#hate dysphoria

i love you guys, and I want all of you to feel loved and supported

It’s been a day, have a vent sketch that I don’t know if I’ll ever finish, I just wanted to get some feelings out. It needs a lot of work, and I don’t know if now is the time to fix it.

like i know i’ll find insurance and get T but i don’t want to wait super long and i know that’s kind of selfish but i also know that the second i come out to my parents, they’ll cut off the insurance and i need it for T but i also need it for the meds i take daily to even survive i hope they won’t be cruel enough to end the insurance by some slim chance cause then i could at least continue to get my meds on that one but id still need to pay for T on my own cause the second they saw it charged to their insurance they’d stop it so hhh and i still need to find a doctor/clinic who will give me T s o