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My arms are now so beyond the 'normal' level of fucked up I've sadly become accustomed to. Abscess on right arm currently, two are starting on the left after the whole desperately-need-new-needles-cant-get-new-needles debacle.

I'm mad at myself for everything I did, or I guess didn't do, that led up to this situation. I should have taken it slow last night/today or at least taken some breaks. The problem with that is usually once I find a spot that works, it ends up not working the more time there is between shots. That is one of the reasons I end up doing what most people tell me not to do; shot after shot after shot. I just got so frustrated with it, and it's not like I have a plethora of good veins to tap into. Plus the syringes I got last night totally confused my mind on how to know for sure if I registered or not, and also if even like a drip of blood got in at the tip and didn't move for .5 seconds the whole thing would clog/back up/ and then because it was the kind with the detachable needle the whole thing would blow up under the pressure so blood & drugs went flying.

Even though i thought this weekend would turn out ok since i reupped and had a smidgen of motivation to do some of the things i desperately need to get around to, it has turned into pure shite for me. Typical.

#personal #thoughts #iv drug user #tw iv drug use #hate today #hate yesterday #hate myself forever #sick of myself #i dont want to participate for a while #id like a prescription for a coma please #cried for 4+ hours today #and when i say cried i really mean sobbed #like the kind where you cant catch your breath #and no matter what you do you cant stop #i dont want to be whoever this me person is anymore #i hate her and she sucks

Seriously, Mother’s Day gives me confusing feels. Like part of me wants to get my mom something, but then I realize all the shit she’s done to me and siblings(even up till recently) and I’m like you don’t deserve anything

Hate this damn holiday

#Mother’s Day #mommy dearest #narcissist mom #toxic #holiday #hate today #feel torn

got a blister while walking/running to work. didn't have time to change into contacts. got a huge fucking rush. owner stopped by to micromanage/survey me.

#hate today #and also my comp is broken so in using my bros old one that cant even have 2 tqbs open. hw. quiz. essay. my ehole fucking lit class.#that myth post.#and no one fucking [redacted after redacting the redacted]#i want this week to be over. and next week just to be safe

It’s been a day, have a vent sketch that I don’t know if I’ll ever finish, I just wanted to get some feelings out. It needs a lot of work, and I don’t know if now is the time to fix it.

#WIP #vent piece #hate being closeted #hate dysphoria #hate today #wow that face is such a mess #i do feel a bit better though #maybe it's just lack of sleep #EdgeLord on Main Again #sorry #might just ditch this and go start a self indulgent piece or something

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