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Mr. "I don't fall in love" Nott, realizing he's already fallen, pure fluff and the other boys making fun
The Slytherin common room breathed like a living thing: low emerald light pulsing from the lake windows, the fire hissing soft secrets into the hush, the faint mineral scent of deep water seeping through stone. Theo Nott had claimed the velvet wingback hours ago, boots kicked off, socks mismatchedâone black, one dark green with tiny silver snakes heâd never admit to owning. The book in his lap, Defensive Magical Theory that he was supposed to be revising lay open to the same diagram of a Protego variant heâd memorized in fourth year. Useless. Every nerve ending was tuned to the pretty girl asleep on him instead.
You were a compact tangle of limbs and warmth, knees drawn up, one socked foot hooked over his ankle like youâd staked territory. Your hair smelled of cedarwood soap and the vanilla ink you used for notes; every time you exhaled, the strands fluttered against his collarbone and his heartbeat tripped like a drunk on stairs. Theoâs palm had found the warm crescent of skin between your hoodie and joggers twenty minutes ago and hadnât left. Slow, reverent circlesâthumb tracing the faint dimple at the base of your spine, middle finger brushing the soft rise just above your hip. Each pass felt like signing his name in a language heâd sworn heâd never learn.
He was not in love. Heâd said it out loud to Draco last week, voice bored, cigarette dangling: âLoveâs a liability. I donât do liabilities.â Draco had laughed so hard heâd nearly fallen off the astronomy tower railing. Theo had meant it then. He was ninety percent sure heâd meant it.
Then youâd sighedâa tiny, kittenish soundâand burrowed closer, nose nudging the hollow beneath his jaw. Ninety percent plummeted to seventy-five. Your fingers, slack in sleep, uncurled against his chest, pinky brushing the silver chain he wore under his shirt. Sixty percent. He was free-falling and the ground was made of your eyelashes.
The portrait hole scraped open with the subtlety of a troll in tap shoes. Blaise stumbled in first, tie askew, cheeks flushed from whatever fruity drink he'd decided to drink. Draco followed, hair artfully mussed, smirking like he always is with his pureblood arrogance. Mattheo brought up the rear, one shoe untied, humming an off-key Celestina Warbeck chorus.
They froze in a perfect comedic tableau.
Blaiseâs mouth opened, closed. Dracoâs eyebrow performed an Olympic vault. Mattheo actually dropped his cloak.
Theo didnât move. Couldnât. Your weight pinned him more thoroughly than any binding spell. He settled for a glare sharp enough to slice bread. âYouâre drunk.â As if that would make the trio believe they were having hallucinations, unfortunately, he was not so lucky.
âObservant,â Draco drawled, but his eyes were laughing. âWe texted you six times, Nott. Thought youâd been kidnapped by merpeople. Turns out you were kidnapped byââ he gestured vaguely at your sleeping formââcozy domesticity.â
Mattheo flopped onto the rug, propping his chin in his hands like a gossip columnist, his cheeks flushed from alcohol and eyes red from something he probably shouldn't have had. âLook at him. The Ice Prince melteth. I give it three minutes before he starts braiding her hair.â
Theoâs fingers twitched toward his wand, then thought better of it. Youâd hate the noise. Instead he tucked the blanket higher around your shoulders, the motion so tender it shouldâve come with a warning label. âShut up,â he said, but there was no venom in it. The words came out soft, almost fond. Fifty percent.
Blaise circled like a shark scenting blood. âRemember when you saidâand I quoteââI donât do commitment, I have more important goalsâ?â He produced a crumpled receipt from the Three Broomsticks, waving it like evidence. âGoal tonight was butterbeer and that Ravenclaw with the long legs. Instead youâre here playing weighted blanket.â
Your next breath hitched, a sleepy whimper that arrowed straight through Theoâs ribs. You turned your face into his neck, lips brushing the pulse that was suddenly sprinting. Forty percent. Thirty. He was a house of cards in a windstorm.
Draco dropped into the opposite chair, stretching long legs toward the fire. âHeâs counting her freckles,â he announced to the ceiling. âI can see it. Left cheekâthree. Noseâtwo. Thereâs one shaped like a wonky star heâs mentally named after himself.â
âFuck. Off.â Theo hissed, but his voice cracked on the second word because youâd just made that sound againâhalf sigh, half murmurâand your hand had slid under his sweater, palm flat over his heart like you were checking it still worked. It did. Barely.
Mattheo rolled onto his back, laughing silently, shoulders shaking. âMate, youâre gone. Stick a fork in him.â
Theo looked down at you: lashes casting shadows on cheeks flushed from the fire, lower lip caught between your teeth in dreams. The blanket had slipped again from your movements; he fixed it without thinking, tucking it under your chin the way his mum used to do when he was small. The memory hit like a Bludgerâhe hadnât thought of that in years. Twenty percent.
Blaise sighed, theatrical. âFine. Weâll leave you to your not-girlfriend and your totally platonic cuddling. But tomorrow, Nott, youâre buying rounds. Emotional damage fee.â
They shuffled out, still snickering. Heads close together so they could whisper about this occurrence the whole way to their dorms, leaving Theo to wonder how bad it could really be to run away. Silence rushed back in, thick and velvet, your vanilla scent letting reason back into his brain. If he ran away, then what about you?
Fuck.
Theo exhaled shakily. His hand resumed its slow worship along your spine. You shifted again, knee sliding between his, fitting against him like youâd been carved for the space. Zero percent. He was in free fall now, no broom, no net.
He pressed his lips to your temple, lingering, breathing you in. âYouâre ruining me,â he whispered to the sleeping girl who owned every shard of his carefully constructed indifference. âAnd Iâm going to let you.â
The fire popped. Outside the window, a shadow of a giant squid drifted past, slow and unconcerned. Theo closed his eyes, counted your heartbeats against his own, and didnât move until dawn painted the lake gold.
summary: on the train ride back home for christmas break ron dares you to find out what harry likes about you
established relationship
warnings: itâs the awkward lavender train scene ⊠so be prepared, unbreakable vow is mentioned, sad hermione :( year 6!
word count: 1.3k
a/n: this was the scene i came up with that made me decide i wanted to write for harry and turn it into this small interconnected series lmao. i love writing my ocâs into existing book/movie scenes, so pls lmk if you do so as well, and if you do; my requests are open<3
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you, ron and harry had settled into an empty compartment on the train back to london for christmas break. your legs were crossed by the ankles as your eyes glided over the words carefully written down in the book youâd been reading for a few days now â not that you were actually processing what they said though, since your friendsâ conversation took care of being a constant distraction.
âunbreakable vow?â ron leaned forward, his elbows resting on his knees. âyouâre sure thatâs what snape said?â
âpositive. why?â harry leaned against the window, his eyes focused on the red haired across from him. the latter looked down in thought, âwell, itâs just you canât break an unbreakable vow.â
a soft sigh, barely noticeable, escaped your lips as you dog eared the page you were on. you were fairly sure you wouldnât be able to pick up any information if the pair continued talking.
âiâd worked that much out for myself funnily enough.â harry spoke causing you to let out a light chuckle. the pair turned to you at the sound and ronâs brows were raised as if he was waiting for you to say something. your head gave a small shake, ânothing⊠please, continue.â you smiled as you looked at them; wanting to hear their thoughts.
ron slowly turned his head back to harry, âitâs just thatâŠâ the rest of the sentence never came, as ron looked deep in thought. you kept your eyes on him for a moment longer before resting them on harry, âunbreakable vows are incredibly dangerous.â
harry, who was sat beside you, sat up a bit straighter at your words, âare they?â
âyeah, mate.â ron breathed out, âyou donât understandâŠâ but before he could continue the presence of someone outside the compartment caught his attention, âoh, bloody hell.â
you followed ronâs line of sight and when you saw lavender brown behind the glass door you immediately closed your book, incredibly curious whatâs to happen. her exhaling on the glass, along with the movement of her finger drawing an outrageously big heart on the condensed part of the door, caused you to press your lips together â having to try your utmost best not to laugh.
âno!â you whispered, turning your head to look at harry, who was busy distracting himself while lavender continued drawing an ârâ and âlâ in the middle of the heart. it made it even harder for you to suppress the laugh bubbling up in your throat when harry mindlessly pulled the armrest out of the train seat, only to push it back in not even a second later.
eventually you dared to look back at the door, just in time to catch lavender exhale one last time against the glass; clarifying the heart and message sheâd drawn. you watched â your eyes still wide and lips still pressed together â as she breathed out an exasperated âi miss youâ before turning to leave.
the second sheâd left you turned to look at the two boys sat across one another, and when harry uttered â deadly serious â âlovelyâ, you couldnât help but let the laughs escape your lips, âoh my god.â
ron shook his head, âall she wants to do is snog me.â he leaned closer towards harry, âmy lips are getting chapped.â his finger moved up to point at his lips, âlook.â
while the red haired moved closer, harry tried to dodge his face, âiâll take your word for it.â
âi donât get how you two do it.â ron sighed as he sat back, but after a short second he crossed his arms, ânow that i think about it,â he squinted his eyes as he observed the couple that sat across him. âiâve never even seen you snog.â
âi mean, we donât really do it in front ofââ
however, before harry could finish his sentence you sat up straight and cut him off, âi still canât believe you two are together, honestly.â your hands were curled around your book, which had been laying abandoned on your lap for the entire interaction. ron sat back, âis it really so hard to believe that i have a girlfriend?â
âno.â you shrugged, âshe just doesnât really seem like your type, now does she?â
âmy type??â ronâs brows raised, âi donât have a type.â he slumped down in his seat. you playfully raised your brows at his words, âalright, what do you like about her then?â
ron swallowed, resting his head against the backrest in thought. when you glanced at harry you could tell he was confused on why you were interrogating your friend by his slightly squinted eyes and furrowed brows. you shrugged, âwhat? i donât know her that well, really. iâd just like to know.â
a harsh sigh from ron pulled your attention back to him. in the meantime heâd closed his eyes and after another long silence he looked back at you and harry, âi guess sheâs quite nice?â
your mouth fell open at his words, âsheâs quite nice?â you blinked before looking at harry who just shrugged his shoulders. a scoff fell from you lips as you put your attention back on the red haired, âron, if youâd had genuine feelings for her, iâd imagine you would be able to come up with a lot more than just guessing she is quite nice?!â
he crossed his arms, âitâs pretty difficult actually, why donât you ask harry what he likes about you, hm?â
you rolled your eyes once more before sighing, âsure.â after carefully placing your book beside you, you turned slightly in your seat so your body was facing your boyfriend, âharry, what do you like about me?â
the brunette glanced between you and his best friend, âwhat?!â he shook his head, âiâm not doing this, alright? this is your discussion.â his eyes landed on yours and when you raised your brows at him â waiting for an answer â he sighed, âfine.â
he sat up slightly straighter before speaking up again, âfor starters, youâre incredibly kind. not only through words, but through actions, also. youâre always there for me, ready to help with ⊠anything, really. not only after we started dating, but when we were just friends, too, and even when you barely knew who i was, in our third year.â when harry saw a soft smile starting to form on your lips he felt encouraged to continue.
âyouâre funny, doesnât really matter if you try to be, but you make me laugh. youâre also an amazing storyteller; the one about the four siblings in their fantasy world, that oneâs great.â a soft chuckle fell from your lips at the memory of you telling harry the story from your childhood. âand i really like it when you play with my hair, helps me relax whenââ
âbloody hell, youâre aggravatingly cute together, the two of you.â ron cut harry off before he could continue his list.
your eyes stayed on harry for a moment longer, the smile still evident when you eventually turned to look at ron, âproved my point, donât you think?â but the red haired slightly shook his head and mumbled under his breath, âwhatever.â
in the corner of your eye you noticed hermione walking up to the door to your compartment. however, when you turned around â ready for her to walk in â she stopped in front of the drawing lavender had made on the glass only a moment earlier.
your heart sank for her, knowing how much she liked ron, and when she immediately stalked off without even saying hello your smile dropped. you quickly glanced at your friends before standing up and opening the compartment door, âiâm going to talk to her. iâll be back in a moment.â you spoke, slipping through the opening before closing the door behind you and following hermione.
âthat was ⊠weird.â ron muttered and after a moment of awkward silence harry turned to his best friend, âso what happens to you? what happens if you break an unbreakable vow?â
-Broâs the type to be dating you because he finds some sense comfort in you since he never had any growing up.
-Broâs the type to be emotionally unavailable but makes it up by spending time with you outside of school and buying you things
-Broâs the type to make to super obvious that he has a crush on you but if you confront him about it, heâll deny everything.
-Broâs the type to ask Hermione what to do while dating you. She doesnât even have to know you personally and heâll still ask her because she knows âeverythingâ on what girls like.
-Broâs the type to be really awkward while being in public with you but when you two are alone, he melts into your touch like heâs never been held before.
-Broâs the type to be terrible at any form of verbal comfort but heâs here if you need a shoulder to cry on or want to rant about your day.
-Broâs the type to get defensive when someone speaks poorly about you. They donât even have to be speaking to Harry directly, a speckle of your name can come out from someoneâs mouth and now heâs fighting the urge to not fight them.
-Broâs the type to deny any physical touch but when you stop, heâll start looking like a kicked puppy, begging for attention
-Broâs the type to look for any excuse to spend holiday at your house because he would quite literally would rather die than spend his holiday with the Dursleyâs.
-Broâs the type to listen to you talk shit about a random and agree with what you say regardless if he knows them or not.
âI actually hate __ so much. Sheâs so annoyingâ
âI completely agree with that.â
-Broâs the type to scheme and ask you for a second opinion on his plan.
âLove, you donât think Iâm crazy for investigating to see if Malfoyâs a Death Eater, right?â
âHarry James PotterâŠGo. To. Bed.â
-Broâs the type to do well in every class but ask you for help so he can find an excuse to spend more time with you.
Summary: A series of interactions. Subtle realizations. Unacknowledged feelings. Your existence to Draco Malfoy was inconsequential, at first. Yet wonders never cease when he decides to acknowledge you.
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You were the silent type.
He's never talked to you before but he knew of your existence. Like a ghost that lingered at the walls, ever present yet elusive. He knew you from your claimed seat in the Slytherin common room, right by the fireplace. Close enough to his friends' lounging spot yet far enough to be unnoticed.
He knew you were always there with a book in your hand and a stoic expression on your face. He knew that younger Slytherins would sometimes come up to you and ask for help. He knew you from when you would pass his friends when you grab or return a book to the bookshelves.
Other than that, you were just there. Irrelevant. Like a buzz in the air you eventually grew accustomed to. That was your existence: nonconsequential to his life in Hogwarts.
Draco Malfoy didn't give a knut about you until you were partnered up in Potions. After Theo Nott had bolted away from him the moment he heard his partner, he felt the quiet shift of your presence settle beside him on the table. You gave him a small nod as you sat which he deemed not to reciprocate. Chin rested in one hand, he glanced at you onceâupright posture, folded hands, neutral expressionâthen brought his attention back to the board.
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"Wait."
His hand froze midair, clutching the knife about to slice through the flower heads. He raised an eyebrow and gave you a critical look.
"Don't cut that yet," you continued, undeterred. "Cut that a minute before we add it."
Your tone wasn't condescending, but it was assertive in a way that made his ego curdle. Just a bit.
"And why, pray tell, should I follow what you say?" He sneered.
You merely blinked.
"Well, these particular flower heads are most potent when it's freshly cut." You replied matter-of-factly. "Considering its integrative properties with this potion, we'd want its quality to be as potent as possible when we add it."
Malfoy gave you another skeptical look. He wasn't used to being interfered with in Potions. In fact, he was used to handling the brunt of the work to ensure his stellar marks were left unmarred by his partners' incompetence. So, yes, ego was poked. Just a bit.
"No," he replied as if he were talking to a five-year-old. "Doing that just exceeds the optimal potency level. You'll ruin the viscosity and increase the acidity of the potion." Admittedly, he did feel proud of shutting you down. Ego restored.
"For a freshly harvested flower head, yes, that's true, but..." Merlin, will this witch back down? You gently pinched the ends of the petals between your fingers. "These ones were put on a stasis charm. It's winter and its sensitive period after harvest is significantly shortened in the cold. Hence, the charm. The magical influence interferes with the properties of the plant. Feel the petals? They're not as soft as they should be; there's rigidity. That means the release of its sap will be explosive right after the cut."
Malfoy was silent. Reluctantly, he felt the petals between his fingers and, damn it, you were right. He opened his mouth as if to refute you but nothing came out. What you said made perfect sense. Again, damn it.
He scoffed and rolled his eyes but put away the flower heads. You gave him a small smile and continued your work.
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"Wait."
Malfoy clicked his tongue irritably. He turned sharply to you.
"What now?" He snapped. To your credit, you did hold an apologetic expression.
"I'll do the stirring." You offered. He narrowed his eyes but begrudgingly passed you the stirring rod.
"For Merlin's sake, the stirring is elementary. Don't muck it up." He grumbled as he moved away from the cauldron.
A few minutes passed as he started tidying up the rest of the station when, at the corner of his eye, he saw what you did.
You stirred counter clockwise at the end. Once.
Malfoy was enraged.
"What the hell do you think you're doing?" He yelled-whispered, grabbing your wrist away from the cauldron. "The instructions were to stir clockwise continuously. Are you daft? Or are you perhaps mad-"
He stopped abruptly when the potion's color transformed from a muted blue to a vibrant turquoise. Perhaps the most vibrant turquoise he's seen on a potion like this, its color almost emitting a soft glow. Malfoy looked at the potion a few seconds more before shooting you a disbelieving look.
There was a glint of triumph in your eyes as your attention was completely fixated on the potion. He saw the slightest upturn of your lips before you schooled your expression back to neutrality. You turned back to him.
"The potion is similar to Moonseed Poison." You explained. "The procedure is almost identical and its properties are all derived from the same family of ingredients."
He scoffed. "And you thought it would be a good idea to apply the same principle to a potion that has completely different effects?"
You shrugged. "Same principle." You eyed the hand still holding your wrist, and he immediately withdrew his hand. He pinched the nose of his bridge, staving off an oncoming headache.
"Merlin, witch." He groaned. "And you didn't think to tell me?"
That gave you pause. You looked away almost sheepishly and added in a small voice. "...I thought you wouldn't be very cooperative."
You fiddled with your fingers and was adamant to look at anywhere but him. At least you had the decency to look a bit guilty.
He gave you a (barely) long-suffering look before moving past to scoop the potion for submission.
To his dismay, Slughorn praised your potion to the point Malfoy wondered if he would cream his pants. He sat back in his seat with a deep scowl in his face which you deemed not to comment on. You continued to work on your report silently even as Malfoy grumbled beside you.
After a while, he turned to you. "How did you know?"
You gave a questioning hum as you continued to work, refusing to look his way.
"How did you know the same principle would work?"
Your quill stuttered before you resumed.
"I didn't."
He raised a brow, giving you an expectant look. You pursed your lips slightly and glanced at him cautiously.
"Gut feeling."
Malfoy turned away from you, his hand rubbing the back of his neck as if trying to calm himself. "Bloody hell."
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From then on, he began to notice you more. It was more so because he had now acknowledged your existence. You were promoted from the title or "irrelevant ghost" to "insufferable potions partner."
As you continued to be paired with him in Potions (to his dismay), he realized that, despite your penchant for having unconventional methods, perhaps there was a reason you were always close behind on the class rankings as the third or fourth top student. You had an intuitive sense for the interactions in each potion, making you an acceptable potions partner. He also realized that the only reason you lagged behind in rankings is because of your experimentations and your cursed gut feeling. With your potions, it was either a hit or miss.
Despite his initial annoyance with you, he couldn't deny that you were indeed competent. He began to develop a reluctant amicability with you and this was quite unfortunate because you began to do things he didn't understand.
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One Charms class, he had run late and all seats had been taken up except for the one beside you. After receiving an admonishment from Flitwick, he sat beside you with a scowl, murmuring curses under his breath.
He had just set down his inkpot when you put a green apple in his desk space. Before he could say anything, you leaned close to him and whispered.
"I noticed you weren't at breakfast earlier. Figured I'd grab you your daily drugs." You flashed him a small smile before returning to your notes.
He was so surprised that he forgot all about his earlier frustrations. He managed to mumble a thanks before turning to his parchment.
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"You have a Quidditch match later, right?"
That startled Malfoy. You two have never talked about anything besides academics. He nodded.
You rummaged through your pocket, and you pulled out a small charm shaped in a broom figurine.
He raised a brow at you inquisitively.
"It's a good luck charm." You rolled your eyes, a smile playing at your lips. "Not that you need it, of course. I know you're a good Seeker, but I figured I'd give you one anyway."
He continued to stare at you questioningly, and you grew conscious. Your fingers slowly closed around the charm.
"Well, you don't have to take it. I suppose I could just give it to another playerâ"
"Whatever." He scoffed and held out his hand. "Give it here. Merlin knows you'll accidentally set somebody on fire with your charms."
Your hand came up to your chest in affront as the other dropped the charm onto his open hand. "Excuse me? That was one time!"
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Malfoy was met with cheers from the team as he descended from the broom, snitch in hand. He walked proudly, chest out and ego inflated, as absorbed all the praises.
Through it all, the small broomstick charm weighed heavily on his pocket.
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The two of you were at the library working on a joint Potions project. It was raining hard outside and your table was right beside a window.
"Let me know when the rain gets any more interesting. I'm sure it can write the paper for us."
Malfoy drawled from across the table, interrupting your reverie of watching the rain. You didn't respond, and he paid you no mind as he kept writing down on his parchment.
He felt the prickle of your stare on him instead. He waited a few moments for your gaze to pass, but it didn't. He looked up from his parchment and raised a critical eyebrow at you.
You didn't deem his look with a response. You just kept looking at him as if examining a specimen from behind a glass, chin tucked in one hand and eyes lucid.
"Your eyes have a little blue in them."
That threw him off. What?
"What?" He managed, unable to school the look of shock and confusion from his face.
Again, you didn't respond and simply went back to your work.
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One particularly boring History of Magic class, he felt a nudge at the side of his leg. He shot you a flat lookâyes, he happened to sit next to you again because he can sit anywhere he pleases, thank you very muchâand you held out your hand filled with candies from Honeydukes.
"Want one?" You whispered, smiling shyly at him.
He didn't say anything and just grabbed from the pile. As he popped the candy into his mouth, he noticed you struggling to open one. He wordlessly grabbed the candy, opened it, and gave it back to you.
There was a flash of surprise on your face before you shot him a smile. He watched you pop the candy into your mouth.
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Apparently, your title has once again elevated from "annoying potions partner" to "tolerable person to be around."
Yes, he knew of your existence, your presence in the couch right by the fireplace. But when he sat by his friends close to your chair, he also began to notice other things.
He now knew that your expression wasn't as stoic when you're reading. The changes in your face were subtle but he noticed them. A raised brow. Pursed lips. Crinkled eyes. He also now knew that when the younger Slytherins would come up to you, you would also give them small charms or lean into them as if sharing a secret.
He also now has a collection of charms because of you. It could be for a match, an exam, a stressful day, or a random reason you would come up with. He kept telling himself to throw away those junk. He never did.
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The weather outside was chilly. Which was really something to consider when having a class outside for Care of Magical Creatures. Most of the students were bundled up and huddled together to retain as much warmth as possible.
Malfoy stood beneath a tree, gaze fixed to the courtyard where a certain someone should be walking now that class was about to start.
Sure enough, there you were. All frantic, frazzled, and panting by the time you settled next to him.
He looked at you expectantly as if you owed him an explanation.
"I fell asleep."
"Wonderful."
"Did you miss me?"
"Witch, you must be mad."
You bit back a smile as you tried to tune into the lesson. That was, until you heard him click his tongue annoyedly. You turned to Malfoy questioningly before you felt fabric wrap around your neck.
"If you wanted to die of the cold, you could've just told me to push you into the Black Lake." He grumbled as he adjusted his scarf to be more comfortable on you.
You blinked at him, unsure how to react to such a gesture. By the time, he let go of the scarf, you were positively drowning in his scent. You sunk your head further into the scarf to hide the smile you were struggling to fight.
When you muttered your thanks, all the response you got was a grunt.
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"Here."
He dropped a bag from Honeydukes beside you as you looked up from your book. You were sitting at one of the larger couches across the fireplace since you had the common room all to yourself. You looked up at him, and he made sure to school a look of nonchalance. Hands tucked inside his pockets and hair mussed just so. That probably didn't work as well because his face was frozen from the cold.
You raised a quizzical brow at him.
He scoffed and plopped down beside you unceremoniously, draping his arm across the couch behind you.
"It's sugar quills. You'd know if you had the decency to at least open the bag."
"Oh."
A pleasantly surprised expression passed your face and you checked that, indeed, there was an assortment of sugar quills in the bag. You still gave him a scrutinizing look as if asking Why?
He rolled his eyes. "You were complaining about running out. You wouldn't shut up about it." A quiet affronted gasp escaped you.
"It was one time..." You pouted, voice small in slight embarrassment. You opened the bag and grabbed a quill. "Thank you."
He only grunted and propped up his head with the arm resting behind you. This gave him the perfect view over your shoulder. And of your nape, apparently. A thought he quickly shook off. His eyes, however, kept drifting to the small hairs that tickled your nape and to the mole nestled at the bottom right.
He blinked his thoughts away. Ridiculous.
Thankfully, a sudden rush of warmth distracted him from his thoughts, realizing that you had cast a warming charm on him. There was a little twinge in his chest at the gesture, although he'd blame the charm for that.
You nudged the bad of sugars quills toward him and flashed him a small smile. "Share?"
He shrugged and grabbed one as you returned to your book. He didn't say anything else and just watched you from the corner of his eye, his head propped up far too closely next to you.
Malfoy didn't know what possessed him to buy those sugar quills. Or to sit down next to you when all he thought about after returning was to lie in his bed. And he certainly didn't know why he kept trying to lean closer to you.
Eager for a distraction, he tried to peek at what you were reading, eyes narrowing at the plethora of unfamiliar words. His curiosity won out.
"What are you reading?" He asked, leaning down to read better.
You startled, and turned to him to explain. This was, unfortunately, a mistake because both of you didn't realize how close he was leaning over your shoulder. This resulted in your faces being mere inches from each other, your breaths mingling. You shared a surprised look before immediately turning away from each other.
A moment passed.
Malfoy cleared his throat awkwardly, attempting to tamper his speeding heartbeat. Merlin, that warming charm must really be overheating him. He blamed your Charms proficiency.
"It's 1984 by George Orwell." You finally said, voice small, and eyes adamantly glued to the book. He turned back to you which, again, was a mistake because he now noticed how flushed your nape had become. Damn it. "It's a muggle book. Social commentary on totalitarianism told through a dystopian setting."
He swallowed, trying to focus on your words than your reddened cheeks.
"Right." He cleared his throat. "So what does doublethink mean?"
At that, the conversation turned for the better as you explained the details of the book to him. Malfoy, thankfully, was intrigued enough to override his earlier thoughts. You both eased into a comfortable atmosphere and, at some point, you had leaned your head against his arm behind.
Whether you noticed it or not, he did not know. But he did not care to comment on it.
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summary: A peaceful moment in the library turns into a disaster when Harry shows up. And he looks at you like you hung the stars. Harry is a big yearner in this. #a man who yearns is a man who earns. wc: 2k +
The Hogwarts library was quiet. Too quiet. Suspiciously quiet, in fact, considering it was a friday night and at least three Ravenclaws weâre hidden behind some piles of books, it was too peaceful to be real.
You sat hunched over a stack of books that smelled like mildew and regret, flipping through pages on ancient magical theory. Your quill was leaking ink. Your patience was leaking faster.
And thenâthere he was.
Harry Potter, leaning against the bookshelf like he was auditioning for a wizarding cologne ad. His hair was a mess. His tie was loose. His expression was soft and annoyingly fond.
You didnât even look up. âDonât.â
âDonât what?â he asked, voice all innocent.
You turned a page. âDonât look at me like that.â
He blinked. âLike what?â
âLike Iâm the answer to every riddle in the universe.â
Harry grinned. âYou kind of are.â
You slammed the book shut. âI will throw this at your face.â
âYou wonât.â
âI will. Itâs enchanted. It bites.â
Harry stepped closer. âThen Iâll die doing what I love.â
You stared at him. âBeing annoying?â
âLooking at you.â
You groaned so loudly Madam Pince twitched in her sleep three rooms away.
Harry was almost your boyfriend, you two had kissed (never publicly and if he tried you would throw him a stupefy) although you still didnât get used to him being there all the time.
You narrowed your eyes. âWhy are you even here?â
Harry shrugged. âI like books.â
âYou once tried to use a spellbook as a plate for a tart.â
âIt was a bad book.â
âIt was Hogwarts: A History.â You smiled a little at the thought of what Hermioneâs expression would be like if she had seen that.
Harry leaned on the table, chin resting on his hand. âYouâre so pretty when youâre mad.â
You blinked. âDid you hit your head?â
âProbably. On the way down. Into love.â
You stared at him. âThat was the worst line Iâve ever heard.â
âIâve got more.â
âPlease donât.â You buried your face in your hands. âIâm going to scream.â
âQuietly, though. Itâs the library.â
You peeked at him through your fingers. âYouâre insufferable.â
âAnd yet, you havenât hexed me.â
âIâm saving it for a dramatic moment.â
Harry smiled. âLike when I kiss you?â
You choked on air. âExcuse me?â
âJust planning ahead.â
You pointed a quill at him. âI will stab you.â
âWith love?â
âWith ink. Permanent. On your forehead.â
Harry leaned closer. âWrite your name. Make it official.â
You shoved your chair back so fast it squeaked. âIâm leaving.â
âYouâre not.â
âI am.â
âYouâre not.â
âIâwhy are you like this?â
Harry shrugged. âYou make me stupid.â
âYou were already stupid.â
âYou just made it romantic.â
Just as you were about to storm off in a blaze of dignity, the book youâd been reading snapped open on its own. A puff of green smoke burst out, followed by a loud noise.
You froze. âDid that book just..?â
Harry blinked. âI think it cursed you.â
You looked down. Your hands were glowing. Your hair was floating.âPotter.â
âYes?â
âIâm going to murder you.â
âI didnât do anything!â
You stared at each other for a while, Harry tried to put on a serious expression while your hands shone.
He was trying not to laugh. âYou look like a jellyfish.â
âI will end you.â
He pulled out his wand. âLet me fix it.â
âYouâre not touching me with that thing.â
âNot even a little?â
You looked at him angrily, but he held back a laugh because your hair was still floating.
âOkay, okay.â He paused. âYouâre still glowing.â
âI know.â
He tilted his head. âItâs kind of hot.â
You stared at him. âYou have a problem.â
âI have many problems. Youâre my favorite one.â
Eventually, after much flailing, the curse wore off. You were left with frizzy hair, glowing fingertips, and a deep desire to throw Harry into the lake.
He offered you a chocolate frog. âTruce?â
You took it. âTemporary.â
He smiled. âIâll take it.â
You sighed. âDonât look at me like that, Potter.â
He leaned in, eyes warm. âLike youâre the best part of my day?â
You groaned. âExactly like that.â
He winked. âThen I canât promise anything.â
tags: @mimisamisasa @callsigncrushx @lilians17 let me know if you wanna be tagged in this au!
summary: you and neville are paired for a herbology assignment. thanks to professor sprout's matchmaking skills, your friendship turns into something a bit more.
warnings: none, fluff
pairing: neville x fem!reader
wc: 3.2k
a/n: for a matchup i did<3 sorry for the wait!
âA line, please!â Professor Sprout chirped. âLet me pair you upâno nitpicking.â
You shuffled into the blob of a line, pressing against someoneâs shoulder. Professor Sprout patted dirt from her clothes and then observed the students.
âLetâs seeâŠâ She tapped her chin. âAbbott with Weasley.â
The redhead shuffled to the awkward-looking girl.
âGranger with McKennon.â
The brunette girl walked to a taller boy.
âY/L/N withâŠâ Professor Sprout looked in the back. âLongbottom.âÂ
You turned your head, facing a red-cheeked boy in the corner. Offering a small smile, he returned one as you walked over.
You both stood in silence, waiting for Professor Sprout to finish pairing up the students.
âGo to your pots and start planting! I will grade based on how good these cuties grow!â
Glancing at the brown-haired boy next to you, he awkwardly shuffled to the nearest pot.Â
âIâm Y/N,â You said, putting on a pair of black gloves and trying to break the ice.
âI-Iâm Neville. Longbottom. Neville Longbottom.â Neville stammered, clumsily putting on a pair of gloves as well.Â
âNice to meet you, Neville Longbottom,â You smiled. âDo youâŠhave any idea what weâre doing?â
He nodded his head excitedly. âI can help. And explainâŠI guess.âÂ
âAnd Iâll watch and learn?â
âYup,â Neville grinned. Pointing at the glass container, he explained, âThose are mucus leavesâthey help clear congestion and loosen mucus.â
He poured fresh dirt into an empty pot, then patted it down. âThey thrive inâŠflat dirt.â
âRight.â You watched his hands flatten the moist dirt.
âCan you take the roots?â Neville asked. Inside the container, there was a jiggly, partially translucent plant.
â...It doesnât have roots.â You replied, poking the jelly-like plant.
âOh.â Neville stopped patting down the dirt and walked to the glass container. âIt doesnât have any roots at all.â
âHowâre we going to plant it?â
He looked from the plant to the pot, deep in thought. â...Just drop it inâŠthere?â
âThat would work.â
âHopefully.â
You snorted, picked up the slippery plant, and plopped it on top of the neat dirt.
Stepping back and observing the pot, you mumbled, âThis doesnât look right.â
âMaybe Iâll dig a hole, then we cover it,â Neville suggested.Â
You picked up the plant, and Neville dug a hole in the middle of the dirt with a rusted shovel. Dropping it inside the small hole, you scooped the dirt back on top of it.
Cleaning dirt off your apron, you glanced at Nevilleâhe was skimming through the pages of a small leather notebook.
Peeking at the title, you read the lopsided words, âHerbology notes.â
âHerbology notes?â You asked. Neville looked at you, then crookedly smiled.Â
â...Yeah. Everyoneâwell, they tease me about it, but I think these are extremely helpful.â
âCan I see?âÂ
He nodded, handing over the small book. The pages were thin and delicate, filled with small illustrations and sloppy notes.
The page with a bookmark was for the mucus leavesâprofessionally known as âSanator Mucosiââand there was basically no writing.
âNothing?â You inquired, tracing your thumb on the ridges of the browned parchment.Â
Neville scratched the back of his neck. â...This is a newer plant to me. Never read about it, but Iâll ask Professor Sprout about it later.â
You hummed in response. Then, you spotted something in smaller letters next to a picture of it.Â
ââBottom of the pot works better than the top.â You do know something about the Sanator Mucosi.â You closed the leather book and placed it on the table.
âIâŠhad that written?â
You smiled, picking up the shovel and handing it to him. âObviously. Now scoop out this dirt; Iâll hold the plant.â
â
Most of the students had struggled with the planting section.
Hermione Grangerâs Sanator Mucosi ripped in half.Â
Dean Thomasâs clung to his face after he dropped it.
Ron Weasleyâs grew legs.Â
The students gathered around your glowing pot and Neville's.
âBeautifully done! Five points to both Gryffindor and Hufflepuff!â Professor Sprout beamed, looking at the already-growing plant. âNow, letâs use Y/L/Nâs and Longbottomâs Sanator Mucosi as an example for the essay due tomorrow.âÂ
A few people sighed; others grumbled, but you and Neville seemed to be the only ones who were thrilled to write about it.
âOne full parchment on how to plant, and how we can benefit from a properly cared-for Sanator Mucosi.â Professor Sprout continued, ignoring the bitter students' blatant remarks. âClass dismissed! See you all tomorrow!â
As class was dismissed, you caught up to Neville.Â
âThat was probably the best Iâve done in Herbology.â You tucked a piece of hair behind your ear. âThanks forâŠbeing helpful.â
He shrugged. âItâs no biggieâŠhonestly, thanks to this book.â
âYou should write some more in the notebook. About Sanator Mucosi.âÂ
âI should.â Neville fidgeted with the hem of his sweater.Â
âSo you just write about plants in there?â You questioned.
âYeahâŠthat and a few other things.â Neville looked away nervously.
âLike what?â
âRocks.â
âRocks?â
ââŠcrystals.â
Your eyes went wide in excitement. âI love crystals! Crazy, Iâve never met anyone who liked them tooâwell, except for that Lavender Brown girlâŠsheâs a bit rude.â
He looked slightly confused. âYou like themâŠtoo?â
âYes! Can I see what youâve written about them?â
âSure.â Neville flipped to a particular section of the book and gently gave it to you.
Taking it in your hands, you saw the filled page of amethyst crystalsâtheir rarity, different names for all kinds of languages, and how they connect to mythology.
âMerlinâŠâ you whispered, admiring the color-coded sections. âYou sure know a lot about them, Longbottom.â
âYeahâŠI-I know a thing or two.â He cleared his throat. âIâve never really let anyoneâŠsee.â
âSee?â
âMy notebook.â
Your smile faltered. âOh, Iâm so sorry!â You frantically pushed the book back into his hands. âI didnât mean to intrudeââ
âNo, Itâs alright,â Neville reluctantly took his leather book back. âI just meant, yâknow, no one cares enough to see it.â
You felt your face soften; what was once embarrassment turned into sympathy. âNo one cares about it?âÂ
He nodded.Â
âAboutâthis notebook?â
He nodded again, looking at you with genuine eyes.
âOh, Neville.â You breathed. âThis is the greatest thing I think Iâve ever laid my hands on.â
His eyes widenedâin hope, or adoration, you really didnât know.
â...Really?â
âYes, really.â You nudged his side as you both entered the warm castle. âIâll see you around, yeah?âÂ
Neville smiled. âY-yeah. Around.â
â
You had never felt more braindead in your life.
Sighing, you tightened your grip on the strap of your leather bookbag. Entering the dim Hufflepuff common room, you decided to take a break and relax on one of the tufty couches.Â
As you plopped down on the beige cushion, you heard a shuffle of feet come from behind you.Â
âHey Y/N,â a voice said. Turning your head, Hannah Abbott stood nervously.
âHi, Abbott,â You greeted tiredly, patting down your hair. âWhatâs up?â
âThe⊠essay. Do you mind helping? Iâm on the last part, but Iâm a bit stuckâthought you might know.â She asked.
You wrinkled your nose in remembrance of the tedious assignment. âRight. Iâll need to finish it tonight.â
âOh, alright. Good luck with it!â Hannah waved, retreating to the corner with the rest of her stressed friends, worrying about their overload of assignments.
You took a deep breath, recollecting yourself. Massaging your sore temples, you thought, get it done already, then you can sleep for eternity.
Heaving yourself upon your feet, you lazily left the warm common room and went into the empty hallways.Â
You passed by laughing students, groups of dawdling boys, and a worried Professor McGonagall, clutching her witch hat and mumbling things under her breath.
â...foolish students, messing around near that treeâŠâ You heard as you passed.Â
You raised an eyebrow, hurrying to the library.
Inside the well-lit library, several students sat at desks, looked through shelves, and whispered in small groups.Â
Turning a corner, you saw a familiar brunette boy sitting alone at one of the desks.
âHi, Neville.â You grinned, standing in front of him. Neville looked up with wide eyes.Â
âOh, hey, Y/N.â He waved, smiling.
âMind if I sit here?â
âYeah!â Neville replied. You slowly raised an eyebrow.Â
âOh.â
âWait- I meant, no, I donât mind.â His cheeks burned a bright red.Â
Pulling out the chair and sitting in it, you noticed the book in his hands.
Not a book, but something like it.
âYour notes again?â You questioned.
Neville looked up at you again. âUm- yeah. Adding a few more things.â
âWhat else could you add in there?â You smiled. âItâs like you have everything.â
âWell, notes for the Sanator Mucosi.â
âOh, right. I forgot about that for a second.â Pulling out your parchment, Herbology book, and quill, you took a deep breath.Â
I got this, you thought, dipping your quill in ink. Just an hour. Itâll be done.
As Professor Sproutâs prompt repeated over and over in your head, you began writing the essay.
Sanator Mucosi is a confusing plantâŠ
âŠdifferent texture than any plantâŠ
The scratching of your quill was stopped when the boy across from you gently tapped your hand.
You looked at him with a tilted head.Â
âHm?â
â...Professor Sprout told us that there were a few other plants with a jelly-like texture.â
âOh. Really?â
Neville nodded. âA hundred and fifteen others, I think.â
You frowned. âI canât believe I didnât remember that.â
âWell, now you know, yeah?â Neville gave a small smile.Â
You felt your ears burn. Eyes diverting from his, you bit the inside of your cheek.
âYup. Yeah. Thank youâŠfor telling me.â
âNo problem.â
You scratched out what you wrote with black ink.
You replaced it with:
The Sanator Mucosi has a different texture than most plants, except for 105 others.
âA hundred fifteen,â Neville said quietly.
Your eyes scanned the sentence again, then you frustratedly huffed.
âMerlin, did I mess it up again?â You groaned, noticing the mistake.
âNot too far off, though.â Neville teased, scribbling down something in his notebook, then flipping the page. âSorry, am I being a know-it-all?â
âNo. Iâm just being an idiot.â
âA brilliant idiot.â
You rolled your eyes. Scratching off the number, you corrected your mistake. As you continued your writing, you felt a tap again.
âYes, Mr. Know-it-all?â You sighed. Neville gave a lopsided smile.
âSeventeenth century, not sixteenth. That virus didnât existââÂ
You eyed him, which told him: don't make me look like more of an idiot.
âSorry. Never mind.â Neville scratched the back of his neck. You scratched out the numbers and replaced them with the right ones.
âThank you for telling me. I forgot. Again.â You mumbled.Â
âI donât think Iâve met anyone more forgetful than me,â Neville huffed out a laugh.
You flipped a page in your Herbology book. âAnd thatâs not a good thing.â
â
A bright red âOâ was stamped on your piece of browned parchment filled with scribbles and ink splatters.
And so was Nevilleâs.
âI honestly donât know what I wouldâve done without you, Neville.â You beamed, nudging his side. He blushed, looking away.
âI-Itâs no problem,â Neville replied, waving a dismissive hand. âYou were nearly half-asleep when you finished that.â
âAnd you kept me up.â
âIn a bad wayâŠ?â
âGood way.â You shrugged, walking up the steps of the castle. âObviously a good way. I can't write if Iâm asleep, Mr. Know-it-all.â
âIs that what youâre going to call me?â Neville laughed. âMr. Know-it-all?â
âI meanâŠthatâs what you are.â You both walked down the empty corridor. âDid you ever finish that Sanator Mucosi page in your notebook?â
âYup. While you were struggling.â
You smacked his arm. âI was only struggling because you werenât giving me direct answers.â
âGood friends donât give direct answers,â Neville responded. âThey teach.â
You snorted loudly.
âAre you laughing at that?â
âNo.â
Looking at his confused face, you burst into laughter.
Neville couldnât help but grin too. âIdiot.â
âThat wasââ You caught your breath, a hand on top of Nevilleâs shoulder. ââthe most ridiculous thing Iâve ever heard!â
âOh, shut it,â Neville rolled his eyes. âI did finish some pages for crystals.â
âCrystals?â You straightened up, eyebrow raised in curiosity. âDo you mind if I look at them?â
âSure, when we make it to the library.â Neville nodded. âWith the giggling state youâre in, it might take a while.â
You hiccuped. âYouâre funny.â
You followed Neville into the library. As you both sat down at the familiar desk, you spread out your assignments.Â
âPotions and Arithmancy.â You sighed. âMy worst classes.â
âYou think Iâd be able to help?â Neville asked, bringing out a small quill and his leather notebook.
âYour shrinking solution turned into lava, Neville.â
â...Right.â
The pages of your dusty potions book were charred around the edges. Turning it away from Neville, you cleared your throat. âIâm obviously a better potionmaker.â
âDonât act like I didnât see the state of your potions book right now.â
âOkay, fine. Weâre on the same boat.â You sighed. Nodding towards Nevilleâs brown notebook, you asked, âSo, howâre the crystals lookinâ?âÂ
He opened to a page, then slipped the book towards you. âI finally finished the amethyst page.â
The rims of the parchment were tinted a dark maroon; the entire page was decorated with sketches of the crystal andâŠa green mythology figure.
âDionysus?â You breathed, tracing a thumb over the ink-drawn image. You looked up at Nevilleâs blushing face. âYou like Greek Mythology too?âÂ
âUm- yeah. Iâve only just gotten into it.â
You admired the detailed portrait of the Greek god.Â
âDo youâŠ?â Neville mumbled.
âObviously! Crystals, Greek gods, tarotâI love all of it!â
âTarot?â
âYup.â
âYouâre likeâŠa witch.â
You laughed. âI can do magic, yes.â
âNo- not like a witchâlike a witch witch.â
You tilted your head with a raised eyebrow. âIs that a bad thing?â
âNo. Itâs really cool, actually. Gran loves witchcraft. Like, crystal balls and those cards.â
Staring at him with awe, he said quietly, âShe gave me a deck of tarot before, but I donât use them. Maybe you could find some use in themâŠâ
âYouâre giving me tarot cards?â You squealed.
âYeah. I donât have them on me, butââ
You leaped forward, hugging him awkwardly around his neck above the desk between you both.
Neville froze.
âYouâre the sweetest, Neville Longbottom!â You said with delight. Letting go of him and slumping back in your chair, you sighed. âIâve never met someone asâŠkind and interesting before.â
âI canâŠsay the same about you.â His eyes diverted to the desk like it was the most interesting thing in the world.Â
Eyes flickering back to the notebook, you flipped a few pages until your eyes landed on the aquamarine crystal.
A light-teal, smooth-edged rock, the crystal for tranquility, peace, and strength within relationships.
Your favorite.
The page was half-full of little informationâthe basic properties, which chemicals produce it, and some of the historical lore.
âAquamarine is your favorite?â Neville asked. You broke out of your thoughts of the crystal.
âYup. Always has been.â Closing the notebook, you sat up in your chair and picked up your quill. âI should start working on this.â
âYou should,â Neville said.Â
As you straightened the parchment, you glanced at Neville. He was justâŠsitting there.
âAre you just going to sit there?â You asked.Â
Neville gave a small smile. âIâll wait until youâre done.â
â...Are you sure?â
âI donât mind waiting.â He assured. âTake your time.â
â
Neville was there, waiting for you outside the Potionsâ dungeon, a brown package in his hand.
âHi, Nev.â You greeted, slinging your bookbag over your shoulder.
âHi, Marine.â
You looked at him with a raised eyebrow. âMarine?â
âLike aquamarine.â
Giggling, you playfully smacked his arm. âMr. Know-it-all.â
âMarine.â Neville grinned.
âWhatâs that in your hand?â You nodded towards the rectangular package.
âA gift to you.â
Your steps faltered. âA gift? For me?â
âJust for you.â Neville handed over the heavy gift. âGuess what it is.â
âUmâŠâ You thought, feeling around the item. âCandy?â
âNope.â
âA quill set?â
âNot quite.â
âAm I hot or cold?â
âCold.â
You huffed. âWhat is it?â
âGuess, Y/N.â Neville grinned.
âCrystals.â
âWarm.â
âHerbs.â
âWarmer.â
Something clicked in your mind. âTarot cards!â
Neville nodded; you excitedly opened up the package to see a thick velvet box with âTarot Cardsâ plastered in gold letters.
âMerlin, Neville, thank you so much!â You smiled, admiring the magenta box. âIâll open it in my dormâŠI donât want Lavender Brown getting envious.â
Neville laughed. âWouldnât wish that on my worst enemy either.â As you both walked down the corridor, Neville asked, âWant to go to the library?â
You nodded, hurrying off to the bustling place filled with books.
The normal desk you both sat at was available, per usual. It was in the corner, a more secluded, quiet area. Perfect for duosâŠor dates.
Taking a seat across from Neville, you set out two pieces of parchment. âPotions is going to be the death of me.â
âGot another assignment?â Neville inquired.
âUnfortunately.â
âHow did the last one go?â
âWe havenât gotten it back yet. When Professor Snape skimmed through mine, his frown got surprisingly even more prominent.â
Neville snickered. âNothing can compare to the face he makes when he sees me.â
âPoor Neville.â You teased.Â
He rolled his eyes. âGo finish your work.â
You giggled, taking your quill and dipping it into rich, black ink.Â
Beginning the essay on moonstones, your ink scratched quietlyâmatching the same pace as Nevilleâs black quill.
Glancing at him, you noticed him writing something down in his leather notebook.Â
âWhatâre you writing about?â You asked, lifting the tip of your quill above the parchment.Â
Nevilleâs face burned a cherry-red.
âN-nothing.â
âWhen you say nothing, youâre hiding something.â Knitting your brows, you observed his tense body. âAre youâŠokay?â
âYes. Iâm okay.â
You sniggered. âWhatâre you hiding, Mr. Know-it-all?â
âNothing.â
âNeville.â
âY/N.â
âNev.â You crossed your arms.
âI was just writing down some notes.â
âWhat notes?â
âJustâŠnotes.â
âLet me see them. I won't judge,â You prodded. âAbout crystals?â
â...sure.â He slowly slid the open book towards you.
It was the aquamarine page.Â
This time, it was filled with notes.
But under the illustration of one, there was a small piece of writing:
Y/Nâs favorite rock.
With a small heart next to it.
Your heart stopped beating for a second.
You felt your grip loosening on the notebook.
AâŠheart?
Remembering my favorite rock�
From the corner of your eye, you could make out Neville rubbing the nape of his neck, a bright shade of pink.
âThis is the note you were working on?â You softly laughed. Neville returned a small grin.Â
âYou couldâŠsay that.â
Your heart was warm, heavy with emotions.Â
âThis is cute. Thank youâŠfor remembering.â You slid the notebook back to him. âNo oneâs ever really cared about my crazy hobbies.â
â...I care,â Neville mumbled reluctantly.
You felt your face burn; you started fidgeting with the hem of your clothes.
Your heart was in your throatâor was it pounding out of your chest?
You didnât know; it was a lot to process.
Why couldnât this just slow down?
Clearing his throat, Neville closed his notebook and brought out a thick textbook. âWe should get to work, yeah?â He asked quietly.
âRight.â You snapped out of the daze you were in, tucking a strand of hair behind your hot ear. âWhat do you have due?âÂ
âHistory of Magic.â
âOoh! Need help?â
âI would love it.âÂ
And for another two hours, you both helped each otherâwell, Neville tried to help you with potions, but kept getting certain elements mixed up.
Neville was your best friend. You were his as well.
Mr. "I don't fall in love" Nott, realizing he's already fallen, pure fluff and the other boys making fun
The Slytherin common room breathed like a living thing: low emerald light pulsing from the lake windows, the fire hissing soft secrets into the hush, the faint mineral scent of deep water seeping through stone. Theo Nott had claimed the velvet wingback hours ago, boots kicked off, socks mismatchedâone black, one dark green with tiny silver snakes heâd never admit to owning. The book in his lap, Defensive Magical Theory that he was supposed to be revising lay open to the same diagram of a Protego variant heâd memorized in fourth year. Useless. Every nerve ending was tuned to the pretty girl asleep on him instead.
You were a compact tangle of limbs and warmth, knees drawn up, one socked foot hooked over his ankle like youâd staked territory. Your hair smelled of cedarwood soap and the vanilla ink you used for notes; every time you exhaled, the strands fluttered against his collarbone and his heartbeat tripped like a drunk on stairs. Theoâs palm had found the warm crescent of skin between your hoodie and joggers twenty minutes ago and hadnât left. Slow, reverent circlesâthumb tracing the faint dimple at the base of your spine, middle finger brushing the soft rise just above your hip. Each pass felt like signing his name in a language heâd sworn heâd never learn.
He was not in love. Heâd said it out loud to Draco last week, voice bored, cigarette dangling: âLoveâs a liability. I donât do liabilities.â Draco had laughed so hard heâd nearly fallen off the astronomy tower railing. Theo had meant it then. He was ninety percent sure heâd meant it.
Then youâd sighedâa tiny, kittenish soundâand burrowed closer, nose nudging the hollow beneath his jaw. Ninety percent plummeted to seventy-five. Your fingers, slack in sleep, uncurled against his chest, pinky brushing the silver chain he wore under his shirt. Sixty percent. He was free-falling and the ground was made of your eyelashes.
The portrait hole scraped open with the subtlety of a troll in tap shoes. Blaise stumbled in first, tie askew, cheeks flushed from whatever fruity drink he'd decided to drink. Draco followed, hair artfully mussed, smirking like he always is with his pureblood arrogance. Mattheo brought up the rear, one shoe untied, humming an off-key Celestina Warbeck chorus.
They froze in a perfect comedic tableau.
Blaiseâs mouth opened, closed. Dracoâs eyebrow performed an Olympic vault. Mattheo actually dropped his cloak.
Theo didnât move. Couldnât. Your weight pinned him more thoroughly than any binding spell. He settled for a glare sharp enough to slice bread. âYouâre drunk.â As if that would make the trio believe they were having hallucinations, unfortunately, he was not so lucky.
âObservant,â Draco drawled, but his eyes were laughing. âWe texted you six times, Nott. Thought youâd been kidnapped by merpeople. Turns out you were kidnapped byââ he gestured vaguely at your sleeping formââcozy domesticity.â
Mattheo flopped onto the rug, propping his chin in his hands like a gossip columnist, his cheeks flushed from alcohol and eyes red from something he probably shouldn't have had. âLook at him. The Ice Prince melteth. I give it three minutes before he starts braiding her hair.â
Theoâs fingers twitched toward his wand, then thought better of it. Youâd hate the noise. Instead he tucked the blanket higher around your shoulders, the motion so tender it shouldâve come with a warning label. âShut up,â he said, but there was no venom in it. The words came out soft, almost fond. Fifty percent.
Blaise circled like a shark scenting blood. âRemember when you saidâand I quoteââI donât do commitment, I have more important goalsâ?â He produced a crumpled receipt from the Three Broomsticks, waving it like evidence. âGoal tonight was butterbeer and that Ravenclaw with the long legs. Instead youâre here playing weighted blanket.â
Your next breath hitched, a sleepy whimper that arrowed straight through Theoâs ribs. You turned your face into his neck, lips brushing the pulse that was suddenly sprinting. Forty percent. Thirty. He was a house of cards in a windstorm.
Draco dropped into the opposite chair, stretching long legs toward the fire. âHeâs counting her freckles,â he announced to the ceiling. âI can see it. Left cheekâthree. Noseâtwo. Thereâs one shaped like a wonky star heâs mentally named after himself.â
âFuck. Off.â Theo hissed, but his voice cracked on the second word because youâd just made that sound againâhalf sigh, half murmurâand your hand had slid under his sweater, palm flat over his heart like you were checking it still worked. It did. Barely.
Mattheo rolled onto his back, laughing silently, shoulders shaking. âMate, youâre gone. Stick a fork in him.â
Theo looked down at you: lashes casting shadows on cheeks flushed from the fire, lower lip caught between your teeth in dreams. The blanket had slipped again from your movements; he fixed it without thinking, tucking it under your chin the way his mum used to do when he was small. The memory hit like a Bludgerâhe hadnât thought of that in years. Twenty percent.
Blaise sighed, theatrical. âFine. Weâll leave you to your not-girlfriend and your totally platonic cuddling. But tomorrow, Nott, youâre buying rounds. Emotional damage fee.â
They shuffled out, still snickering. Heads close together so they could whisper about this occurrence the whole way to their dorms, leaving Theo to wonder how bad it could really be to run away. Silence rushed back in, thick and velvet, your vanilla scent letting reason back into his brain. If he ran away, then what about you?
Fuck.
Theo exhaled shakily. His hand resumed its slow worship along your spine. You shifted again, knee sliding between his, fitting against him like youâd been carved for the space. Zero percent. He was in free fall now, no broom, no net.
He pressed his lips to your temple, lingering, breathing you in. âYouâre ruining me,â he whispered to the sleeping girl who owned every shard of his carefully constructed indifference. âAnd Iâm going to let you.â
The fire popped. Outside the window, a shadow of a giant squid drifted past, slow and unconcerned. Theo closed his eyes, counted your heartbeats against his own, and didnât move until dawn painted the lake gold.