1.2k of Cas and Dean trying to bullshit themselves and each other | Warnings: language, references to sexual content, unhealthy relationship approach
âWhat, you thought I came here to whine about my bullshit problems againand then have you make sweet goddamn love to me in your bed, roses and candles and all?â
Castiel stays where he is, attempting to appear unmoved by the defensive nonsense flung his way, but his hand tightens around the book of matches he had taken from the drawer. But he feels his eyes darken, his previous intents clouded over by anger.
âYou take offense at me meaning to light a few candles?â
âYeah, sorry, buddy, but Iâm neither drunk nor needy enough for that kinda crap. I only came here âcause Iâm horny and, truth be told, you really how to use that big dick, not âcause I was lookinâ for some heartfelt conversations and gentle lovemaking in the candlelight. Just, Bar Fling Round Two. You get it?â
With slow and measured movements, Castiel puts the matchbox back into the drawer, shuts it, and then levels Dean with a look. âI am awfully flattered,â he begins, his voice as deceptively calm as the expression on his face, âand I would apologize for being so presumptuous as to even consider lighting a few candles for a simple âbar flingâ, yet it seemed appropriate, given that you drove 500 miles just to see me and given the rather intimate knowledge that you imparted on me the other day.â
Shame visibly creeps into Deanâs cheeks, and he sputters, âItâs called a booty call, Cas. Ever heard of it? Honestly, Iâve driven farther for a gallon of milk, and thought you might appreciate gettinâ down and dirty again. Also, you really canât hold the kinda shit I say when Iâm absolutely wasted and being fucked into the mattress against me, man.â
Castiel raises an eyebrow at that, unimpressed. âYou have had two beers, Dean, maybe three, when I took you home.â He steps away from the kitchen drawer and closer towards the man who still has his shoes and jacket on, all of him clean and made-up, and who still keeps on pretending that he only came here for a hard and fast round of sex. âEven for a lightweight, that would have hardly been enough to get âabsolutely wastedâ, let alone for someone like you, who told me about the quantities of alcohol you usually consume. Among other things you have told me about.â
Dean does not retreat as Castiel reaches him, close enough to touch yet not close enough to breathe him in, but he does flinch. âSuch as about your want for human connection, for experiencing things and people as you never have before? Such as finding love, settling down, allowing yourself what you have denied yourself so vehemently up until a short while ago?â
This up close, it is easy to shame and anger warring in Deanâs face, heating it up, and to follow Deanâs tongue wetting his lips.
Dean takes a deep breath, shuddering somewhere on the verge of anger and whatever Castielâs proximity is so obviously doing to him, and denies again, âDamnit, I told you, throes of passion!â His hands twitch as if he wants to throw them up, yet in the last moment, he seems to realize that he would have to necessarily either touch Castiel or throw them around him at least, so all he does is curl them into fists. âLike youâve never spouted shit like that before when you were about to come or trying to get someone to fuck you! You seemed like the kinda guy who falls for the good olâ daddy issues routine and who has enough of a savior complex that he would try to heal the broken guy with his magical dick or whatever, so that was what I was going for.â
Briefly, Castiel wonders about if Dean were see his own face in a mirror now, whether he would see the same that he does: the tightly pressed lips, the hurt lining of his brow, the plea in his eyes. Or still that facade he is trying to put up.
Castiel has to close his own eyes against the sight for a moment, to compose himself, to remind himself that he did indeed not mean to do this anymore -- deal with the broken ones, as Dean accuses him of, pick up the strays with nowhere else to go, those who beg for his attention even with bravado on their lips in one moment and pretty moans in the other.
He cannot help himself, though. Cannot let this man go just like this, send him his 500 miles back without touching him again, without tasting him again, maybe indeed attempting to heal him with affection alone, even though he should know better. Which is most certainly his issue, something he should work through some time in the future, with a professional or someone else equipped to do so. Certainly with someone who is not Dean Winchester, made up for him, tense in his anger, and all but begging for Castielâs touch.
âIs that what you are going for right now as well?â Castiel asks, suddenly tired of himself, of this charade, of anything that further keeps him from kissing the saltiness off Deanâs skin. âMaking me feel sorry for you, so that I take you to bed and attempt to fix you there, with you beneath me and me inside you?â
Deanâs eyes go round and his mouth falls open just so, for nothing but a second, before he regains some of his composure again, and shuts it. The flush, appealingly dusting his cheeks, stays, though. âNo, man, I was just tryinâ to tell you how it is. Iâm not playing right now, no broken-man-act. I just wanted to come clear, so that weâre both on the same page, just two consenting adults hooking up, no candles, no bullshit, no nothing.â
Castiel sends a brief prayer to the heavens above, asking for their strength, because dear God, this man is trying . âThis is who you are?â he asks, slowly, as if there were any other answer than the one is about to receive.
âYep,â Dean says, popping the âpâ, far too adorably for Castielâs own composure, ânothing but the real me, Dean Winchester, handsome devil extraordinaire.â
The sigh that Castiel lets out is long and deep, and resigned. Because just like that, he knows he is in too deep already, that they both are, and that he has already lost.
âWell, then, Dean Winchester,â Castiel says, stressing his name, gaining his unwavering attention, âallow me to properly make your acquaintance.â
And before he knows it, his hands are already reaching for the man in front of him, doing what he has wanted to do ever since Dean swaggered over his threshold, one stroking his hair and face and pretty lips, making his mouth fall open again, the other hand pulling him in by the waist, warm and close against him.
All Dean does, just like last time, is melt like butter in his arms. He willingly presses himself against Castielâs chest, obediently sucks in Castielâs thumb when he pushes it inside, and moans and sighs so sweetly and with such open enjoyment that Castiel knows that, even if he might regret his decision to let Dean in again soon enough, he certainly does not now.
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An AU where Cas is more endverse like and is a firefighter. His favourite past time is annoying the young intern Dean. Today he got a day off and kidnapped his lover to have a *restful* week-end.
If you haven't done this prompt already, could you do an Alpha!Cas being hella protective of Pregnant!Omega!Dean, and Dean acting all grumpy about Castiel hovering around him but secretly loving the attention
âOh my God, can you not?â
Dean huffed, shoving at Castielâs shoulder as the Alpha tried to get up, again, and fix all the blankets and pillows around him so that Deanâs - well, there was only one word for it now - nest was more comfortable.
âYeah, âcause I have fifty thousand blankets on me and you keep adding more and shiftinâ âem around!â
âWell?â
Dean rolled his eyes, grimacing as he cupped his heavy stomach and tried to shift his weight again, sighing when he managed to work a pillow into submission under his shoulder.Â
After a moment, a small laughter escaped the Alpha. âBetter?â he asked, and Dean knew the smug dick was preening because, yeah, that seventh pillow really had done wonders and was supporting his lower back nicely.
But he wasnât going to let Castiel think that.
âYou wanna make yourself useful and get me somethinâ to eat?â
âOf course. What would you like?â
âCoffee.â
âThatâs not food. And you canât have any until youâre done nursing.â
Dean glared at the Alpha, and Castiel met his gaze steadily. âI hate you,â he grumbled, and let out another irritated growl when Castiel laughed and settled himself back into place along Deanâs side. He had his head on Deanâs shoulder, and one hand flattened, big and warm, along his stomach. Dean was too uncomfortable to wear shirts nowadays, he was sensitive and nothing fit right anymore.
Dean let out another grumble, purely for show, and settled down when Castiel started to pet over his stomach, a soft purr rumbling in his chest that went a long way to soothing Deanâs frayed nerves.
âAre you just gonna sit here and pet me all day?â he asked.
âAm not!â But there was so denying the little rumble in his throat. It was definitely a purr. Fuck.
âI can get you food, if youâre actually hungry and not just trying to get me to move again so that you can complain.â
Damn it. Castiel could always see right through him. Dean huffed, shifting in place again, and yanked one of the softer blankets up over his shoulders. âNo, Iâm actually fuckinâ comfortable for once.â
Castiel hummed. âYouâre welcome.â
âI didnât thank you.â
âNevertheless.â
Dean rolled his eyes and Castiel lifted his head. He could smell how happy Castiel was, his victor-Alpha scent meshing nicely with the sweet, cinnamon-scent he got whenever he was happy.
âYouâre a smug dick,â he muttered, but accepted the kiss Castiel pressed to his forehead, then his cheek, and finally his lips. It was chaste and gentle and Dean purred louder for a brief second.
âI love you, too,â Castiel replied.
âI want another pillow.â
The Alpha laughed, pulling away. âOf course.â
Written for @spnkinkbingo. Square filled: Finger Sucking. [AO3]
(Just once I would like to be able to write porn without so many feelings. Just once. Please?)
It starts out as a joke. Sam has no other excuse than boredom. And maybe a little pettiness.
His brother has been flirting with the waitress for the past twenty minutes and Sam grew sick of it exactly nineteen minutes ago. They just quickly went to grab a bite before leaving town and thereâs no new case yet so Sam doesnât have anything to busy himself with.
He catches pieces of Deanâs conversation with the young waitress here and there but mostly heâs staring out the window, twiddling his thumbs. Apparently, his brotherâs gone on the offensive because heâs making lewd suggestions and Sam has to fight the urge to roll his eyes every time the girl giggles.
âI donât mind it a little rougher,â Dean says now and Sam missed the context but heâs bored out of his mind and it just sort of slips out when he pipes in, âThat's not what you said last night.â
Heâs annoyed and feeling snarky and itâs quiet anyway but not quiet enough. Both the young women and Dean fall silent and turn to stare at him, the waitress with a rather confused wrinkle on her forehead and Dean with an expression that looks sort of like he wants to burst out laughing but his eyebrows are too close to his hairline, clearly stating, âWhat the hell?â
Sam waves it away, unable to come up with a reply, and gulps down the rest of his coffee. He stands up a little too fast. âYou ready to go?â
Any amusement that might have been there vanishes from Deanâs face. His eyes flick to the young woman â Sam hasnât even bothered to look at her name tag â and back to Sam. âWhat?â
Sam ignores him and decides to make a detour to the bathroom, leaving Dean to chat up the waitress some more. When he returns, he plops back down onto the cushy corner seat.
He knocks his fingers against the table to get Deanâs attention. âAlright, letâs go,â he says, âYouâve still got to deliver on that blowjob you promised me this morning.â
He shifts out of the booth, enjoying it entirely too much how Deanâs eyes widen ridiculously and his mouth falls open. The vaguely confused expression of the waitress gives way to something indescribable and Sam is shaking with the effort not to explode with laughter.
Leaving the explaining to his brother, he stands up and heads for the door, brushing his fingers against Deanâs shoulder on the way out for good measure. He catches a hiss-whisper of âI thought you said he was your brotherâ from the girlâs mouth but doesnât hear Deanâs reply.
It doesnât take two minutes for Dean to slam out of the dinerâs front door.
âWhat in the ever-loving fuck, Sam?â
He looks genuinely pissed and the time for humor has passed. Sam sighs. âDean, Iâm tired. I wanna leave. I have no desire to see you flirt with some floozy right in front of me and then have to stay another night because you canât control your urges.â
âSo you had toââ Dean pinches his nose. Thereâs a moment of silence before â to Samâs utter astonishment â he actually huffs a laugh. âGod,â he says, the corners of his mouth twitching, âYouâre a whiny bitch sometimes, you know that?â
Sam shrugs.
Dean waves a hand at him. âGet in the damn car.â
~+~
It develops into a bit of a prank war between the two of them. Sam has to admit that this one is on him since heâs the one who started it.
Since it has the positive side effect of making it impossible for Dean to pick up women if Samâs around, making suggestive comments and scaring them off, Sam continues to do precisely that. He is truly surprised when, instead of blowing up in his face at some point, Dean starts to go along with it after a while, after he realized that Sam isnât going to stop any time soon.
He has started grabbing Samâs ass in public â at the most inopportune of times â to make him jump with surprise, drop his coffee, or bang his knee against the underside of the table. Heâs always straight-faced while doing it, too.
It was sort of funny the first couple of times but it escalated when it made them look unprofessional during cases. Presenting a cool and collected image, or projecting imposing authority of the FBI becomes considerably more difficult when Samâs supposed âpartnerâ is practically feeling him up during witness statements.
Sam might be the one who started it but Deanâs the one having endless fun with it. Sooner of later, this was bound to come back to bite Sam in the ass.
âHey, look at this,â Dean says while theyâre at the police department, reaching out and twirling a piece of Samâs hair around his finger to get his attention.
Sam slaps his hand away. âAlright, stop, I get it.â
Dean looks up from the box of files heâs looking through, eyes wide and inquiring, appearing honestly innocent, and he holds up his palms in defense. âOkay,â he says as if he isnât quite sure what he did wrong and Sam doesnât know what to say. Heâs fairly positive Dean is screwing with him again but itâs not a hundred percent.
He tucks his hair behind his ear, ignores it. âSorry. Show me what you got.â
~+~
âWhy am I always the one getting fucked?â
Sam sprays his coffee over the entire surface of the desk in front of him. He coughs, âWhat?â
Dean scrunches up his nose, wiping some stray coffee droplets off his forearm. âNice, Sam, real classy.â He frowns. âI mean, why is it that people never bat an eye when you joke about me taking it up the ass?â
Sam pushes his coffee mug out of his reach before he spills any more of it. âIâWhat are you asking me here?â
âI donât know. Never mind.â
Sam looks at him, takes in the crease between his eyebrows. âI told you before, maybe they think youâre overcompensating.â
Dean rolls his eyes. âWhat does that even mean?â
Itâs beyond ridiculous that theyâre having this conversation. âItâs just something you project. Itâs pretty obvious, even to strangers, that most of your tough-guy image is an act. They think you need to feel ⌠more manly in a way.â
Deanâs mouth curls. âAnd that automatically means that Iâm theâthe bottom in our fictitious relationship?â
ââCourse not.â
âYou just saidâSam, please try to make sense.â
Sam laughs, canât help himself. âItâs just something people tend to assume if youâre ⌠the way you are, I guess. Is it important?â
Dean makes a sound of disgusted negation but Sam doesnât think thatâs the end of it. True to form, Dean processes in silence, then, after about five minutes, unfolds his legs from underneath him and gets up from where heâs been perched on the bed.
âBut I meanââ
Sam interrupts him with a sigh. âDo you really wanna know why someone would think that?â
Dean blinks. âOf course I fucking wanna know. I wouldnât have asked if I didnât.â
âYouâre a control freak,â Sam says slowly, âbut you canât admit it. You act like youâre larger than life, always the protector, the guy who knows everything, but youâre secretly looking for someone who takes care of you. You donât like to open up to people and make yourself vulnerable so youâd only trust someone that much if you were in a long-standing relationship with them.â
He smirks, adds. âBesides, youâre smaller and prettier than me.â
Dean inhales sharply, his mouth falling open. He looks like heâs two seconds from chewing Sam out but then he snaps his mouth shut with a click, staring at Sam.
âYou know it doesnât matter, right?â Sam presses, âEven if you do like it, itâs not shameful and it certainly doesnât make you any less ⌠manly or whatever. Itâs all just preference.â
Several expressions cross Deanâs face, too quick to grasp, and he silently chews his bottom lip. Then he scoffs, âYou know I never actually had sex with a guy, right?â
Itâs only when he says it that Sam notices heâs been wondering about that. The answer makes him feel strangely relieved. Then he realizes that throughout their entire exchange Dean never once denied anything.
~+~
Dean touches him more in general. It wouldnât really be noticeable if Sam wasnât keeping an eye out for it. He is almost certain that Dean isnât even aware of it for the most part. He still makes the occasional lewd comment on purpose but the difference is striking.
So maybe itâs simply another positive side effect.
Itâs just ⌠Sam is confused by it. He doesnât know what to do with it. Because heâs not so sure that what theyâre doing is healthy. Itâs harmless enough but sometimes Dean looks at him. And he catches himself looking at Dean and wondering ⌠Wondering.
The whole thing is messing with his head, thatâs probably all there is to it. But that doesnât stop him from thinking, his brain circling over the possibilities. Itâs not like itâs the first time theyâve pretended to be a couple for a case or been mistaken for one by a stranger.
Not denying it is easier, even useful sometimes.
But now itâs almost like a compulsion. Whenever Sam catches his brother setting his eyes on a pretty woman, he immediately wants to spoil it. Has to spoil it. And interestingly enough, Dean never seems angry about it, is barely even irritated anymore.
Sometimes Sam even wonders if Dean does it on purpose, checking out girls when Sam is right next to him. But itâs a ridiculous thought. Itâs just the way Dean is wired and he probably doesnât even think about it.
Sam isnât stupid. He might be a little reluctant when it comes to admitting things to himself but he canât ignore it completely.
He is jealous. Blood-boiling, rage-inducing hideous jealousy â and itâs not Dean heâs jealous of.
âSo,â he asks when Dean joins him at the bar, twirling his empty whiskey tumbler between his fingers, âFind anyone nice?â
Dean signals the bartender for a beer. âNah,â he says, spinning on the bar stool to face Sam, âBesides youâd just ruin it for me anyway. Tell âem about how I like to be tied to the headboard or somethinâ.â
âDo you?â
Dean blinks. âDo I what?â
âLike to be tied to the headboard.â Samâs not sober enough to have this conversation with his brother. Or not drunk enough.
âWouldnât you like to know.â
Dean doesnât say anything else and Sam doesnât hold out hope for a reply. He gets the bartender to pour him a refill. Next to him, Dean sips his beer in silence.
Then Dean quietly says, âI donât know. Never tried it.â
Sam doesnât want to ask but he canât stop himself and thereâs an element of the ridiculous to it. âYou want to?â
Dean snorts. âWhat is this? The kinky version of Twenty Questions?â
Sam shakes his head. âNever mind.â He throws back his whiskey, the liquid burning its way down to his stomach.
Dean rolls his beer bottle between his palms. Heâs looking absently around the room but itâs obvious that he isnât seeing anything, just thinking. âI donât know,â he says finally, âI suppose.â
He focuses back on Sam, a grin around the corner of his mouth thatâs typical and just this side of fake. âIâll try anything once.â
Sam makes himself smile in return but the only thing he can think about is how if Dean ever was to try anything, it wouldnât be with him, and that thought in itself is so disgustingly wrong that he can barely finish it. He curls his hand into a fist against the coarse fabric of his jeans as something ugly and possessive stirs inside of him.
Dean is still looking at him and itâs unnerving. Sam closes his trembling fingers around his empty glass. The bartender spots him, lifts an eyebrow in question, and Sam nods. Definitely not drunk enough.
Dean regards Samâs third whiskey a little suspiciously. âSomething up with you?â
Sam just shakes his head and empties the glass in one gulp.
~+~
Dean is in the middle of hustling pool with a couple from New Orleans, who keep snatching stolen glances at him, when Sam joins them.
âHey, Sammy,â Dean grins, his hair sticking to his forehead with sweat, a pink flush to his cheek after too many liquor shots, âThisâs Jim anâ Maggie. Guys, this is myââ
âBoyfriend,â Sam cuts in automatically and Dean doesnât even react to the word. Just smoothes out his shoulders and lines up the next shot, leaving Sam stuck with making conversation.
Thereâs a moment his jealousy spikes again, worsened by too much alcohol and the late hour, when Dean bends over the pool table and Maggieâs eyes visibly wander, but Jim is staring intently at Sam and Sam slowly catches on to what this is about.
As if on cue, Dean straightens up again, leaning backwards against the edge of the table, chalking his cue stick. âTheyâre lookinâ for another couple,â he says almost casually, looking up at Sam from underneath his lashes and Sam canât tell if itâs intentional.
Before he can say anything Dean continues, âBut I already told âem you donât share.â He turns to the couple, shrugs his shoulders. âHe can get possessive.â
Sam struggles to control his facial features while heâs trying not to stare at his brother in shock. Then Maggie comes up next to him and nudges her hip into his.
âI totally understand,â she says with a lilt, looking at Dean, then up at Sam, lashes fluttering, much like Dean did a moment ago. âWouldâa been too good to be true.â
âCome on, honey,â Jim says, kissing her cheek, âItâs getting late, letâs head back.â He brushes Samâs shoulder with his fingertips, not an unwelcome touch. âIf you guys change your mind, weâre here for two more nights. Weâre staying at the Chestnut Inn.â
Sam gives a smile, doesnât mention that he and Dean wonât stay in this town for much longer. Maybe for the night but heâs itching to leave.
They say their goodbyes and Dean puts away the pool cues. âAlright, Iâm beat. Letâs go back to the motel and sleep. You can do your thing and find us a job in the morning.â
Sam shakes his head but not in negation, just to clear it. He feels like heâs getting whiplash from this.
Deanâs palm comes down on his biceps, strokes up to his shoulder. âEarth to Sam? You okay?â
Sam croaks, âYeah,â canât help the shiver at Deanâs touch.
Dean tilts his head. âSorry âbout this,â he says, âI just figuredâI didnât know what to say to make âem let it go.â
Sam looks at him, doesnât mention that he could have just said that theyâre brothers, could have just told them the truth, because somehow he canât make himself say it. Deanâs eyes are hazy from the alcohol, his face open and vulnerable, fingers playing with Samâs collar, and heâs too beautiful for Sam to even try to find the words.
It would be so easy to wrap his arms around Deanâs waist, pull him in and closer, feel the heat from his body, but the moment is over too quickly and Dean walks away from him, out the door.
Sam unroots himself from the spot. âWait!â he calls over the music, then pushes through the door into the night, âDean!â
He catches up with him at the car in the parking lot and Dean turns, leaning against the driver side door. âYeah?â
Sam stops right in front of him. If he meant to say anything, itâs gone now.
It may have started out as a joke but thereâs nothing funny about the way Dean is looking at him, head tilted back against the roof of the car, and biting his lip. Itâs nothing but serious when Sam puts his hands on his brother, a little hesitantly at first but he quickly loses the nervousness when Deanâs eyes slip shut.
Dean gives a small gasp as Samâs arms go entirely around him, encircling his waist, pulling him in, and itâs a beautiful little sound. Sam dips his head, about to lick it right out of Deanâs mouth, but Dean halts him with a gentle hand to his sternum.
âSam?â
Sam hums in acknowledgement. Heâs looking down at his brother and somehow heâs transported back to when he was twenty-two and noticeably taller than Dean for the very first time. He remembers it feeling so wrong and beyond strange. It still doesnât seem quite right sometimes.
Right now itâs the perfect position to tilt his head a little and nuzzle his brotherâs temple, into his hairline and feel the short strands tickle his skin. Dean smells like he always does, motel soap and lingering gun powder, and itâs home and perfect and Sam wants.
âWhatââ Dean starts, licks his lips, âI mean whyâI donât understand.â
âYes, you do. I think you do.â
âBut I donât wantââ he breaks off again, pain visible in the way heâs scrunching up his face and setting his jaw.
Sam backs off a little, leaving his palms a body heat pressure against Deanâs flanks. âDonât want what? To feel like this?â
Dean nods, then shakes his head. Blows out a frustrated a breath. âIt wasnâtâI had no idea this would end like this.â He gives a laugh but thereâs no humor in it.
âWhat do you want me to do?â Sam asks and when thereâs no reply, he steps back farther, removing his hands from Deanâs body and it might just be the hardest thing heâs ever had to do.
But then Dean reaches for him, for his hands, clasps them hard and says, âNo.â
Sam keeps himself still, flattens his breathing. Heâs trying to give Dean the space he needs without putting too much actual distance between them. He knows what he wants, heâs sure. Hell, maybe heâs been sure all along, maybe this is what subconsciously started the whole thing. But he canât decide for his brother. Dean needs to arrive at the same place Samâs at on his own.
Dean tugs him closer again and Sam goes willingly, folding himself back around Deanâs torso as Dean guides his hands to come to a rest on the small of his back. Dean exhales noisily and puts his own hands on Samâs biceps.
Just that small touch â through clothing nonetheless â makes Sam briefly close his eyes.
âI canâtââ Dean shakes his head again, then tilts his chin up, demands, âKiss me.â
Itâs quite the change in demeanor but this is Dean and Sam isnât surprised by anything anymore. His brother is an âall or nothingâ kind of guy and Sam goes with it, doesnât have to be told twice. He cups one hand behind the back of Deanâs neck and leans down, catches Deanâs lower lip between his teeth and sucks on it before he cocks his head and full-on kisses his brother.
Dean makes a little noise as if he didnât suspect Sam to actually follow his request but he doesnât pull away. He sinks against Sam, into him, and something blooms in Samâs chest, knots his stomach with desire. He fingers are digging into bone behind Deanâs ear and he kisses harder, opens his mouth at the same time as Dean does.
The sky is pitch-black and thereâs no one around but Sam is still floored that Dean is allowing this here and at all but Dean doesnât seem preoccupied with their surroundings in any way. Heâs brushing his hands up to Samâs shoulders, thumb resting on his collarbone, and thereâs no hesitation in his movements whatsoever now.
Another thing that surprises Sam is that Dean doesnât make any attempts to try to gain the upper hand, doesnât strive for control over the kiss and he seems perfectly comfortable, caged between the car and Samâs body without any leverage.
He always â after his initial shocked annoyance â Â went with Samâs jokes about dick-sucking and being on he receiving end of things and maybe, maybe Sam wants to push this a little bit.
He gets his thumb under Deanâs jaw, tilts it up a little further, and shoves his knees in between Deanâs legs against the car door so Dean has to rise up on his toes a little bit. His fingers dig into Samâs skin as heâs struggling to maintain his balance.
But he doesnât say anything. Just makes another one of those breathy sounds that comes out muffled around Samâs tongue. His mouth is pliant against Samâs, following every one of Samâs movements and itâs so different to everyone heâs kissed in his life because even here theyâre totally in sync and itâs almost too familiar for his own comfort.
For a moment there it weirdly reminds him of Jessica. Or â and the thought almost makes him laugh â itâs always been the other way around.
It doesnât matter now, not now when Deanâs so soft and entirely pliable, Samâs to form and mold. It makes warmth pool in his stomach thatâs not just emotion. He shifts against Dean, hikes his knee a little higher between his brotherâs legs, and makes sure that Dean can feel the line of Samâs cock against his own hip, half-hard and growing, filling more with every lick of their tongues, and Samâs far past being ashamed.
Deanâs gasp is louder this time, his hips twitch, and he brings some space between their mouths. HIs lips are dark pink, looking thoroughly kissed and bitten, spit-slick, and itâs all Sam can do not to dive back in and rid Dean of all his clothes right here in the parking lot.
Deanâs eyes are wide, awake despite the blown pupils, irises dark green in the low light, a flush in his cheeks that somehow makes him look adorable and utterly fuckable at the same time. His taste lingers in Samâs mouth, liquor and spice, and Samâs so screwed. Irreversibly and unapologetically screwed.
He is waiting for the it to be too much, for Dean to bolt, the inevitable shove backwards and the âI canâtâ. But impossibly, Dean stays put. Just stares at him for a few crucial seconds, his mouth half-open, and Sam canât help himself. He strokes his thumb from Deanâs neck to his bottom lip, pressing against it gently, feeling it give. He crooks his finger then, clicking the nail against the line of Deanâs teeth and Deanâs eyes shudder closed.
Itâs encouragement, an invitation if Samâs ever seen one, and he doesnât waste any time sliding the digit into Deanâs mouth, letting him close his lips around it. Sam feels the ridges of Deanâs tongue against the calloused pad of his thumb and it sparks right down to his groin. He bends forward, attaches his own mouth to the corner of Deanâs, then down his jaw and the line of his neck, all the while pressing his thumb against Deanâs clever tongue.
He withdraws then, replacing his thumb with his index and middle finger, and gives a quiet groan against the hollow of Deanâs throat when Dean sucks them into his mouth right away, his hand even coming up to wrap strong fingers against Samâs wrist and holding him in place.
Sam doesnât think heâs ever seen or felt anything as erotic as his brother suckling and licking at his fingers as if theyâre the best thing heâs ever tasted, and heâs aching to get out of his jeans and stroke himself. He nicks Deanâs skin with his teeth before pulling back
He hesitates a moment before he asks, âBackseat?â not entirely sure where they stand, but Dean only nods, nothing left of his uncertainty from earlier.
The car is roomy but containing two fully grown men struggling to get out of their clothes is a challenge whichever way you look at it and Sam bumps his elbow on the car door two times. He just so manages not to hit his head against the roof through sheer luck. Dean fares a little better, shuffling along the bench seat on his back, kicking out of his jeans. He only narrowly misses Samâs head with his foot and judging by the way he muffles his laughter it was entirely premeditated.
Sam snorts a laugh of his own and grabs Deanâs gloriously naked thighs with both hands, spreading them around his shoulders as he sinks down to the leather, bending over his brother so he can lick across the head of his dick, and Deanâs amusement turns to low moans real damn fast. If Sam had any room in his mouth for grinning he would, but as it is he just takes Deanâs cock deeper into his mouth, careful to keep his teeth away, and feels it harden further against his tongue.
Deanâs fingers tangle in his hair and Sam isnât sure but he thinks he can feel them tremble slightly.
âSam, fuck,â Dean blurts and Sam hums around him, making him buck his hips up. He pulls back a little to avoid gagging, then spreads his forearm across Deanâs abdomen to hold him down.
He slides his mouth farther down, takes as much as he confidently can, and swallows. Dean near-shouts, jerking against Samâs hold.
Sam is peripherally worried about the possibility of arrest for public indecency so he reaches up, hooks two of his fingers into Deanâs mouth again, his palm cupped around Deanâs chin, thumb pressing right over his pulse point. He can feel the quick thump thump thump of Deanâs heart.
Dean makes a choked noise, halfway between affront and amusement, but takes the hint and begins sucking at Samâs fingers.
Sam can feel the vibrations of Deanâs moans. Heâs trying to gain any kind of friction against his cock but the leather seat isnât exactly the most comfortable place, so he takes his arm off Deanâs stomach and reaches down between his own legs.
Dean starts to shift his hips again and Sam pulls his mouth away, ignoring Deanâs whine of protest.
He growls, âStay down,â and Dean gives a hiccup-y moan but obeys, only little twitches of his hips and his quivering abs giving away how much heâs struggling to stay still. He bites Samâs fingers to tell him what he thinks of it, slight sting of pain, and Sam shoves his fingers farther into Deanâs mouth in retaliation until he almost-gags.
Itâs not really violent but Sam wouldnât be surprised if the fingers that arenât in Deanâs mouth, the ones pressed against his jaw, biting nails and solid grip, will have left bruises by morning. He feels the pin-sting of Deanâs fingers pulling at his hair but he doesnât have a hand to dislodge them, and anyway, he doesnât much care to.
He works his own cock in the same rhythm as he sucks Deanâs and heâs enveloped in Deanâs smell, sweat and musk, and maybe it makes him a little crazy because he pulls his fingers out of Deanâs mouth then and presses them between the cheeks of Deanâs ass, leaving a wet trail down his perineum before pushing gently against the tight muscle below.
Deanâs other hand comes down on his shoulder, his heels digging into Samâs back. âSam, Iâmââ
He breaks off, shudders when Sam increases the pressure and breaches him with just the tip of his index finger, taking him deep into his mouth at the same time, and the muscle around his finger clamps tight as Dean comes with a muffled groan.
Sam cleans Deanâs cock with his tongue while Dean shakes through his orgasm and speeds up the hand heâs got on his own dick. He twists his thumb over the tip, smearing precum, and he briefly, ridiculously, thinks about how Dean is going to kill him if he gets semen on the upholstery.
Deanâs hand is slack in Samâs hair, weakly cupping his head where Samâs got it rested against the inside of Deanâs thigh.
He mutters, âHoly shit, Sammy,â and maybe itâs the exhausted awe in his voice or the nickname but in any way, thatâs when Sam comes, too, into his own hand.
He turns on to his side to catch his breath, head lolling on Deanâs stomach and heâs almost tempted to clean his hand off on either the leather or on Deanâs clothes, just to piss his brother off, but then he has a better idea.
He lifts his hand, smearing his sticky fingers against Deanâs bottom lip in an act of bravery, looking up to gauge Deanâs reaction. Dean raises his eyebrows and for a moment Sam thinks heâs gone too far but then Deanâs tongue flicks out, little kitten-licks against the tips of Samâs fingers until he opens his mouth wider and sucks them clean of Samâs own release.
Sam groans weakly. If he hadnât just come harder than he had in a while, he might be able to get hard again just from this.
Dean doesnât stop until Samâs fingers are glistening with saliva, then pulls off and grins down at Sam, entirely too smug, and it makes Sam laugh.
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@castielsunshinegrace blessed me and my inktober art with some wonderful ficlet !!!! ITâS SERIOUSLY AWESOME !!!!! <3 (link to art here)
Destiel Ficlet : Victorian Au, Dean is younger than Cas and doesnât know anything about the High Society.
Itâs short, but I might continue into a part 2 if youâre interestedâŚbased on your inktober art.
Dean had been in London for little over a week and was having trouble adjusting. The city was nothing like his little countryside home. It was loud and crowded and chaotic. Whatâs more, he missed his brother, Sam, and his favorite horse, Baby. Heâd come to London like so many young men his age, to find better employment. Â
He was staying with his uncle, Robert. Robert had many connections in London and had insisted Dean meet with a certain Lord Crowley. The only downside? The meeting would be at a ball. Now, Dean was a fantastic dancer. Heâd wooed almost every eligible young woman in his small town. But those were country dances, nothing like the spectacle of high society. The suit alone felt excessiveâso many things to tie and tuck and button just soâbut this ball wasnât an ordinary city ball. No, it was a masquerade. Which meant Dean was also outfitted with an elaborate metal mask. Intricate designs whorled around the frame and a gemstone was fitted in the top, the mask was no doubt more expensive than all his belongings combined. Dean felt extraordinarily out of place as he arrived at the mansion, watching other men and women, also mask-clad, enter with a relaxed ease.Â
He didnât even know where to find Crowley, Robert had merely told him heâd âknow him when he saw him.â The interior of the mansion was even more overwhelming. Colors spun before his eyes as men and women danced merrily to the music. The babble of chatter added to the din. He had absolutely no idea where Crowley would be and it almost didnât seem worth it to try to hunt him down in the chaos. He turned to leaveâand ran straight into someone.Â
As Dean rattled off apologies, he looked up at the man heâd bumped into. His face, like Deanâs, was obscured by a mask, though his was darker and lined with what looked like metallic feathers. The manâs hair was thick, dark and tousled and his eyes, oh, his eyes were an entrancing blue. âI donât think I know you,â the man said, his voice so low that Dean felt his heart skip a beat at the sound. âIsnât that the point?â Dean joked nervously, âWith the masks.â âPerhaps,â the man said, tilting his head as he regarded Dean, âBut Iâve found that the eyes are a dead giveaway. And I know Iâd have remembered eyes as green as yours.â He stepped closer to Dean, staring into his very soul. The atmosphere felt electric and all Dean could reply was a breathless, âO-oh.â The man leaned in to whisper that into Deanâs ear, his chapped lips brushing against Deanâs skin. âMy name is Castiel, by the way. Castiel Milton.â âD-dean. Dean Winchester.â Dean was frozen in place. Heâd never been this nervous around anyone before. In his hometown heâd done nothing but exude confidence. But here, this close to Castiel, Dean felt as though he was free-falling. What was wrong with him?
Castiel merely smiled. âIt is good to make your acquaintance, Dean Winchester. I hope to see you without your mask soon.â "How will you know itâs me?â Dean blurted out as Castiel turned to leave. âI cannot forget those eyes easily,â Castiel shrugged, though his gaze dipped up and down Deanâs body. And then he was gone, striding back into the crowd, leaving Dean to exhale the breath he hadnât known he was holding. He wasnât about to forget those clear blue eyes anytime soon.
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Okay, so I like mpreg and I like it when Dean is the one whoâs pregnant. Anyway so I had this idea, and hereâs what I have so far. Thereâs some angst involved and exploration of Deanâs serious issues.
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Why in the name of Zep was the smell of pizza making Dean want to puke? That was not awesome. He ran to the bathroom as soon as Sam opened the box and emptied his guts into the toilet.
Sam came up behind him and steadied his shoulders. âDude, whatâs going on? Iâm really starting to worry. Think maybe we should take you to the hospital?â
Dean groaned and flushed ââM fine, Sammy, just something I ate.â
âDean, youâve been like this for five days. The way youâve been sick, if I didnât know better, Iâd say you were pregnant.â
Dean froze and nearly threw up again at the thought. Sure it was possible for men to get pregnant though incredibly rare, but there was no way Dean could be. Okay, so he and Cas had sexâthe best fucking sex of his lifeâand Cas had been on top but angels couldnât have kids. Could they? Holy fuck, Dean didnât know. He just thought angels were created just as they are. Like pod people.
Dean got to his feet and turned on the sink faucet âmaybe itâs the stomach flu.â
âI still think you should see a doctor.â
âSam, Iâm fineâ he rinsed out his mouth with water and mouth wash.
âDo you at least want me to go to the store? Get some medicine?â
Dean shook his head âNah, Iâll go. Iâm feeling better. We gotta restock anyway.â
âIâll go with you.â
âNoâ Dean said, maybe too quickly. He was thinking of getting a pregnancy test or maybe  just calling Cas, just to see. âYou just keep researching or whatever.â He left before Sam could say anything else.
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Dean called Cas when he reached the parking lot of Wal-Greens.
âHello Deanâ Cas answered.
âCas, I need to see you.â
âOf course. Where are you?â
âParking lot of Wal-Greens on 5th in town, state.â
Cas appeared next to him instantly. âIn public Dean? Arenât you concerned about people witnessingâŚ.?â
Dean rolled his eyes, heâd created a monster. Ever since they first had sex, Cas couldnât get enough. Not that Dean minded, because it was mind-blowing every time, even if it was just a quickie. âI didnât call you here for sex, Cas.â
Casâs demeanor changed instantly, his forehead crinkled and he titled his head in that adorable way of his âWhatâs wrong?â
Dean took a breath and came right out with it âCan you have kids?â
âI donâtâŚâ
âAm I pregnant Cas? Did you get me pregnant? Iâve been puking up my guts for like a week and the smell of pizza makes me sick.â
Casâs eyes widened and he reached out and put a hand on Deanâs stomach âOh my. I believe so Dean.â
âSon of a bitchâ Dean moaned and hunched over the steering wheel. He never thought heâd ever get pregnant and now, during this apocalypse crap was the worst possible time. âDo condoms not work for angels or something?â
âI donât know. Iâve never had cause to find out before.â
âFuck. What are we supposed to do, Cas?â Dean dared to look up at Cas and saw he looked just as scared as Dean felt.
âI donât know.â
Suddenly they heard what sounded like a trumpet blast.
âThe fuck?â Dean looked around and they were no longer in the parking lot. They werenât even in the car. Instead they were in what looked like a barn of all places. âWhat the fuck is going?!â
A voice from somewhere above them called out âYou should have heard the mouth on the last person I delivered this kind of message to.â The voice sounded irritatingly familiar to Dean but he couldnât place it.
Casâs mouth dropped open in a gasp âGabriel?â
Dean stared at him âAs in the archangel?â
âThe one and onlyâ said the voice.
Cas squared his shoulders âBrother, what is the meaning of this? Show yourself.â
âOnly if your babymama there promises not to try and kill me.â
âHey!â Dean barked, realizing what heâd been called.
A flutter of wings signified an angel landing. It was the last person Dean expected. âYou!â he charged at the Trickster, pushing him against a beam âwhat the hell are you doing here?â
âDean!â Cas pulled him back âThatâs Gabriel.â
âNo, thatâs the son of a bitch that put Sammy through hell!â
âWhat?â Cas looked at the Trickster.
The Trickster shrugged âEh, so I moonlight. Point is Dino, I am in fact the Archangel Gabriel and Iâm here to deliver you mooks a message from On High.â
Dean stopped struggling but Cas kept hold of him âFrom God?â
âWell it wasnât Michael. Didnât say much. Just that I had to give an Annunciation and from what I understood, he doesnât want the Apocalypse but He wants us to solve the problem ourselves. We made our bed, blah, blah.â
One of Casâs hands lowered to Deanâs stomach again âYou telling us this can only mean this child will be a savior.â
âOf sortsâ Gabriel nodded. âYou have to keep the kid safe. If the other archangels catch wind of this, well, youâre gonna be in a world of hurt. You know how they feel about nephilim Castiel.â
Dean felt numb, he couldnât believe what he was hearing. No. There was just no way this could be happening. He couldnât have a kid, especially one with a freaking destiny. He couldnât put a kid through that, he knew what kind of hell it was. âNoâ he said shakily âI donât want it. I canât do this.â
âToughâ Gabriel said âyou canât terminate a nephilim pregnancy so donât even try.â
Dean shoved out of Casâs grip, feeling his strength return âWhat free will huh? What the fuck ever happened to that?! Did anyone think to ask me first? Fuck this shit!â
Gabrielâs eyes flashed and a shadow of wings appeared behind him âYou chose to have sex Dean. You got pregnant. God didnât wake up one day and say to Himself âHey, Iâm gonna cause Dean Winchester more grief and make him pregnant with the next Savior.â You got pregnant through a quirk of biology and timing. God saw an opportunity. Because quite frankly, the way your little anti-apocalypse team is going, things donât look so good. Sure you might stop it, you might put Lucifer back in his box, but trust me you wouldnât like what happens after that. Let me tell you, He showed me some stuff.â
âLike what?â Cas asked softly.
The wings disappeared and Gabrielâs eyes went back to hazel âTrust me kiddo, you donât wanna know. But, uh, for future reference, donât talk to demons without consulting someone you really trust first. You always were the most gullible.â
Deanâs mind raced, the very thought of having a kid in this life, of having to look after someone who wasnâtâŚhe just couldnât. His fatherâs words came back to hit him full force âLook after your brother, Dean, no one is more important that Sammy, understand?â
âI canât do thisâ he said âI canât.â
Gabriel sighed âOnce the babyâs born, if you donât want her then fine. Iâm sure Castiel will take care of her just fine. But you have to go through with the pregnancy. End of story.â He snapped his fingers and Dean was back in Baby.
Slutty fratboy dean acts cocky and posts pictures of his cherry ass on instagram and cas meets dean at a party and realizes how much of a huge virgin dean is and cas fucks dean so hard dean passes out đ
And Dean would be so vocal in bed and Cas would absolutely adore it and always ask, in all of his innocent honesty, âDoes that feel good, Dean?â, âDo you want me to take you harder?â and âWould you like another finger?â, and Dean would always just moan little âYes, please, Casâs and enjoy how there is no shame in what Cas offers, in what Dean offers neither, and in what either of them wants to take.