#guilswrite

When i write to you i write to me we share the world we see tho its not always the same for either of us sometimes my sun is your rain but know on those days what hurts you hurts me too there’s no crying alone we do it together bringing tears from heaven and the blue notes of our soul crashing down on our fears until one day from high above twisting and swirling on the breeze brushing our faces falling feathers now floating atop the still waters of a calm sea winds blowing soft and fair sweep gently through my angel’s hair you know its there you feel it now it's everywhere its inside of me its there inside of you and you do and you do because its true God loves you and i do too. 

SSSlithering through villages of the ordinary classes goes Arrogant Prince John in shoes not his own, a smile of beguile that twists and turns light into darkness, wrapping coiling and climbing our trees robbing from nests of promise and bees, they pitied his mother but she had another, his brother, not quite the same except in name though to mom he was Tom, a mighty fine fellow and often did good this robin hood, thoughtful and kind as any could find, not so said of how Prince John was bred, a hollow, in self woven fabric, imprisoned within a moat of his limitations, never aware how he fouled the air nor would he care, waiving his wand of which he was so fond he readily let loose a barrage of abuse his gossiping ways trashing of bitches a path to his riches using those that dig the ditches, he jests and taxes at others expense sparing no ridicule no matter how minuscule, and too, he has others, subtle and treacherous familiars,   never achieving squires, lairs, but of friends there are none that are real cept bloodworms leech and eel, rejected sumps, hordes of amoral gnarl, copulating viscous wet reeds expelling injurious seeds sucking on teats of decency left dried in ruin and spoil, Arrogant Prince John is anything but regal or royal

there is a darkness where we sometimes must go and too also a madness that bears the silence of where we’ve been intellectually a timely find suddenly just then you loose your mind everything all at once at the very same time KABOOM DEAFING EXPLOSION happens a lot it’s okay cause you’re ripping through all the shit you fought to save you yourself from tearing away every memory and loss to fucking shreds writing saying anything now at all maybe forever lost histories left behind no longer making sense of how fucked up being trapped here is

here I am in a leaderless world destroying ourselves me alone by myself in my mind hold life’s beauty in my heart praying for no changes of what we know   always always works out doesn’t it   ? for there will be   no tomorrows so maybe all of us need to chill chill chill in the ugliness of it all and make a new world where that beauty will never never be taken from us ever ever ever

the mind like the ass of a chirping shitting bird's tiny brain unable to control thoughts total crap just falling out of it best close the eyes grab the reins of madness let the world go wild then hope even pray we land softly and continue on

the Beatles what a name beyond inspirational not something we’d ever choose even looking for it i don’t remember tell me something true tell me you love me too that’s what we do we come to you bringing my crazies i wish you understood what never could have saved us and done the things you need to do that makes you you the awesome person you are and why i love you but the lie i tell is maybe one day you’ll be free and i’ll see you when my eyes open every fucking morning you’re banging my guitar and our bodies scream loud

what i thought we had i rooted from the mind simply erased your importance it never happened everything else forgotten now i can be me without any memory loped off my head killed a past dead every single shred of you gone the mind finally free images of the time burnt ash carried gently away on soft wings of angel’s wisdom beyond infections of emotion and confusion holding soul's   view and your value in my life the very one i will carry with me to tomorrow its here i realize what a tremendous human being and friend you have been i hope you have some place inside of you that will allow that for exactly what a friendship truly is

:) the twisted dementor you are

and thanks for the tarantula

the heart of a friend XO