#justocdthings

me @ me: ok stay calm u didn't even really touch that supposedly salmonella-infectious door handle and u certainly didn't touch your face after that so like it's not in ur mouth don't worry also me @ me: I'M NOT CLEAN I'M NOT CLEAN I'M NOT CLEAN I'M CONTAMINATED AND DYING RN

negatively deliberating on the passage of time. tiring

fixating on your hypothetical reaction to deaths

hoarding toys/food because “what if i need it/want it later?” - being genuinely upset when someone wants to eat/use it instead even if i have shown no indication of interacting with the item for months

not being able to take food that had been handed to me because thinking about someone else holding it was unbearable. not understanding all my friends sharing food.

when you get an old intrusive thought re-emerge at 15 in your girlfriend’s house and fake being sick because you had to go throw up in her bathroom to “get rid of it”