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They say the official program doesn’t start until Monday the 5th. So today we had two group exercises, a mock simulation, a mini lecture, a networking event, meeting with host families, and then ended the day with an ice cream and a foot bath in the…

Whenever you devolve through my naked illusory,

My heart is thumping so loud with bliss of exaggeration.

I was so dumbfounded with your candied memory

And I am huge disciple of my peculiar admiration.

My day is imperfect without your dazzling reminiscence.

Everyday I cannot wait to have an exqiusite glimpse of you.

With your smile, with you eyes, you have an excellent resemblance.

And I know that my feeling for you are irrevocably true.

I remember the day our immaculate eyes crossed.

It was like we were passed by a zealous electric current.

I probed that your appreciation for my feeling never paused. 

My heart is incomplete without you as its perpetualelement.

I cannot impede the yearning of this devoted heart,

Maybe I have idiotically fallen for you so hard.

Earlier, I was energized to clean my MESSY room. After going through the papers, I saw this poem. It is a sonnet, a 14-line poem. I did this when I was in 3rd year high school. This was actually our project in our English 3 subject. 

When I was in 3rd year, I had a crush. He is a Senior. He belonged to the 4th section in his department, Science High School. I had a crush on him February 20, 2009. Then, it continued. I had a crush on him for the longest time. I think it developed into love. I dunno. Hindi ko kasi alam ung feeling, kawawa naman talaga ako. He was the inspiration in this poem. I even sent him this poem part by part through his locker. When he graduated, I gave him a memoravilla. I made it. My friend gave it to him because I was so shy to show off. In the end, I know that he never appreciated anything. He just felt everything and bragged silently about it. Last year, December, I saw him again. My heart pounded like drums. 

Up to now, I still like/love or hae a crush on him. he is the reason why I don't want to attend college in De La Salle-Dasma because I might just see him there and ako na naman yung kawawa.