The last time youâd seen the boys look this scared was when Makarov almost blew Johnnyâs head off, whichâŚspelled great things for your situation.
Youâd been called in on a tip that a home in central London was the hub for a home-grown terrorist organization planning some sort of public attack. Stakes were high, but when were they not. For a while, things were going according to plan. Good, even. You shouldâve known it couldnât last.
You and the rest of the 141 followed your normal positions and breech protocol for a populated area, Price and Gaz going in through the front, Ghost and Soap through the back, and you getting in through a second-story window. A song and dance youâve done a million times before.
You were pleasantly surprised when each of you called out a âclear!â without much hassle. Maybe the organization had already bugged out? Still, there was another level to check.
âPushing to third,â you say down your radio.
âRog,â keep us apprised.â Price says back.
The place honestly looks abandoned, you figure youâll be fine on your own, so you donât bother requesting backup.
The third level starts out much the same, no movement, just normal house that looks emptied in a hurry. Until you see the last door.
Itâs gotta be some sort of clean-room. Instead of a normal wooden door, theyâve jury-rigged a glass sliding door. Inside of the room, white sheets of plastic encasing everything. You can barely see into the room beyond a sliver left open in the sheet. Odd, you think, and open the sliding door. This has to be where the magic was happening. Maybe a bomb-making studio?
âI got something up here. No tangos, just some weird clean-room.â
âHeard, weâre coming up.â
Except when you finish sliding the door open, and push the sheet aside, a motion sensor dispenser activates. Like those scent ones, but you donât think itâs Febreeze in there. A white powder blows into your face, getting into your eyes and nose immediately. You cough harshly, shaking your head and turning back around, trying to rub it off your face.
âFuâfuck-â you cough out.
Reality hits fast. This is not for making bombs. Itâs for making biological weapons. And you were just exposed.
The team climbs the stairs, you can hear them about to step into the room, which cannot happen. You donât know what you were just hit with and you donât know how far it traveled, but if thereâs a chance itâs contained to this room, theyâre not getting in.
You whirl around, wanting to close the door, but it happens without you moving a muscle. Some sort of mechanism engages, slamming the sliding door shut and locking it. The boys stop short, confused at first to see the door move on its own. Until a morbid realization dawns on their faces.
With the sheet pulled aside, they can see into the room, no, the lab. Biohazard fridges and waste boxes, haz suits and a biosafety cabinet. And you, in the middle of it all, exposed.
Johnny rushes forward, trying to pull the door open even though he just saw it lock.
âSergeantâŚâ Priceâs warning tone bleeds through the door. You can tell heâs using it to cover his dread. âWhatâs going on?â
âOpen the door, bird.â
You cough again, which does nothing to aid their fears, âafraid I canât, Johnny,â you put down your gun, and start taking off your gear, âthey werenât making bombs.â
âThey were making biological weapons.â Finishes Simon grimly.
âAffirm.â Youâre trying to keep your cool, but you know thereâs a high likelihood whatever you just inhaled will kill you.
Unfortunately, this is a reality of your job, which means you have some crash course training on it. Which means you know what some of the first steps are. You start stripping of your outer layers, which are presumably covered in the substance.
âYou need to lock this place down. Get away from the door, I donât know how far it travelled. Call a containment team and the nearest hospital with a quarantine wing ready to receive a patient exposed to an unknown biological. Theyâll need to set upââ
Youâre cut off. âHey,â Kyle puts his hand on the sliding glass, immediately going directly against what you had just said about stepping back, âyouâre gonna be okay.â
Itâs only then you notice how badly your hands are shaking while you try to unbutton your jacket. You drop your hands.
âI know.â Itâs a lie.
John is already on the phone with Laswell, getting in contact with all the right people for your situation. You knew you could trust him to keep his head steady, even now. (John is trying to stop his own shaking, he knows he needs to be strong for you).
Johnny is at the door now, âshow us what dosed you.â He demands.
You shake your head, âno, you all need to leave. If anything else happens you canât beââ
âWeâre staying.â Simon cuts you off firmly.
âBuââ you try to start again.
âThatâs final.â
You donât try to argue anymore. You just grab a face shield from the wall and start ripping down the dispenser. Sure youâre already dosed, but you donât exactly want to repeat the experience.
You show it to them. It really is just a modified scent dispenser, you could get one at any store. They immediately start analyzing.
âWell itâs cheap, they couldâve gotten that from anywhere, so theyâre not well funded?â
âNo, but look at the lab, itâs sophisticated. You canât just get those supplies from anywhere.â
âWhy bother setting up a trap if youâre actively using the space?â
âThey knew someone else was coming. So were we the target or just unlucky?â
âSo whatâs the point in dosing someone beyond your control? Theyâll go to the authorities and youâll be exposed?â
âUnless they wanted to expose someone. In a controlled environment. To test their work.â
While they keep going in circles about their theories, something hits you. How could they have guaranteed someone would find their workshop?
Call in a tip.
If thatâs the case, the testing theory still stands. You start looking around, the boys shut up when they can tell youâre on to something. You finally see it, tucked behind a microscope. A camera.
You donât hesitate to pick it up and smash it.
âJohn, call Kate back. See if she can find out who called the tip in. I bet itâs our guy.â You flip back around to them to explain your thinking, âthe test subject theory stands, they wanted to see it on someone before they went big. So they called in the tip so someone would wander in here, and then they were gonna sit and watch the effects through that camera.â
âSick fucksâŚâ you heard Kyle murmur. You donât disagree.
âSo then whatâs the main act?â Simon draws the focus back to whatâs really at stake.
âThatâs what we neeââ youâre coughing again. Itâs rougher this time, hurts more. You tuck your mouth into your elbow and let it run its course, but when you pull back, your arm is covered in blood.
They all stop short at the sight. It doesnât bode well. You can hear a faint âJohn? John are you there,â coming from Priceâs phone. Heâs opting to stare at you rather than respond.
âHenâŚâ
You wipe it away, âIâm fine. Letâs focus on what matters, the actual attack.â
They all look like they want to argue, but you canât really argue with someone whoâs dying.
John jumps into action, divvying the team. He tells Johnny and Kyle to go take a second look at the house with their new eyes to try and figure out the target. They protest, wanting to stay with you, but you think John knew if they kept worrying about you, youâd start to freak out too. You give them both a nod to let them know itâs okay.
âSee you soon,â you say, more for their sake.
When theyâre gone, John gets your head back in the game.
âAlright, we need to investigate this room just like any other. Youâre our eyes, got it?â
You nod, taking off the face shield and grabbing a pair of gloves, starting to look around. You mostly find the expected supplies in an illegal-makeshift-terrorist lab. But two things stands out: a vial stand with 4 vials missing and a password-protected computer. You knew they were probably planning a more extensive attack, but this is more proof. And the computer, well that might just be a gold mine.
You flip around to tell them what youâve found only to see Simon sitting on the ground fiddling with the mechanics of the door.
You rush back to the door, âhey! Stop that! Simonââ
âWeâre gettinâ you out! Iâm not hearinâ any argument about that!â
You kneel in front of the door, placing your hand over the glass where heâs working. âWe donât know what this is, Simon. There are people on the way who know how to deal with this, right?â You look up at John to confirm. He nods. âTheyâll be able to get me out of here without exposing the rest of you. You all need to stay in commission to stop the attack.â
He listens. Reluctantly stopping his fiddling. His head drops and he brings his arm to rest on his bent knee. âSo what can we do? I canât just sit here doinâ nothinâ watching you cough up blood.â
âI found a protected computer. If we can hack in, we might be able to figure out their plansâŚand what infected me.â You donât mention that the very fact they left the computer here doesnât bode well for your situation. The only reason they would leave a liability like that laying around is if they thought you would die before getting into it.
Still, he perks up at that. âOkay, get Johnny back up here, heâs the best hacker.â
John radios down, and the moment he asks for them to come back theyâre asking a million questions. Concerned that something happened to you.
ââM fine, Johnny. Just need that big, beautiful brain of yours.â
âItâs all yours, whaâdâya need?â
Thatâs how Johnny ends up talking you through how to hack a computer; itâs tedious but necessary. While youâre working, the containment team arrives. With a lot of reluctance and fighting, they shepherd the team away from the door to set up a secondary containment room where you can be decontaminated before getting to a hospital. You tell them itâs fine and try to keep a strong face, but losing sight of them makes you feel worse.
It doesnât help that the giant bouts of coughing are getting closer together, and more blood is coming out. You catch sight of yourself in the reflection of a glass door andâŚyou donât look good. Your skin is pallid and sweaty, your under-eyes are dark, thereâs blood lining your chapped lipsâŚmaybe itâs a good thing they canât see you anymore.
They check in frequently, especially when you have to stop responding because of the cough. Finally, blessedly, you get into the computer.
âFuckâŚâ
Immediately theyâre flooding the radio, thinking something went wrong with you. Unfortunately itâs worse. Youâve found schematics of an air duct system for a building. The blueprints are labeled âPalace of Westminster.â
âI got the target, itâs parliament. You need to go now. Theyâre going to use the air ductsââ
Youâre coughing again. Thereâs more bloodâtoo much bloodâand you canât inhale without it going back into your lungs. Youâre choking on it as you collapse to your knees, your legs finally giving out from under you from the exhaustion. Your radio is still on.
Youâre looking up at the ceiling now, eyes blurring with tears from the gagging. You should turn to your side, you know you should, but you canât get your body to cooperate. Youâre going to die, you canât help thinking.
You can hear yelling in your ear piece and outside the door. Some sort of commotion with the containment team?
The next thing you hear is the sliding door mechanism finally releasing, and someone slamming it open. A presence at your side. You expect a hazmat, instead youâre greeted by a skull mask. Your brows furrow in confusion, he shouldnât be in here. Are you hallucinating?
He flips you onto your side so you can expel the blood from your lungs.
âYouâyou canât beââ Itâs too hard to talk.
âShut up.â
He wipes your brow, and the blood from your chin, before shoving his pack under your head to elevate it.
ââM sorry, I need to keep looking for what this is, youâre going to be fine. We wonât let you die.â He says to explain why he moves away from you to search the computer.
Your eyes flutter, barely catching the rest of your team holding off the containment team to get Simon in the room, trying to get in themselves. Then youâre gone.
When you wake up again thereâs a tube down your throat. It causes immediate panic and gagging until multiple figures shoot up from chairs lining your bed. First you see Kyle grabbing your shoulder and cheek, spewing comforting words and telling you to calm down and breathe. Then thereâs John who you see yelling out the door for a nurse. Johnny is grabbing your hand and Simon is hovering in the corner of the room likeâŚwell like a ghost.
You try to keep calm enough until the nurses arrive to remove the tube from your throat, which is as unpleasant as it sounds. But finally when theyâre done, youâre semi-okay again and left alone with your boys. Which is very needed because you are incredibly confused.
Theyâre able to explain that you collapsed from the biologicalânow known to have been a modified strain of anthraxâso they rushed in to stupidly (âwas heroic!â claims Johnny) save you. Simon was able to decipher the rest of the plan, how it was anthrax, how they were going to attack parliament. Kate was able to track down the source of the tip, too. Using that info, Johnny, John, and Kyle were all able to stop the attack while you and Simon were transported to the hospital to be treated. Luckily, the terrorists werenât stupid enough to work on something they didnât have a treatment to, which Simon was also able to find.
So really, everything worked out. Happily ever after. Even still, the boys didnât seem happy.
Now that youâre okay, John seems to think itâs appropriate for him to lay into you, âthat can never happen again.â He says sternly while moving his hands from his hips to cross them over his chest. He goes on to call your actions idiotic, saying you should have waited to investigate the room until they were there, or how you shouldnât have kept working while infected (he seems to forget how he encouraged you to investigate the room). Still, throughout the whole lecture you canât help but smile. You know heâs not actually mad, but was actually incredibly worried. Now heâs covering his fear using his Captain title. Youâre okay with that, as long as you keep getting to hear his voice. He gets so worked up he eventually has to leave the room, claiming he needs more coffee.
Kyle leans down and kisses your forehead, ââm glad youâre alright. DidnâtâŚdidnât know what weâd do if we lost you.â You barely see his eyes start to get glossy before he goes after John, also claiming caffeine.
Johnny squeezes your hand, âIâm never lettinâ you outta ma sight on ops again, mark me words!â He tries to play it off like he always does, but you hear the shake in his voice. And you recall the urgency he moved with in that house.
Johnny looks between you and Simon, some unspoken conversation happens between the two of them before Johnny excuses himself as well.
Then itâs just you and Simon. Even though youâve been getting increasingly close to the team (maybe too close) youâve still been walking on eggshells around him. Unsure of how he felt about you. It seems heâs unsure too, given how tucked into the corner he is. You think that will be it, doomed to sit in this silence until the others return until,
âThought we lost ya,â he whispers. Youâve never heard him talk this gentle before.
You donât respond. How do you to that? Heâs not even looking at you.
âNever been that scared. Not since Johnnyââ he shakes his head to clear the memory. You know heâs incredibly close with them. You know the Makarov situation shook him greatly. You didnât know he could feel the same way about you.
ââŚIâm alright.â Is all you can offer.
âYou almost werenât.â He finally looks at you. âI care about you. We all do. You donât get to leave.â He says it like itâs an order.
You never expected him to be that clear about his feelings, and even though heâs technically berating you, you canât help the warmth that fills your chest.
âIâm not planning on leaving anytime soon.â
He finally comes closer. âGood. Neither are we.â








