Keith doesnât place his helmet on the ground as much as he slams it. It bounces and rolls away out of sight, but his mind is elsewhere. He doesnât even bother to wait for the ramp to descend; he jumps out of Redâs mouth the second she lands. Tremors wrack his joints but he doesnât care. Thereâs something more important to focus on. Someone more important.
Keith skids to a halt in front of Blue and bangs his fists on her hatch. âLet me in! Lance, let meââ
Thereâs muffled coughing from inside the lion. Itâs minute, but itâs there. It makes Keithâs heart skip. Heâs alive. Heâs alive, heâs alive, heâs alive.
He canât tell what picture will be painted once he breaches the cockpit. Whether itâll be covered in shades of red or blue. Whether Lance will greet him with a weak wave and a tired hug, or heâll be on the floor, limbs twisted in odd angles. The hit he took during the battle looked heavy, but there wasnât much Keith could see past the blinding explosion. There was no telling how the impact rattled Lance. In that moment, when orange and white seared the inside of his eyelids and his heart plummeted to his stomach, Keith had been so sure Blue had been burst into pieces.
But now he stands outside the intact lion with its pilot still inside, still alive, but who knows for how loâ
âLance, baby,â Keith croaks with his head against the metal door. Itâs still battle-warm. âWonât you let me in?â
Thereâs a slight whirring noise before the door slides open. Keith all but collapses inside. He searches wildly, eyes roving everywhere, looking for a body, a suit, tan skin, anythingâ
Lance is slumped over in the pilotâs chair. âYahoo,â he mumbles, âRight here.â
âLance,â Keith inhales a bated breath and rushes over to assess him.
He receives a half-hearted peace sign for his troubles. Lanceâs fingers tremble. âHey, good looking. You come here often?â
Still joking. Thatâs good. Keith pats his body down to assess for injuries. He meticulously starts removing armor when the bulky plating gets in the way.
âWoah, woah! At least three dates before the clothes come off, man. Iâll have you know that Iâm a decent guy.â
âWeâre literally dating, Lance.â
âOh.â He dishes him a lopsided grin. âWell, in that case, proposition away.â
Keith ignores him. Heâs concussed, thatâs for sure. Who knows what other injuries are hiding? He wishes he had more light, but any more brightness would surely stab at Lanceâs eyes. He continues to peel off pieces of armor and feel his limbs up and down. Keith only stops when he hears Lance wince.
He holds his forearm precariously. âHere? It hurts here?â
Lance nods. âYeah itâI was holding the throttle lever when it, you knowâfuck.â He grits his teeth and clenches his eyes shut.
âWhy didnât you say anything?â
âI donâtâI didnât noticeâIâm,â Lance takes a deep breath. âIâm sorry. Iâm not trying to be difficult.â
âYouâre not difficult,â Keith rushes out quicker than he breathes, âDonât be sorry. Ever.â
Lance lets out a watery laugh. âEver?â
âWhat if I do something evil? Like uh, get rid of all food thatâs not goo? Or chuck your jacket out the airlock?â
âFuck,â Lance hisses, âThatâs worse. So much worse. Donât uhâKeith, donât do that.â
âDonât cry?â Keith finds a gauze to wrap his bleeding arm in. Lance winces when he tightens it around the wound.
âAhâyeah. You canât cry. Itâs illegal in ten states. And all of space.â
It takes all of Keithâs willpower not to burst into tears in that moment. He swears heâs not trying to be spiteful or petty, but the tightness in his throat suddenly has him in a chokehold. Everything catches up to him once heâs got Lance safe and secured in front of him. Heâs here. Lance is here. Heâs alive and heâs not hurtânot too badlyânot skewered or impaled or crushed by anything, not unconscious or unresponsive. God, it couldâve been worse. So, so much worse. He couldâve, Lance mightâveâ
âWhat?â Lance cries. âDid you have the waterworks ready on cue? What in the grammy-nominated actor is this? Are youâwhat are youââ He splutters. Despite all of it, Lance reaches forward with his uninjured arm to whisk the stray tears off his face.
âGuess Iâmââ Keith hiccups. âGuess Iâm an outlaw.â
With slow, stiff motions, Lance detaches himself from the seat and leans downwards to where Keith is kneeled. He winds his arms around Keithâs neck and fists his fingers into his hair.
âWhat are you doing? Your injury, itâsââ
âIâm obviously arresting you, genius. Hands behind my back.â
Keith sniffles but he still complies. âI thought itâs hands behind my back.â
âNuh uh.â Lance shakes his head. âMy lion, I make the rules.â
They stay like that, in their awkward embrace, until well after it becomes uncomfortable and Keithâs limbs get sore. Theyâre still drenched in their battle sweat and itâs a little gross, but he doesnât want to let go. Lanceâs heart beats against his, and whatâs most important is that it beats. Keith feels it, feels the rise and fall of his chest, the little breaths against his neck, and the hair tickling his shoulder. He lets himself soak in it and he remains ever so grateful that it, this, can exist for even one more day.
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