#host things

Trying to figure out if a couple guys I know of are headmates or if they’re just OCs. Like yeah, they come with their own Vibes, but is that really enough to go off of? I think one fronted earlier but only for like ten seconds so who knows really?? And the other is just a Feeling I’ve had off and on since I was a kid and I put the feeling into an OC and recently I found a journal entry where I(?) was calling myself by his name… but I don’t know… halp….

i feel like my friends and family see my headmates as these “other” people they never met before my diagnosis, and don’t realize that their concept of who “i” am is actually a compilation of their experiences with different alters throughout the years

The fronting room has gotten way cozier in terms of aesthetic thank God. It used to be a big black room with a big screen and a bunch of buttons but now it's more,,, cushions and blankets and controllers where everyone can be together if they want. I wish I could see the rest of the house 😅

wOAH WEVE HAD A TUMBLR FOR SIX MONTHS??? Yea this is definitely the longest we’ve gone without me repressing things whoops

I wanted to maladaptive daydream, but instead our littlest is co-con so I guess I’m just gonna hang out as it cracks up listening to Raffi songs. It’s alright. Apples and Bananas does go pretty hard.