitting in her and Adam’s normal spot she waited for Y/N to take her order. Eve had to be bold, she had to at least make one move after centuries of not saying anything more then usual. While she would have loved to have Adam here with her to finally say more than simple words with her, she knew that he would try to delay it. To protect what need not be in  the first place. She was in this moment being selfish for an opposite outcome. Even if he would be a little agitated by eve’s move. He knew that he couldn’t say a thing to her. Knowing that at sooner or later he would have given in as well. She was doing it for the both of them, for all of them. Catching wind of Y/N’s conversation with one of her co-workers determined Eve in every way to get her sweet one back into her arms. Y/N talked about how she knew that someone was out there for her. She could even feel it every now and then, would even catch herself wanting to walk a certain way home even though it was way off of where she was normally walk.

Eve took this and ran with it. Adam was there that day but did nothing about it. So...here she was. Forcing the ball into her cort to make something happen. Anything. A long lasting friendship, a platomic one, something..anything. Eve could have cried right then and there if it weren’t for Y/N’s bright smile coming into view to snap her out.

“Hello again Eve what can i- hey are you okay? Where’s Adam?”

Eve was quick to get herself together

“Oh i’m fine my darling, no need to worry about anything. Adam is just at home, he’s um sick. You know flu season and all dear.”

Y/N wasn’t buying into it though. Sighing and sitting down in front of her to really get down to the bottom of things she folded her hands together. Normally Y/N would have gotten fired for the action yet she didn't care. To see such a nice and beautiful woman like Eve so upset bothered her. All she saw out of Adam and Eve the many hours that they were at the diner were happy smiles. She envied their easy conversation and how they were so in love with each other. Like they had known each other for longer than the world itself had been around. Timeless love. And to see not only that Eve looked upset but without her other half was entirely off.

“I know that we may not know each other all too well but you and your husband are some of the only really chill people around here. I would hate to see something happen to either of you guys. You just seem to have this air about you. This sweet, kind, and calming cool. I have always loved both of your presence. So please if anything is happening between you two or you need someone to just confide in. I’m here, I’m sorry to hear that He has the flu but is there something else that’s bothering you?”

Eve held back a smile by putting her lips together. As she looked to the table she shook her head lightly.

“No dear, I just can’t really explain it all rather..but, maybe you can keep me some company? Just for a little while?”

“Of course, besides this place is slow tonight so i’m all yours.”

This was all Eve wanted. All she could have asked for through these painful years without Y/N in their lives. Getting to know the small details about her and knowing what she likes. Adam would be happy to know that her tastes in music were similar. She still had her own style, yet it was like talking to Adam about a new band he found, excitement was shown all over her face as she was eager for Eve to hear the music she played through one of the shared earphones.

Even if  Eve knew the song she acted as though she had no clue. Just for her, her darling Y/N.

The diner was soon to close but right before Y/N could get up and start the closing process she lightly took her writs in her hand. She could feel her warmth through her gloves. It would be to plain to say she was bewitched.

“Do you minde of I walk you home love? These streets can get hectic at times and, I Just think after tonight that would be the least I could do.”

Y/N’s Heart fluttered at Eve’s words. This feeling shocked her, she imagined a few times what it would be like to be around the married couple.She never thought of anything more than friendship's sake. So this feeling of Eve, the woman she started to slowly feel a strong connection with need her so much. It made her feel more than just friendship growing. She didn’t really know if she was Bisexual or not but..looking at Eve made it not matter so much. Her air and class, her confidence and kind heart was all that Y/N could see and started to slowly want. She quickly shook those thought from her head. There was no way that a married woman would fall for her. She didn’t really think herself to be bad looking, rather just not cool enough for Eve. Still, how could she turn down such a request? Another thought popped to her head

.

“What about Adam? Won’t he need you?”

“My Adam hates to be taken care of. He normally shuts me out when he’s sick. Either not wanting me to see him in such a state or not wanting myself to get sick while trying to take care of him. I still try but he still is a growch about it. He’s asleep right now and I don’t think he would like it if I let you walk all alone tonight. I heard full moons made people prone to be crazier than normal. So? What do you say sweet one?”

Before Y/N could even really think about an answer one of the other waiters came up from behind her

“She’d love too. Now go, I have a diner to close and that's not gonna happen if you bother are still here.”

Margret was her name. She looked after Y/N when people were being unkempt or too belligerent. She was much older, like late 40- 50’s. She didn’t look a day over 30 on the other hand and had the heart of gold. With that they were pushed out of the door along with Y/N coat in hand.

Along the way Eve could smell Adam’s sent of the horizon. She just couldn’t really pinpoint where at. Nevertheless she walked along the path with her beloved one. Talking continuously about anything that was quick to come to mind. Maybe a strange ally cat or even Eve’s trip to Tangier. Mostly about Eve’s trip. It was shocking to see someone so closed in wanting ti know more about the world and how it all looked, smelled and what the food tasted like. Eve was happy the spew her guts if it meant seeing the gorgeous smile of her loved Y/N. If only she knew she was hers. Adam’s.

“Why don’t you guys ever come in the day time? Always at night.I mean It’s never bad to see you guys before I go home, still would be nice if you guys could you know hang out.”

“I would like that too but, Adam gets pretty busy with his music at times.”

“When is he gonna publish another album? I understand that it takes time but i’ve been really addicted to his last one.”

“I have absolutely no clue dove. Adam is a very very detailed man, he likes to take his time with many things, his music is one of the things that he takes his time on. I think once ha gets better though he would love to talk to you more about his music.”

Y/N put her head into Eve’s arm while wrapping her own arms around it. It was a way fro Y/N to get closer to her. To touch her in some type of way since Eve was always covered in white leather similar to her lover who was covered in black. Hands covered so she couldn’t feel their skin and try her attempts at flirting with them to see what would happen. This didn’t go unnoticed by the Lovers though they even thought that it was cute how Y/N tried hard to be affectionate any way that she could.

Finally at Y/N apartment complex she stops Eve and thanks her for walking with her. Y?n wouldn’t ever admit it but she does get worried when walking alone at night. She always feels as though someone is watching her in the distance. Little did she know that thanks to her secret lovers she was only being watched by caring eyes.

“Wait here, I’ve got something for you!”

While Y/N was away Eve took the chance to look around and see where Adam might have been. Hearing a whistle from high above there he was sitting in their shared tree. Walking over to him she looked up smiling at him. Adam didn’t look angry just understanding calm and confused. He was jealous but understood why Eve went out and made a connection with Y/N. He’s glad that she did at least, He knows now that Y/N liked him just as much as he likes her. While he always knew just to get clarification was better than anything.

“What are you doing up there Starman?”

“What are you doing with our precious zombie Major Tom?”

Eve walked closer to the tree

“Doing what needs to be done. What should have been done a long time ago if you would have just let the past go. I know what happened wasn’t easy Adam, but you know that we both need her we love her for god's sakes. If we are to be forever then why shouldn't we live and love freely..forever. Excluding her like this won't make things better. You know it will only make it worse on your mind because you haven't made new memories with her..nore did you try. I’ve been in pain here too Adam; If we don’t move on then what’s the point of continuing to live at all!”

“Hey don’t fucking talk like that.”

“You know i’m right though. I can’t leave you again Adam, it hurt worse to be alone but that also means I can’t leave her alone either! We say it over and over that she’s our everything but how do we show it? Stocking her forever? I can’t live like that, Neither can you this is tearing you up and I can see it you-”

“EVE! What are you doing over there?!”

Eve turned her attention to Y/N standing across the street with a hand wrapped bag full of something. Before Y/N could even get close to walking across the street Eve quickly got away from the tree standing in front of her.

“I had a bit of the flu not too long ago and this stuff stopped it in its tracks. Always helps and maybe Adam could use it since I don’t really need to anymore. I really do hope he gets better so we can all link up again.”

Adam clutched his chest at the sweet gesture his small one gave.

“Why must you be too put for this world my one. And why must I be so dumb not to hold you like I want to..like I need to..like I should..”

Adam sighed

After a few minutes more and an exchange of phone numbers Y/N went back into her apartment waving to the head over heals set Eve. All she could think was to steady herself, to take things slower then they were already were. She might have known Y/N for the longest time yet the same couldn’t be vice versa.

Adam jumped down from the tree once he saw his beloved zombie spin around in her room. She looked so happy, filled with joy and all.

He looked to his wife and cocked his head signaling to head back home before the sun.

At home Eve couldn’t stop smiling from Ear to ear. She was in the same about of bliss if not more then her little one. Ripping off her jacket and gloves to inhale the scent of her. Laying down on the couch in bliss and all that is holy. No one could have a better smell, better soul, a better anything. Well no one except for Adam. When Eve changed Adam she knew they would last until the whole galaxy was no more she knew that Adam felt the same as well. Even at the worst times that feeling never changed. Always the same. Always indifferent. When she laid her eyes soon Adam waking into the room and sitting down beside the couch all she thought in her head was how lucky she was to have such an incredible man like him in her life.

Leaning in she kissed his lips and as time passed deepened it more. Adam was the one to pull away a little to put his forehead in Eve’s .

“When can I stop pretending to have the flu?”

“Well Y/N said that this stuff worked really well so I’m guessing 2-3 days maybe?”

“Eve your ruthless. Cruel and unkind.”

“I know. That’s how I became a survivor baby~”

Another kiss was planted on his lips.

“What are we gonna do now? Can’t stop here now that we know. I know you heard how her heart beated. How she was so nervous that her whole blood started to heat up a bit. Even while I was so far away I could tell that her scent was intoxicating. Completely enchanting.”

“Well, you get better, I make a time and date to meet up somewhere when she's off and, the rest is history. Real question is are you gonna be a circle of a square?”

“What do you think I’ll be?”

Eve chuckled

“Doesn’t matter, I know you wouldn’t pass up a time to be with her..cause neither would I. You know you’ve been pretty lucky with love my star man.”

“Yeah, I can say that I’ve been pretty blessed..the most in all the world. And it’s all thanks to you Major Tom.”

Eve giggles and sat up putting her jacket on and inhaling it again.

“Gonna sleep in it?”

“Don’t beg”

It was Adam’s turn to show off his pearly whites.

A\N:

I tired hard to not include too many commas since I heard that’s a no no when taking writing serious. And saying (yet,but, and though) I’ll be working on it more as I continue to read a lot more books and such. Wish me luck and thank you to lady fluff for being so kind and Inspiring! Without her I wouldn’t have ever gotten into this idea of making this serious because it took a lot of time and, thoughts, and worry. I hope that you like

CH. 1/ 3 lady! I might make 4 to include a backstory for your character and how she meet the iturnal lovers but idk yet and still have a lot to think on about it.

Also Please respect people like @ladyfluff who are hard working and publish stuff like this in 10 or more chapters. Cause this ish ain’t easy and took me 2 weeks to really get done!Please support her as well, thank you. 

THank you for reading as well~!