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🌊more glimpses from my recent beach town trip

today marks the day i complete ONE YEAR in this studyblr community ✨🎉 i can’t believe how quick time flew by as i dwelled deeper into this wonderful community. i’ve received so much love and appreciation on this blog and all of you reading this have made my academic journey smoother and more enjoyable :)

i also just hit 2k followers 🎊🎈 seriously everyone reading this is the best and i hope you’re having an amazing day. i hope my blog continues to inspire more people and make their day even the slightest bit better. i wish to continue this blissful journey with all of you always :,)

i’m currently in the midst of exams so i won’t be able to do any celebratory game but do look out for more content. hope you all understand :D

Takes digital notes: tries to keep up with notetaking but eventually falls behind after 5 lectures, drinks coffee only to stay awake, tries the aesthetic of drinking hot tea while taking notes but fails, wakes up early once in a century and thinks they’ve reached their peak, wants a better organisation system but is too tired, worries about studyspo for 2 mins before saying fuck it

Takes handwritten notes: have really nice handwriting but they don't realise it themselves, headers!! are!! everything!!, have a love-hate relationship with taking notes, studying only when they feel like it, only writes key points as notes because everything else is too much, drifts off a lot while notetaking to daydream

Doesn't take notes: wears hoodies like 90% of the time, tries really hard to take care of themselves but it's hard™, hair in a bun because hairstyles?? too much work, yells “fuck the system” as they study more than anyone else, studies straight from books and Knows what to study, can't study for more than 45 mins at a time, is productive nonetheless, kinda exhausted but still carrying on

Takes notes only in class: take! notes! in! class! save! your! time! fuckers!, in a constant state of chaos but they'll never admit, have a great relationship with the professors, raises eyebrows at everything it's a Brand, likes lunch dates a lot, hates people who talk during lectures, wants a vacation already

i’m being pulled in a new direction but i think i like it... i think i like it!!

quick snap from a couple of days ago when i was planning for february (so ofc i decided to take a photo of my january cover page bc it just looks so much nicer lmao)

february’s gonna be a kinda busy month for me but we’re almost 1/4 of the way through february already?? so maybe it’s not as busy as i expected ahaha 

[Jan 14th, 2019]

Y'all don't GET how much I want you to win for yourself. Every time I write my posts, I have one (1) thing on my mind: please let this help someone snap out of their BS and allow them to go win.

Staying in a negative environment has made me realize that you have to take care of urself. No one's coming to help u "get ur shit together", you have to do this for yourself because you realise you deserve so much more than the shit you're experiencing now.

People ask me why I'm 'motivated' and it's really funny to me. You'll be motivated too if you knew what being unmotivated feels like. What it feels to be numb and hate your life. What it feels to be feel you're worthless, incapable, out of control and unhappy. What it's like to be dead inside, look back on your life and want to cry, because you haven't done anything for yourself, you just existed and forgot to live.

Please don't do this to yourself. Y'all don't know how painful it is to live worthlessly. It's a numbing experience, when you drift aimlessly, voicelessly, but on the inside, you're screaming because!!! this ain't it, chief!!!!!

If you're experiencing what I've experienced, listen. Take ONE step today. Do something about this thing called life! Make your bed today before you leave it. Write next day's to-do before sleeping tonight. Read a self-help book, and this time around, TRY the things the author tells you to. Try out everything—art, sketching, acting, baking, writing—to find what truly brings you joy. No tips or articles or videos you watch will help unless you so something with the shit you consume.

So in short, fuck existing, try living.

Please look after your happiness. Please. Protect it! Don't let yourself die this way, it hurts I KNOW, but you've GOT TO do something about it. And you've got to start soon, for time is running out.

Try something different today. Fix yourself. Heal yourself.

yikes these are notes from last year :ooo 

i found this post in my drafts when i was cleaning them out and i was like hey,,, 

these photos actually aren’t that bad,, let’s post them!! so here we are lol 

how charming she looks!

so handsome!!! uwu

so ravishing. radiant.

bully!!!!

gen-z complimenting:

I’M GAY HONESTLY

QUEEN

BLESS