#jrambles

asdfghjkl thank you @applejoon for tagging me!! ;-; 

What’s the smell of your shampoo? uhm I think it’s an orange/citrus mix?? it says “fruit” on the bottle but nothing specific rip but it smells rly nice 

What’s your aesthetic? rainy days, clear night skies, soft greens and blues, sunny autumn days

What’s your favorite time of day and why? I like quiet, early mornings for some reason? I’m usually not one to wake up before like... 11am but if I could I’d like to wake up super early and just enjoy the quiet sunrise and not think about anything

What do you most like about the beach? when it’s empty lmao miss me with those beach crowds, but just walking along the beach watching the waves sounds super calming 

What do you worry about constantly? not showing my friends how much they mean to me (bc I suck at that lbr), losing my friends and I worry a lot about having to come out eventually if I ever want to start transitioning for real lmao 

What is a song you’ve cried to before? just one??? lmao uhm... Make Up by The Script had me crying myself to sleep the other day but I’m really not sure if it was because of the song or other things rip

What are some relaxing tips for your followers? it’s okay to not respond to text messages of all sorts; take a day for yourself if you need it and try not to feel guilty for not responding to other people. it’s okay to take a breather and just hide out in your room for a day and do whatever makes you happy; play a game, watch a show/movie, read fanfic... whatever your mind calls for that day!

What are some things that make you tear up? a friend sent me this video of an otter and I legit started crying because it’s the cutest thing to ever exist look at him rubbing his lil face and eyes and just being outright aDORABLE (I also regularly cry over any seokjin compilation that shows up on my tl if I’m being honest)

What is you favorite from each sense?

Smell - those red berry/fruit scented candles I own, love that shit

Touch - anything fluffy

Sight - the clear night sky, space is terrifying but it sure is pretty

Sound - I can’t come up with a favorite sound right now... so I’m gonna go with piano music

Taste - chocolate

What is an alternative reality you’ll like to live in? I want to live in the Digimon universe and have my own digimon partner, can you imagine how cool that would be??? 

What are some troubles you face on a daily basis? battling my depression/anxiety at any given moment (some days are better than others but... Eh)

What is one scene from a book that makes you really sad? the deaths in the last Harry Potter book get me every damn time man

Say something to your followers: there isn’t a lot of you but I want to thank you guys for accepting me into the fandom!! I’m still fairly new to BTS but it’s nice to know that people don’t seem to mind and still want to follow me so thanks for that!! ;u; (I even have some mutuals, I still can’t believe yall think I’m worthy, bless your souls)