no one is ever going to be able to convince me that the reason killua was standing & sitting backwards on the horse wasnāt bc he was too nervous/embarrassed to hug onto gon from behind like that lmao.

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no one is ever going to be able to convince me that the reason killua was standing & sitting backwards on the horse wasnāt bc he was too nervous/embarrassed to hug onto gon from behind like that lmao.

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i love when people actually bring up/point out that both gon & killua have abandonment issues & insecurities surrounding being good/strong enough for the ppl they care about/love, including & especially when it comes to each other.
killua āride-or-dieā zoldyck, and i mean that entirely.
seriously, all the times heās given his all to and for gon, esp the moments when killua wouldnāt disclose just how much he did for him? or moments when gon just isnāt conscious to witness it?
like, ep. 85 when killua piggy-backed gon that entire way back after they left kite, ignoring his own exhaustion?
the way he carried him into the city and then tucked him into that bed? are you kidding me???
in one hxh analysis i read a while ago (i canāt remember), someone once paralleled killua to a cat (specifically a āguard catā, *gonās* guard cat) in ep. 85 when he was sitting near the foot of gonās bed before gon woke up, and i havenāt been able to stop thinking abt it ever since.
killua āi would let you use and hurt me, and i would sacrifice myself for you endlessly, iāll do whatever it is you want, as long as it means that your problems become my problems, and that i get to stay by your side foreverā zoldyck.

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is it just me or are the hunterpedia shorts, episode previews, and (non-canon) movies the biggest killugon shippers ever? lmao
iāve seen multiple ppl either:
a) completely romanticize killua & gonās relationship while entirely ignoring their toxic traits,
or
b) completely focus on the negative traits of their relationship while entirely ignoring the good parts of it,
when their relationship is very much both good and bad. yes, it wasnāt entirely healthy, but that doesnāt mean it was devoid of many good things as well.
i honestly think the problem comes from ppl often seeing codependent relationships as either all good or all bad all the time, when that isnāt always accurate.
imo, itās just a bit black-and-white to think that it either has to be THIS extreme, or THAT one.
i wish there was more killua and gon/killugon media (fanfics, playlists, etc.) that focused more on gonās POV, thoughts, and personal feelings instead of just killuaās.
donāt get me wrong, i absolutely love & thoroughly enjoy killuaās POVā itās one of my favorite things abt hxhā but gonās is just as emotional, loving, and important, and i feel like it gets glossed over and forgotten a LOT due to multiple factors, such as the fact that we donāt get a lot of gonās internal thoughts the way we get so many of killuaās and that gonās complexities & deep inner struggles/doubts are just more difficult to read than killuaās.