1 - Who was the last person you texted?
10 - How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have?
20 - Who was the last person who called you?
Omg so it was my little brother, who is absolutely ridiculous and soooo extra
He was in the bathroom upstairs showering and he literally called my cell phone as I was in the kitchen so that I could bring him a heckin towel like what kind of queen of england bullshit
31 - What kind of person do you want to date?
(didn’t want to answer 30 lol it was oddly specific)
I would want to date someone who has a few common interests with me, though not all, since that way we could discover new things about each other and not always talk about the same things. I would want someone who likes to talk but is okay with me mostly listening, because I’m terrible at conversations, but love to hear what people have to say! I’d also love them to be engaging and sweet and make me feel comfortable saying whatever is on my mind, in which case I would be able to talk more and know that they would be accepting of whatever I might say. I would want them to listen to me when I’m down, and not to feel afraid to express their emotions as well.
I would want them to understand when I might tell them that I don’t want them to call me certain things that make me uncomfortable or feel inferior, even if they don’t do this on purpose. I would want them to be caring but not possessive, curious but not demanding explanations for everything I might do or say.
sorry this got kinda long, i had a lot of ideas
40 - Did you try to change for a person?
Back in elementary school, I would try to. Then I stopped. I sometimes change the way I act, but this is just for personal reasons (often self-confidence reasons) and not for anyone else. I know I’m a bit different, but I’d like to keep it that way and retain individuality!
50 - Do you regret your past?
60 - Did you slap anyone whose name starts with “R”?
Hahahha I don’t think so, no
70 - Have you ever experienced being hysterical?
I’m not entirely sure, but there have been some moments when I’m pretty sure I have been… they’ve mostly been triggered by intense emotion and fear, and it’s pretty scary because I can’t stop it, and it comes in moments when I know that I can’t go to anyone for help… Although the last time it happened, i was able to talk to someone, and that really helped
80 - How can you prove your love to someone?
Remind them every day. I don’t care what you say, but “i love you” doesn’t lose its meaning for me when you say it often. Make them things, show them things that make me think of them. Talk to them every day, but respect their boundaries and what they are comfortable with. Respect and listen to them, and make them comfortable enough with you for them to be able to tell you if you’re doing something wrong. understand that you’re doing something that makes them uncomfortable, and stop doing it, no matter what, no matter what their reason may be. respect, respect, respect, listening to what they have to say.
90 - Do you think all the pain is worth it?
100 - Did you ever feel like you were not good enough?
I went through a couple years when I felt like that every moment of every day. These days, I’m pretty happy with myself, although I will still have moments when I just suddenly feel down, and feel that I’m not doing enough, that I’m not outgoing enough, that I’m not funny, that I’m not able to keep people interested in me.
After dinner a couple days ago, my brother said, “If I were a genie, and you had one wish, what would it be?”
I told him that I would wish to be more interesting. That I could have an easier time keeping friends close. I wasn’t feeling too great that day, I guess.
He cried and hugged me and he told me that I was interesting, that I was more than how I saw myself, and that honestly meant so much to me. shout out to my brother for telling me that tbh
