#idontmeanit

they were in love here

I've figured it out. I've figured out why I get the way I get. It seems to be an inherent problem I have, but it's something that's built into the way I am. There's a reason I get irritated with the things I do. And most of all, I get irritated when people don't get why I'm getting irritated. It seems absurd to me that someone could not think the way I am. That my logic is not the logic of regularity. It's funny that it took so long to dawn on me, But that really is why I have much higher expectations from people than otherwise. For me to get irritated with something as simple as someone not inviting me somewhere, And then having thought I did not want to be invited. A severe case of, "put yourself in my shoes" is what it really is. If anyone, I think I'd like to attribute that to my beautiful genes. From all ends, I seem to have been taught brilliantly how figure out how things feel. Except sometimes, When I have to deal with people that have thoughts that just do not match mine on any level, That's when I screw up. Because they'll never get where I come from, or what I even mean, When I say the things I do. But that's just about it.

He likes to be liked. But I like him be liked by only me. 😂 #possessiveprobs #idontmeanit #slightlang I love youuu! 💘 (at Trinity University of Asia)

Everyone's saying to me that it's good to move on and change. I can't move one, not with all this shit going on inside my head. They tell me the opposite of what I say because they think that's what I want to hear. But it's not, I want to just here an 'I'll try to help' I don't all the 'But you're not that' shite. I'm fucking helpless in everything a part from putting myself down. People ask when when it all changed for me. All I can say is I don't know because I haven't ever thought about it because it's by something I want to do. I don't want to look back. I want to just try and learn to be normal again, but I guess I'm just going to be like this for the rest of my life. Let's hope it's not long if I am....

#crazysister #pagalpanti #idontmeanit #funny (at The Close North)

# coolerthan @taylorswift #squad #iloveyoutaylorswift #idontmeanit