Keith doesnโt place his helmet on the ground as much as he slams it. It bounces and rolls away out of sight, but his mind is elsewhere. He doesnโt even bother to wait for the ramp to descend; he jumps out of Redโs mouth the second she lands. Tremors wrack his joints but he doesnโt care. Thereโs something more important to focus on. Someone more important.
โLance!โ
Keith skids to a halt in front of Blue and bangs his fists on her hatch. โLet me in! Lance, let meโโ
Thereโs muffled coughing from inside the lion. Itโs minute, but itโs there. It makes Keithโs heart skip. Heโs alive. Heโs alive, heโs alive, heโs alive.
โLance?โ He croaks.
He canโt tell what picture will be painted once he breaches the cockpit. Whether itโll be covered in shades of red or blue. Whether Lance will greet him with a weak wave and a tired hug, or heโll be on the floor, limbs twisted in odd angles. The hit he took during the battle looked heavy, but there wasnโt much Keith could see past the blinding explosion. There was no telling how the impact rattled Lance. In that moment, when orange and white seared the inside of his eyelids and his heart plummeted to his stomach, Keith had been so sure Blue had been burst into pieces.
But now he stands outside the intact lion with its pilot still inside, still alive, but who knows for how loโ
โLance, baby,โ Keith croaks with his head against the metal door. Itโs still battle-warm. โWonโt you let me in?โ
Thereโs a slight whirring noise before the door slides open. Keith all but collapses inside. He searches wildly, eyes roving everywhere, looking for a body, a suit, tan skin, anythingโ
Lance is slumped over in the pilotโs chair. โYahoo,โ he mumbles, โRight here.โ
โLance,โ Keith inhales a bated breath and rushes over to assess him.
He receives a half-hearted peace sign for his troubles. Lanceโs fingers tremble. โHey, good looking. You come here often?โ
Still joking. Thatโs good. Keith pats his body down to assess for injuries. He meticulously starts removing armor when the bulky plating gets in the way.
โWoah, woah! At least three dates before the clothes come off, man. Iโll have you know that Iโm a decent guy.โ
โWeโre literally dating, Lance.โ
โOh.โ He dishes him a lopsided grin. โWell, in that case, proposition away.โ
Keith ignores him. Heโs concussed, thatโs for sure. Who knows what other injuries are hiding? He wishes he had more light, but any more brightness would surely stab at Lanceโs eyes. He continues to peel off pieces of armor and feel his limbs up and down. Keith only stops when he hears Lance wince.
He holds his forearm precariously. โHere? It hurts here?โ
Lance nods. โYeah itโI was holding the throttle lever when it, you knowโfuck.โ He grits his teeth and clenches his eyes shut.
โWhy didnโt you say anything?โ
โI donโtโI didnโt noticeโIโm,โ Lance takes a deep breath. โIโm sorry. Iโm not trying to be difficult.โ
โYouโre not difficult,โ Keith rushes out quicker than he breathes, โDonโt be sorry. Ever.โ
Lance lets out a watery laugh. โEver?โ
Keith nods solemnly.
โWhat if I do something evil? Like uh, get rid of all food thatโs not goo? Or chuck your jacket out the airlock?โ
โI might cry.โ
โFuck,โ Lance hisses, โThatโs worse. So much worse. Donโt uhโKeith, donโt do that.โ
โDonโt cry?โ Keith finds a gauze to wrap his bleeding arm in. Lance winces when he tightens it around the wound.
โAhโyeah. You canโt cry. Itโs illegal in ten states. And all of space.โ
It takes all of Keithโs willpower not to burst into tears in that moment. He swears heโs not trying to be spiteful or petty, but the tightness in his throat suddenly has him in a chokehold. Everything catches up to him once heโs got Lance safe and secured in front of him. Heโs here. Lance is here. Heโs alive and heโs not hurtโnot too badlyโnot skewered or impaled or crushed by anything, not unconscious or unresponsive. God, it couldโve been worse. So, so much worse. He couldโve, Lance mightโveโ
โWhat?โ Lance cries. โDid you have the waterworks ready on cue? What in the grammy-nominated actor is this? Are youโwhat are youโโ He splutters. Despite all of it, Lance reaches forward with his uninjured arm to whisk the stray tears off his face.
โGuess Iโmโโ Keith hiccups. โGuess Iโm an outlaw.โ
With slow, stiff motions, Lance detaches himself from the seat and leans downwards to where Keith is kneeled. He winds his arms around Keithโs neck and fists his fingers into his hair.
โWhat are you doing? Your injury, itโsโโ
โIโm obviously arresting you, genius. Hands behind my back.โ
Keith sniffles but he still complies. โI thought itโs hands behind my back.โ
โNuh uh.โ Lance shakes his head. โMy lion, I make the rules.โ
They stay like that, in their awkward embrace, until well after it becomes uncomfortable and Keithโs limbs get sore. Theyโre still drenched in their battle sweat and itโs a little gross, but he doesnโt want to let go. Lanceโs heart beats against his, and whatโs most important is that it beats. Keith feels it, feels the rise and fall of his chest, the little breaths against his neck, and the hair tickling his shoulder. He lets himself soak in it and he remains ever so grateful that it, this, can exist for even one more day.
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